Nothing is harder then losing the one toi love. The One person who understands toi the most, The one who give anything to keep toi sûr, sans danger and happy even if that means losing their own life to save yours. I learned this the hard way, When a an il y a today, I Lost my parents, my brother and my sister, in a house fire.
May 19 2010 Monday 12:01 am
It's been a an since I Lost my family, and it hasn't been any easier. I have nightmares about what happen, ever nightmare is the same. It starts off with me being with my family, Everyone is laughing and having a good time, then out of no where, there faces start to melt off It gets really hot and then I wake up. Of course I wasn't there, I was at my Friends house, but I still fill responsible.
I sat up, then looked at the clock it was 12:12 I laid my head back down on my oreiller and closed my eyes in no time I was back asleep, having that same dream over and over aging. I awoke with a headache My aunt knocked on the door. "Naomi, Honey, are toi awake?" I got out of the lit and opened the door. Aunt Maggie stepped in side "are toi okay sweetie?" I didn't answer I just stood there with my head down. Aunt Maggie stood there for awhile, then turned and left the room.
May 19 2010 Monday 7:00
There was a Knock on the front door, I went down stairs, it was Jane. She looked at me then shook her head. "Are toi ever going to stop were that Damn hoodie?" I looked at her, then grabbed my bag and headed out the door. She followed behind me, I opened the car door took out my I-pod and turned it up. Jane stared the car, Then pulled over, I looked at her. "What are toi doing?!" I asked.
"Naomi I l’amour toi and all but toi got to stop fill sorry for yourself, there's nothing toi can do, it wasn't your fault it's not like toi caused the stupid fire." I looked at her, her words cut like Knifes, she looked back at me. I looked away, "Could toi just drive." Jane unlocked the doors, "Get out." I looked at her "J-" she shook her head, "Get out"
I got out the car, and Jane drove away, I started to walk to school, but then had to stop because the tears wouldn't stop coming. Some one drove past me, then backed up, they rolled down the window. "Get in" he said, it was Alec the only emo kid at my school. I opened the door and go in. I still had my I-pod in and my tears had turned my eyes red. I could fill his eyes on me, so I kept my head down.
May 19 2010 8:01 am Monday
I went to my accueil room class and, put my head down, Jane sat beside me. I see toi made it to school, I turned away I couldn't let her see how much she hurt me. Jane just tsked at me, then turned to talk to other people. I could fill some ones eyes one me, so I looked up to see who it was, it was Alec, our eyes meet, and I felt something. I couldn't stop looking in to his blue eyes, and he didn't stop looking at me. The teacher came in and Alec turned to the front. I sighed and took my ear phones out.
The rest of the school jour went par quicker then I'm use too. The whole time in study hall and at lunch i could fill his eyes on me. I meet Jane par my locker, before the last period of the day, She looked at me. "Naomi, I'm sorry I was just Mad, toi aren't the only one who Lost some one toi l’amour lets not forget toi aunt, and what about me, I was in l’amour with your brother, do toi know what his last words were too me?" I didn't answer her, "He told me he loved me."
The cloche, bell rung, and I walked away, Jane walked beside me. "Look na na I a dit I'm sorry." I looked at her, I nodded, "thanks Jane for what toi said, but I'm just not ready to let go." Jane walked away, then turned around "well when toi do let me know." She went in to her class, I started to walk to my class, Then out of no where the feu alarm rung. Everyone was run out of classes I stopped, I didn't know what to do.
There was shadows all around me, ever thing stared spinning. I sat down, The feu alarm kept getting louder and louder. Some one stood in front of me, They grabbed my shoulder and lifted me up. They crawled me like a baby, then we were out side, I looked up, and Alec was above me. His eyes locked on mine. I couldn't pull away, I got Lost in his eyes aging filling that same filling I felt aging. that same strange filling, Alec helped me sit up.
Then I pulled away from under his hand, I didn't mean to come off ungrateful I just don't like when people touch me. Alec scooted away, to give me some air, when he thought i was okay, he came over to me to help me stand. Once the school was cleared, everyone went back in. Jane came rushing over to me, when she saw me. she gave me a hug, "Your okay, i didn't see toi come out, so I thought." I pushed away from her, she stopped talking.
Then said, "You know,what Naomi. This is to much, I tried to stay being your friend, but I just can't handle your Behavior, your just to much." She walked away, I could fill his eyes on me I turned around Then looked away quickly.
May 19 2010 3:30 am Monday
Jane left with out me so I stared to walk, It would be 4:30 when I get home. It was about to rain so I put my hoddie on. Then it started to thunder so I took my phone out and was about to Call my aunt, but then Alec pulled up beside me. He opened the door I looked at him, being careful not to met his eyes. Then after a while I got in.
When I got home, I went up stairs and took a douche my aunt wasn't accueil yet my phone rung, it was a text from Jane. Hope toi made it accueil okay, If toi didn't I'm sorry, I need toi to forget my number, don't call me don't text me don't send me and email, because like I a dit before. I'm done with you. I put my phone down and knocked over my raiser blade I picked it up and pressed it to my risk.
May 19 2010 Monday 8:08
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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May 19 2010 Monday 12:01 am
It's been a an since I Lost my family, and it hasn't been any easier. I have nightmares about what happen, ever nightmare is the same. It starts off with me being with my family, Everyone is laughing and having a good time, then out of no where, there faces start to melt off It gets really hot and then I wake up. Of course I wasn't there, I was at my Friends house, but I still fill responsible.
I sat up, then looked at the clock it was 12:12 I laid my head back down on my oreiller and closed my eyes in no time I was back asleep, having that same dream over and over aging. I awoke with a headache My aunt knocked on the door. "Naomi, Honey, are toi awake?" I got out of the lit and opened the door. Aunt Maggie stepped in side "are toi okay sweetie?" I didn't answer I just stood there with my head down. Aunt Maggie stood there for awhile, then turned and left the room.
