(end of chapter8)
I was so nerves how charlie was going to react, matt squeezed my hand to comfort me charlie opened the door and gasped he was stairing at me ,not beliving it was me
-Bella?
He wasn’t sure if it was really me and then I heard billys voice from the phone
-charlie charlie are toi ok?
He didn’t respond and turned off the phone
-yeah dad its me
He staired at me again
-you look different!
-yeah two weeks does that to you.
I lied to him
-oh Bella! I missed toi so much I was so worried that I wouldn’t see toi again!
Then I took my hand out of matts and hugged him
-your cold
-yeah its freezing out side
I lied again it was just cloudy
Then he looked at matt
-this is matt my friend
-hi!
Matt a dit and shook Charlie's hand
-hi.
Charlie a dit confused
-can we come in?
I asked
-sure sure kid!
We went in everything was repaired and cleaned!
-the boys from la push came and heleped me
We sat on the sofa and talked for 16 minutes
Then I looked at charlie and said
-dad I cant stay I should go
-what, where?
-I'm staying with matt and his family in alaska
-Bella toi cant just leave!!!
-dad I'm 18.
I a dit trying to reason with him
-but Bella…….
I cut him off
-charlie I came to say good bye………….
Then the door flew open and jake came in with sam and jared and seth
Then they all looked at me and matt confused
-Bella?
Jake and seth asked together
-yeah Bellas back!
Charlie a dit cheerfull like he didn’t hear a word I have said
-not for long!
I muttered under my breath annoyed but it was to low for charlie to hear bu jake and his Friends looked at me again and gasped
-Bella?
Jake asked not beliving it was me
-its me!
I a dit then I stood up and dragged matt with me
-Bella please don’t go! I just got toi back after 2 weeks!
He begged I didn’t want to leave him but it was for himself
-dad I cant stay here I will send toi letters call you,maybe visit toi again…
-bells don’t do this!
I looked him in the eye
-its for your best charlie,I should go
He looked at me like he got my messeg that I was dangerous
I went closer to him to hug him when sam said
-no!
I looked at him its not I want to suck his blood!
-what?!
I was losing my temper
-nothing,just be careful
He a dit like he knew I could hurt charlie then I remmembered what jake and sam a dit the night I left Bella we know what they are,we could help! They knew they were a vamp and they knew I'm a vamp to! I froze in my place not breathing they all nothiced ecxept charlie
-dad I should reallu go,ok? I promise to call you,
I hugged charlie and a dit good bye and shook the la push boys away and dragged matt out of the house.
-what's wrong Bella?
He asked
-they know what we are
-how?
-I don’t know!
We ran to the jungel to teleport back to Londres then I smelled a dog!!
I turned a round and saw jake and sam looking at me god they smell bad!!
-Bella,what happened to you?
Jake asked in a pained voice
-nothing I'm just movung on with my life!
-Bella tell us the truth!please!
-I cant jake take care of charlie ok?and I wount bother to come back!
-ok
-bye
-bye
Matt took my hand and teleported us to the cottag
(chapter 9)
-ohhhhhhhhhhh
I whined
-what's wrong?
Matt asked
-it hurts….talking to my dad like this….,breaking his heart……………………
I broke into tearless sobes matt hugged me
-its ok,its ok…shhhhh
he kissed my forhead
-you could go and see him again………maybe stay with him fore a an and tell him your going to colloge and come back here then toi can send him letters and call him………..
-yeah your right but its hard
-it was hard for me too but toi should let go after a while toi know toi cant be with them forever then they will know something is wrong your.. not againg your cold and……………..
-yeah your right I could have one plus an with my dad and toi could déplacer in with us and come to school
-what??
-remmember toi a dit toi don’t want to be alone? So know toi could be with me that way if I Lost control someone is there fore me
I a dit beging him
-please please say yes!?
-ok! For you
-Thanks
I kissed his cheek
-but first we should golden are eyes up! It will take about 1 week!
-thanks!!
I clapped my hands and went to call charlie I talked to him and told him I was coming to stay with him but matt was going to stay with us and come to school with me charlie accepted and told me he will register him at school and his so happy that I'm coming back home.
Matt and I hunted animaux every jour so are eyes could turn gold
1 week later
-time to go!
