[Amanda]
I suppose I've always felt this way, full of murderous ideas and envy. I envied the girl who slept in my brother's bed. Indeed he was my brother, but how I longed to Kiss his beautiful rose lips and caress his olive colored cheeks. He was handsome, and I felt if I couldn't have him, no one could. I didn't have a clue what incest was until I was 10, and once I found out what it was. I was drawn to it. I was attracted to my brother and I suppose he felt the same way. The way he looked at me and talked to me. One time we were even close to kissing: my mom walked in and caught us. I even remember him touching me, and it felt good. Like it was supposed to happen. I remember he would say, "Don't tell mom, I'm so sorry Amanda." He would then go back to his room.
Thinking about that, it made me feel good about what I've done. She deserved it. To see her in pain, crying for mercy made me feel in total control. "Crazy" toi may say, but I don't think I'm crazy. I do what I feel is right. And seeing Christine lying down in a pile of her blood made me feel good. She was a lying cheating chienne anyway.
My brother deserves someone better, someone like me.
I suppose I've always felt this way, full of murderous ideas and envy. I envied the girl who slept in my brother's bed. Indeed he was my brother, but how I longed to Kiss his beautiful rose lips and caress his olive colored cheeks. He was handsome, and I felt if I couldn't have him, no one could. I didn't have a clue what incest was until I was 10, and once I found out what it was. I was drawn to it. I was attracted to my brother and I suppose he felt the same way. The way he looked at me and talked to me. One time we were even close to kissing: my mom walked in and caught us. I even remember him touching me, and it felt good. Like it was supposed to happen. I remember he would say, "Don't tell mom, I'm so sorry Amanda." He would then go back to his room.
Thinking about that, it made me feel good about what I've done. She deserved it. To see her in pain, crying for mercy made me feel in total control. "Crazy" toi may say, but I don't think I'm crazy. I do what I feel is right. And seeing Christine lying down in a pile of her blood made me feel good. She was a lying cheating chienne anyway.
My brother deserves someone better, someone like me.
As ancient as mother Earth’s treachery
Caught in the line of Athena’s sight
Left alone to travel in this treacherous world
She walks in beauty, like the night
Though with beauty comes this fight of death
In this quest she fails though she tries
Eternally alone in this fateful dark
Of cloudless climes and starry skies
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent
How could it after what happened?
My pain unbearable, yet it happily shines
I look on from Artemis’s tent
As the sun sets on the sea that took his life
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
I will never forget my l’amour for him
As a Huntress I now see Hermes
With the soul of the Lost he flies off like a crow
Till we meet again, farewell my love
Caught in the line of Athena’s sight
Left alone to travel in this treacherous world
She walks in beauty, like the night
Though with beauty comes this fight of death
In this quest she fails though she tries
Eternally alone in this fateful dark
Of cloudless climes and starry skies
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent
How could it after what happened?
My pain unbearable, yet it happily shines
I look on from Artemis’s tent
As the sun sets on the sea that took his life
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
I will never forget my l’amour for him
As a Huntress I now see Hermes
With the soul of the Lost he flies off like a crow
Till we meet again, farewell my love