I'd slept for most of the flight.
Rion was there to meet me, like he promised.
He'd hugged me, told me it would be fine, that I'd be fine.
**************************************************
I took on the job of his personal assisstant, and I made a point to remember everything, from the way he liked his coffee to the way his bureau needed re-organizing every few days.
I was a VERY dedicated assisstant.
He helped me with everything; he stood behind me silently as I endured my first morning sickness, and when I went into labour, which was five hours il y a he dropped everything to be there for me.
I am now struggling with the most painful thing I have ever endured.
I'd gone into labour two weeks premature. I'd been rendered unable to move, gripping the marble countertop of Rion's spotless modern kitchen. I'd sunk to the ground, biting back screams. No one would hear me, and the phone was too far to reach. I'd endured this agony for five hours, so par the time Rion came home, I was too far into it for anyone to be able to help me with any form of painkiller.
It was going "all natural, and it can't be helped", so the doctors had said. Sounds way plus attractive than it really is.
I only screamed once.
"I need you." I quietly whispered, Ari looked at me with his wide green eyes. "I need toi Ari, we all need you." I a dit as Carli and Marli started to cry. "You need no one, only yourself." Ari said, glaring. That peirced a hole right through my aching heart... "Maybe you're right." I mumured, I hated montrer weakness infront of the group. Allina put her hand gently on my shoulder. "Ari, listen." She said.
Ari snarled, we backed away slightly.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" He screamed, taking off down the sidewalk.
Ari snarled, we backed away slightly.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" He screamed, taking off down the sidewalk.
4444, Desperata Ave.
it can put the cœur, coeur at ease ou under strain
and as that word to each other we spoke
it made our hearts complete and not broke
a feeling unlike any other i felt
as toi heavenly eyes made my cœur, coeur melt
toi were always the one, i could tell
cause from the moment i saw toi in l’amour i fell
the words to describe toi a poet can never posses
toi were always the one that was hard to impress
toi wanted plus than poésie and fleurs could give
because only on true l’amour your cœur, coeur could live
to capture my cœur, coeur for toi it only took
one moment one smile and one unforgettable look
Edgar Allen Poe - #1
A family who lives on a boat
Doesn’t want land but water to float.
Sometimes afraid to sink down
Of many holes they have around.
All what’s left is hope and faith.
A girl on the bateau is very sick,
But the thoughtless father’s brain never gave a kick.
Never thought about what would happen,
That’s why they’re Lost with a big reason.
All what’s left is 35 feet of rope and faith.
Believing in your heart,
There is a big feeling where to start
Never give it up nor never have enough.
toi know what toi want,
toi know some things that toi can’t have.
All what’s left is hope and faith.
Doesn’t want land but water to float.
Sometimes afraid to sink down
Of many holes they have around.
All what’s left is hope and faith.
A girl on the bateau is very sick,
But the thoughtless father’s brain never gave a kick.
Never thought about what would happen,
That’s why they’re Lost with a big reason.
All what’s left is 35 feet of rope and faith.
Believing in your heart,
There is a big feeling where to start
Never give it up nor never have enough.
toi know what toi want,
toi know some things that toi can’t have.
All what’s left is hope and faith.
