I'm haunted by the memory's i hold
"It's the only way, if i do this they'll stop talking about us". I looked at Jamie with tears in my eyes, "Jamie don't do this". She looked back at me and sighed "Fine, lets just go", I could tell that she was mad, but she doesn't like to see anyone cry. Kelly the girl in charge pushed Jamie in,"ha ha ha", she laughed, they walked away."Jamie, Jamie"! I looked around, but it was to late.
When they got to her, she was already dead, i cried they called her mother and we cried together, that was the worst memory, I have ever had, The dream switched. I was ten and I heard yelling from down stairs, "How could toi cheat on me", came loud and clear from up stairs,I could barely make out what my dad said, but it sounded like, "we...Spend...Time", something broke plus yelling was going on. The front door slammed, I walked down stairs.
My mom was crying, "Mommy", I a dit she didn't look up, I taped on her shoulder and she looked up, she offered me a smile, "what are toi doing up sweetie"? I looked at her and gave her a hug, "mom,I l’amour you", I gave her a hug. The dream changed yet aging, to the jour when my baby brother died.
It was a Friday afternoon, and my brother was playing ball in the front yard, I was sopose to be watching him, and on thing lead to another, and his ball ran in to the street, he ran after it, and suivant thing toi knew a car came by, "Bry-", i ran out side but I was to late.
I jerked right up, I was breathing hard, those were my worst memory's I turned on my back and screamed into my pillow. I got up and walked to my sisters room, she was sound asleep. I checked on my mom too, the same result. Even my cat, Bubbles was asleep. I went down stairs and looked at the clock, only four hours until time to get up.
There was some movement up stairs and then my mom popped her head out, "Jenny, what are toi doing up"? I smiled and shock my head, "oh mom toi know, how much i l’amour to wake up early", it was true i don't like to sleep.
My mom sighed and gave me a hug "oh, Jenny,Jenny, Jenny" I laughed and smiled "oh mom, mom,mom,mom". she rolled her eyes, "Happy birthday Jen, I l’amour you". My mom went up stairs, in case toi didn't know my name, I'm Jenny Renae Williams.
I am sixteen years old today, I looked in the mirror nothing changed. I still look like the same old Jenny, I still had my big round brown eyes, My big 'ol smile and my frizz blond hair. My alarm rung and I shut it off, after I took my douche and got dress there was a knock on the door. "someone's in here" i said. NO one answered, "Paige"! I waited a seconde for Paige's answer and when she did she was in her room, Paige is my sister, we adopted her, she is ten years old, she has fraise blond hair and brown eyes. The knocking stopped and i rolled my eyes, "never mine".
I was just about to wash my face when I heard a faint "help me", I jumped, and almost cried when i saw, well heard were it was coming from. There was a girl curled up in the tub it was full of water. At first I thought it was a dream, but then she a dit it aging "Help me" she said.
I went towards the tub and she turned her face towards me it was Jamie, I gasped, "No, NO"! she looked at me, "help me", I backed up, Jamie looked at me aging, "help me"! "NO, NO your not real"! I yelled, your dead, she looked at me. "Go away", I told her, "Help me", Jamie said, Then she was gone. I ran out the bathroom, right in to Paige , Paige looked at me.
" what's wrong"? she smiled toi look like toi seen a ghost, I laughed and then looked at the bathroom did I see a ghost? I went to my room. and there was something in the corner, It was a five an old boy, "Bryson"! He turned at the sound of his mane, he was bleeding , I looked at him, "help me", he said.
"How"? I cried out, "your dead", I cried, then my mom came in Bryson left. "What's wrong sweetie", she came over and hugged me, I looked at her "I-I just saw B-B-Bryson". I choked on his name, my mom gave a sigh and stood up, "Jamie, don't do this". I blanked, "Wh-what", I couldn't stop shaking she looked at me, "I think your seeing things, maybe from lack of sleep". she was trying to be nice, she was trying not to tell me what she really thinks . "so, mom what your saying is that I'm crazy". My mom looked at me, "w-what, that's not what, I'm saying at all it's just lately toi haven't been sleeping well, and..."