-okay
I closed my eyes and took his hand when I opened my eyes we where at the forest we ran to my house with a empty suitcase that belonged to justin and I changed into a blue chemise and skinny jeans
I rang the cloche, bell and heard Charlie's foot steps coming towards the door
-oh salut bells I'm so happy you’re here ! its been like years come here kiddo
He hugged me and kissed both of my cheeks and forehead
-hi matt.
Charlie a dit coldly
-hi mr.swan
-call me charlie
-ok charlie
Matt smiled at him charlie smiled back automaticly
-Oh um come on in
He opened the door and led us in He showed matts room and told us he's going to make dîner for us
-your dads cool
-yeah he is
-so toi got your room and your going to school tommorow! Isnt that great!
-yeah! But its scary!, I mean what is it like?
-like toi go to school,but toi should hunt often and don’t touch humans ou run fast
-that's easy.
-yeah it is,like I a dit easy
-lets go eat!
-what I don’t want to eat human food!
-just a bite ou two for my dad! Please?
-ok! But its not faire toi always get what toi want!
-well that's me! Now come on!
I dragged him down stairs,charlie was lire a news paper
-hey dad what's cooking?
What ever it was stinked! Ugh! I cant belive I'm going to eat it its like eating dirt!!
-pasta your fave!
Not my fave anymore
-gee dad! Thanks!
-I hope toi like pâtes, pâtes alimentaires matt.
-very much sir.
He was a good liar.nice!
-so is everything ok?
Charlie asked
-yeah why wouldn’t it be?
-well toi went away for 3 weeks and stayed with him know his staying with us….
-um yeah hes an old friend after I got like that I called matt cause he lives in forks then when he told me he's parents had passed away I went to see him and they wanted to send him to an orphanage so I told him he can stay with us.
Charlie looked at me with consern
-that's so sweet of toi Bella,and I'm sorry about your parents matt I know its hard and if toi needed anything just tell me ok?
-thanks charlie
Charlie nodded
We had dîner that was not that delicious and claimed we should sleep charlie came and sneaked into my room to see I was there and not with matt then he went to his room.
I was so nerves how charlie was going to react, matt squeezed my hand to comfort me charlie opened the door and gasped he was stairing at me ,not beliving it was me
-Bella?
He wasn’t sure if it was really me and then I heard billys voice from the phone
-charlie charlie are toi ok?
He didn’t respond and turned off the phone
-yeah dad its me
He staired at me again
-you look different!
-yeah two weeks does that to you.
I lied to him
-oh Bella! I missed toi so much I was so worried that I wouldn’t see toi again!
Then I took my hand out of matts and hugged him
-your cold
-yeah its freezing out side
I lied again it was just cloudy
Then he looked at matt
-this is matt my friend
-hi!
Matt a dit and shook Charlie's hand
-hi.
Charlie a dit confused
-can we come in?
I asked
-sure sure kid!
We went in everything was repaired and cleaned!
-the boys from la push came and heleped me
We sat on the sofa and talked for 16 minutes
Then I looked at charlie and said
-dad I cant stay I should go
-what, where?
-I'm staying with matt and his family in alaska
-Bella toi cant just leave!!!
-dad I'm 18.
I a dit trying to reason with him
-but Bella…….
I cut him off
-charlie I came to say good bye………….
Then the door flew open and jake came in with sam and jared and seth
Then they all looked at me and matt confused
-Bella?
Jake and seth asked together
-yeah Bellas back!
Charlie a dit cheerfull like he didn’t hear a word I have said
-not for long!
I muttered under my breath annoyed but it was to low for charlie to hear bu jake and his Friends looked at me again and gasped
-Bella?
Jake asked not beliving it was me
-its me!
I a dit then I stood up and dragged matt with me
-Bella please don’t go! I just got toi back after 2 weeks!
He begged I didn’t want to leave him but it was for himself
-dad I cant stay here I will send toi letters call you,maybe visit toi again…
-bells don’t do this!
I looked him in the eye
-its for your best charlie,I should go
He looked at me like he got my messeg that I was dangerous
I went closer to him to hug him when sam said
-no!
I looked at him its not I want to suck his blood!
-what?!
I was losing my temper
-nothing,just be careful
He a dit like he knew I could hurt charlie then I remmembered what jake and sam a dit the night I left Bella we know what they are,we could help! They knew they were a vamp and they knew I'm a vamp to! I froze in my place not breathing they all nothiced ecxept charlie
-dad I should reallu go,ok? I promise to call you,
I hugged charlie and a dit good bye and shook the la push boys away and dragged matt out of the house.