May 19 2010 Monday 7:00
There was a Knock on the front door, I went down stairs, it was Jane. She looked at me then shook her head. "Are toi ever going to stop were that Damn hoodie?" I looked at her, then grabbed my bag and headed out the door. She followed behind me, I opened the car door took out my I-pod and turned it up. Jane stared the car, Then pulled over, I looked at her. "What are toi doing?!" I asked.
"Naomi I l’amour toi and all but toi got to stop fill sorry for yourself, there's nothing toi can do, it wasn't your fault it's not like toi caused the stupid fire." I looked at her, her words cut like Knifes, she looked back at me. I looked away, "Could toi just drive." Jane unlocked the doors, "Get out." I looked at her "J-" she shook her head, "Get out"
I got out the car, and Jane drove away, I started to walk to school, but then had to stop because the tears wouldn't stop coming. Some one drove past me, then backed up, they rolled down the window. "Get in" he said, it was Alec the only emo kid at my school. I opened the door and go in. I still had my I-pod in and my tears had turned my eyes red. I could fill his eyes on me, so I kept my head down.
May 19 2010 8:01 am Monday
I went to my accueil room class and, put my head down, Jane sat beside me. I see toi made it to school, I turned away I couldn't let her see how much she hurt me. Jane just tsked at me, then turned to talk to other people. I could fill some ones eyes one me, so I looked up to see who it was, it was Alec, our eyes meet, and I felt something. I couldn't stop looking in to his blue eyes, and he didn't stop looking at me. The teacher came in and Alec turned to the front. I sighed and took my ear phones out.
The rest of the school jour went par quicker then I'm use too. The whole time in study hall and at lunch i could fill his eyes on me. I meet Jane par my locker, before the last period of the day, She looked at me. "Naomi, I'm sorry I was just Mad, toi aren't the only one who Lost some one toi l’amour lets not forget toi aunt, and what about me, I was in l’amour with your brother, do toi know what his last words were too me?" I didn't answer her, "He told me he loved me."
The cloche, bell rung, and I walked away, Jane walked beside me. "Look na na I a dit I'm sorry." I looked at her, I nodded, "thanks Jane for what toi said, but I'm just not ready to let go." Jane walked away, then turned around "well when toi do let me know." She went in to her class, I started to walk to my class, Then out of no where the feu alarm rung. Everyone was run out of classes I stopped, I didn't know what to do.
There was shadows all around me, ever thing stared spinning. I sat down, The feu alarm kept getting louder and louder. Some one stood in front of me, They grabbed my shoulder and lifted me up. They crawled me like a baby, then we were out side, I looked up, and Alec was above me. His eyes locked on mine. I couldn't pull away, I got Lost in his eyes aging filling that same filling I felt aging. that same strange filling, Alec helped me sit up.
Then I pulled away from under his hand, I didn't mean to come off ungrateful I just don't like when people touch me. Alec scooted away, to give me some air, when he thought i was okay, he came over to me to help me stand. Once the school was cleared, everyone went back in. Jane came rushing over to me, when she saw me. she gave me a hug, "Your okay, i didn't see toi come out, so I thought." I pushed away from her, she stopped talking.
Then said, "You know,what Naomi. This is to much, I tried to stay being your friend, but I just can't handle your Behavior, your just to much." She walked away, I could fill his eyes on me I turned around Then looked away quickly.
May 19 2010 3:30 am Monday
Jane left with out me so I stared to walk, It would be 4:30 when I get home. It was about to rain so I put my hoddie on. Then it started to thunder so I took my phone out and was about to Call my aunt, but then Alec pulled up beside me. He opened the door I looked at him, being careful not to met his eyes. Then after a while I got in.
When I got home, I went up stairs and took a douche my aunt wasn't accueil yet my phone rung, it was a text from Jane. Hope toi made it accueil okay, If toi didn't I'm sorry, I need toi to forget my number, don't call me don't text me don't send me and email, because like I a dit before. I'm done with you. I put my phone down and knocked over my raiser blade I picked it up and pressed it to my risk.
May 19 2010 Monday 8:08
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
sorry it was so long Hope toi liked it commentaire and rate just to let yall know it's not real
People down every turn
Pain inside their hearts
A girl with scars on her wrists
A boy with a couteau in his chest
She hides in the dark
Wondering when the pain with end
He stands up to fight in defense
Only to get knocked back down again
She fights with her parents
They don't wanna support the child
She's left to fend for herself in the cold
Alone with the child
Do we see what we are doing when we say the things we say?
Do we see who we are hurting with the actions that we're taking?
What we need
Are broken families reconciled
We need hearts to mend, scars to heal and battles to end
We. Need. Love
To stand up for the broken
We. Need. Hope
To give a hand to the hopeless
We need the world to care.
What are we doing with the words we are saying?
Who are we changing
And what effects are they having?
Lets be the change.
Pain inside their hearts
A girl with scars on her wrists
A boy with a couteau in his chest
She hides in the dark
Wondering when the pain with end
He stands up to fight in defense
Only to get knocked back down again
She fights with her parents
They don't wanna support the child
She's left to fend for herself in the cold
Alone with the child
Do we see what we are doing when we say the things we say?
Do we see who we are hurting with the actions that we're taking?
What we need
Are broken families reconciled
We need hearts to mend, scars to heal and battles to end
We. Need. Love
To stand up for the broken
We. Need. Hope
To give a hand to the hopeless
We need the world to care.
What are we doing with the words we are saying?
Who are we changing
And what effects are they having?
Lets be the change.