The door cloche, bell ranged I went down stairs, It was my suivant door neighbor, Mark, "Hey Mark", he smiled, Mark is seventeen years old, he loves to play football and he has the skills for it. Mark has black hair and blue eyes, Mark pulled me in to a hug, "Happy birthday"! He pulled out a small box and handed it to me. I hugged him, "your the best"! He laughed , "Thank you, but the present is in side the box". I laughed and slapped him in the head, I opened the box, it was those earrings I saw at the mall, The cœur, coeur shaped ones with the diamonds in bedded in it. "wow, Mark this must have cost a ton". He smiled "do toi like it"?
"Duh"! "This is the best", He smiled "I'm glad toi like it", I looked at him "Why did your get me this"? He looked at me, his blue eyes burning in to my heart, "because I l’amour you". I stopped myself from rolling my eyes, "It's been years since that stuff happened to you", Mark said. "It's time for toi to trust aging", he add I looked at him, "I-I can't, toi know that", Mark sighed, he pulled me into his arms, "none of that was your fault", he whispered. I pulled away, "but-", I a dit , "but nothing" Mark stepped closer to me, "It's time to let go".
I fell in to his arms and he kissed me, he kissed my neck , my arm and my forehead he paused at my lips and leaned in, obviously giving me time to pull away. When I didn't his lips met min e, and in that seconde I let all the walls i built fall. I stood there for a seconde after we finished, Mark smiled and hugged me, "see, all toi had to do was trust me".
My mom walked down the stairs and nodded to mark she looked at my earrings, and smiled, "What no neckles", my mom laughed and walked away, i knew she was hurting, because dad use to buy her stuff like this. Mark smiled and gave me a hug, "happy birthday Jen", I laughed, and we left for school.
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OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnolia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnolia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the arbre that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
mur ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do toi think I did?What would toi have done?
mur ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do toi think I did?What would toi have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad a dit one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. jour and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss toi ... even if I never met toi =,[
suivant journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss toi ... even if I never met toi =,[
suivant journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
Asperger's Syndrome is a mild form of autism with a bit of learning disability. It is the same as social anxiety. People with this kind have difficulty learning academics, socializing with other people, and forming friendships.
What does it feel like to have this? You'll be sensitive to loud sounds, lack of interest in to many things, difficulty understanding sarcasm and jokes, you'll feel lonely and alone, toi see the world differently to other people, and the most overwhelming is toi feel different in the world. It is also a lifelong condition and can't be cured. But help is a guide of their life. toi will realize that those people have plus intelligence and will grow up successfully in their life. And also they have a great cœur, coeur of understanding on people's problems. They will also be kind and patient from what we are.
See the outside, and know deep the inside. There's no nothing than a reason behind.
It's better to be UNIQUE!
What does it feel like to have this? You'll be sensitive to loud sounds, lack of interest in to many things, difficulty understanding sarcasm and jokes, you'll feel lonely and alone, toi see the world differently to other people, and the most overwhelming is toi feel different in the world. It is also a lifelong condition and can't be cured. But help is a guide of their life. toi will realize that those people have plus intelligence and will grow up successfully in their life. And also they have a great cœur, coeur of understanding on people's problems. They will also be kind and patient from what we are.
See the outside, and know deep the inside. There's no nothing than a reason behind.
It's better to be UNIQUE!
First off,harry potter has actual struggle and creative and developed villains while twilight centers around a girl who is completely dependent on a 2 hot guys who go to war for her and constantly abuse her.Second,harry potter has compelling storyline and fun unique characters while twilight is ALL STEREOTYPES, with the new hot shallow girl who runs a l’amour triangle and the the two guys and their Friends who fight over her.And lastly, for all toi people who say that edward is hotter than harry, cedric is hotter than edward.look at all characters,not just the main ones.peace y'all