-what's wrong Bella?
He asked
-they know what we are
-how?
-I don’t know!
We ran to the jungel to teleport back to Londres then I smelled a dog!!
I turned a round and saw jake and sam looking at me god they smell bad!!
-Bella,what happened to you?
Jake asked in a pained voice
-nothing I'm just movung on with my life!
-Bella tell us the truth!please!
-I cant jake take care of charlie ok?and I wount bother to come back!
-ok
-bye
-bye
Matt took my hand and teleported us to the cottag
(chapter 9)
-ohhhhhhhhhhh
I whined
-what's wrong?
Matt asked
-it hurts….talking to my dad like this….,breaking his heart……………………
I broke into tearless sobes matt hugged me
-its ok,its ok…shhhhh
he kissed my forhead
-you could go and see him again………maybe stay with him fore a an and tell him your going to colloge and come back here then toi can send him letters and call him………..
-yeah your right but its hard
-it was hard for me too but toi should let go after a while toi know toi cant be with them forever then they will know something is wrong your.. not againg your cold and……………..
-yeah your right I could have one plus an with my dad and toi could déplacer in with us and come to school
-what??
-remmember toi a dit toi don’t want to be alone? So know toi could be with me that way if I Lost control someone is there fore me
I a dit beging him
-please please say yes!?
-ok! For you
-Thanks
I kissed his cheek
-but first we should golden are eyes up! It will take about 1 week!
-thanks!!
I clapped my hands and went to call charlie I talked to him and told him I was coming to stay with him but matt was going to stay with us and come to school with me charlie accepted and told me he will register him at school and his so happy that I'm coming back home.
Matt and I hunted animaux every jour so are eyes could turn gold
1 week later
-time to go!
-okay
I closed my eyes and took his hand when I opened my eyes we where at the forest we ran to my house with a empty suitcase that belonged to justin and I changed into a blue chemise and skinny jeans
I rang the cloche, bell and heard Charlie's foot steps coming towards the door
-oh salut bells I'm so happy you’re here ! its been like years come here kiddo
He hugged me and kissed both of my cheeks and forehead
-hi matt.
Charlie a dit coldly
-hi mr.swan
-call me charlie
-ok charlie
Matt smiled at him charlie smiled back automaticly
-Oh um come on in
He opened the door and led us in He showed matts room and told us he's going to make dîner for us
-your dads cool
-yeah he is
-so toi got your room and your going to school tommorow! Isnt that great!
-yeah! But its scary!, I mean what is it like?
-like toi go to school,but toi should hunt often and don’t touch humans ou run fast
-that's easy.
-yeah it is,like I a dit easy
-lets go eat!
-what I don’t want to eat human food!
-just a bite ou two for my dad! Please?
-ok! But its not faire toi always get what toi want!
-well that's me! Now come on!
I dragged him down stairs,charlie was lire a news paper
-hey dad what's cooking?
What ever it was stinked! Ugh! I cant belive I'm going to eat it its like eating dirt!!
-pasta your fave!
Not my fave anymore
-gee dad! Thanks!
-I hope toi like pâtes, pâtes alimentaires matt.
-very much sir.
He was a good liar.nice!
-so is everything ok?
Charlie asked
-yeah why wouldn’t it be?
-well toi went away for 3 weeks and stayed with him know his staying with us….
-um yeah hes an old friend after I got like that I called matt cause he lives in forks then when he told me he's parents had passed away I went to see him and they wanted to send him to an orphanage so I told him he can stay with us.
Charlie looked at me with consern
-that's so sweet of toi Bella,and I'm sorry about your parents matt I know its hard and if toi needed anything just tell me ok?
-thanks charlie
Charlie nodded
We had dîner that was not that delicious and claimed we should sleep charlie came and sneaked into my room to see I was there and not with matt then he went to his room.
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnolia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnolia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the arbre that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
mur ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do toi think I did?What would toi have done?
mur ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do toi think I did?What would toi have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad a dit one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. jour and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss toi ... even if I never met toi =,[
suivant journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss toi ... even if I never met toi =,[
suivant journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the jour go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the jour go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
