Serena
He looked up and I wasn't sure, but I thought his gaze softened a little.
"Can I sit here?" I asked cautiously.
"Whatever," he said, sounding bored out of his mind.
"My name's Serena," I said.
"Shaun."
We sat in silence for the rest of lunch, I was eating nothing. The seconde the cloche, bell rang, he stood up, abruptly and left.
I was left staring in confusion at the doorway I was mostly certain he'd disappeared down.
Shaun
I didn't want to hurt her, yet I didn't want her to be sucked into my depressing world of suffering. What was I supposed to do?
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Every jour since my parents had died, I'd been forced into seeing this psychiatrist, Dr Martinez.
She never forced me into talking, and I rarely did.
I stormed into her contemporary office, slamming the door behind me.
Dr Martinez didn't say anything for a while.
"Is there something bothering you, Shaun?"
I'm not sure how, but I started talking and didn't stop.
I told her about Serena. That I didn't know what I wanted. I'd made myself vulnerable, and Dr Martinez didn't interrupt.
Once I was done, I wasn't even sitting in front of her bureau anymore. Without thinking, I had gotten up and was staring out the window.
"You've made a lot of progress, Shaun," was all that Dr Martinez said.
He looked up and I wasn't sure, but I thought his gaze softened a little.
"Can I sit here?" I asked cautiously.
"Whatever," he said, sounding bored out of his mind.
"My name's Serena," I said.
"Shaun."
We sat in silence for the rest of lunch, I was eating nothing. The seconde the cloche, bell rang, he stood up, abruptly and left.
I was left staring in confusion at the doorway I was mostly certain he'd disappeared down.
Shaun
I didn't want to hurt her, yet I didn't want her to be sucked into my depressing world of suffering. What was I supposed to do?
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Every jour since my parents had died, I'd been forced into seeing this psychiatrist, Dr Martinez.
She never forced me into talking, and I rarely did.
I stormed into her contemporary office, slamming the door behind me.
Dr Martinez didn't say anything for a while.
"Is there something bothering you, Shaun?"
I'm not sure how, but I started talking and didn't stop.
I told her about Serena. That I didn't know what I wanted. I'd made myself vulnerable, and Dr Martinez didn't interrupt.
Once I was done, I wasn't even sitting in front of her bureau anymore. Without thinking, I had gotten up and was staring out the window.
"You've made a lot of progress, Shaun," was all that Dr Martinez said.
i would end up here with you
i was a restless wanderer on a distant path
toi were a lonely dreamer with a broken laugh
i would go anywhere the road would lead
my hopes and dreams is all that i would need
i don't need a house ou fancy cars
i would rather sleep underneath the stars
toi did'nt have much to call your own
but what a lovely smile on your face shown
toi a dit your chance at l’amour had past toi par
i told i'm here so dont toi cry
our lives were like the pieces of a broken heart
now that we're together what a life could start
there was magic in the air that night
everything was moving at the speed of light
toi were like my juliet and i your romeo
toi l’amour me i l’amour toi thats all i need to know
no longer will toi dream of l’amour thats true
no longer will i wander my chercher has led to you
i was a normal 18 an old colledge student until that night that horid night the night that all saftyein my life died it was a cold winters night and me and my friend trent were going to stay the night at the most haunted hospital in the world ( plus like most haunted place of death and despair)waverly hlls sanitoryoum. "come on tristen were going to be laughing stocks of the city if we dont go" "trent." i a dit " i dont think we should go" " are u chicening out." he a dit " no" i snapped " but its not right" i argued to him "its these millions of death beads and u have famly that died there and so do i" " he looked mad at me mentioning his uncle who died there but i had to make him stop. "no" he a dit " we are going." to hell i thought if only i new
toi couldn't and wouldn't,
ask for anything more.
Now all toi want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
toi wish toi could help them,
through the pain,
but toi can't,
toi can only watch,
from the sky.
toi can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
toi put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
toi may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one plus thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring toi happiness and peace.
ask for anything more.
Now all toi want,
is to be able to rest.
For your famliy to be happy.
toi wish toi could help them,
through the pain,
but toi can't,
toi can only watch,
from the sky.
toi can only watch them cry.
Hearts are now broken.
But your love,
is forever out spoken.
For twith out you,
there'd be no hope,
for those to come.
toi put the doctors one step closer,
to finding the cure.
toi may be just another person to them,
but to me your so much more.
Your one in a million,
your unequie.
I have just one plus thing to say.
Plaese rest now.
Rest now and sleep.
May heven bring toi happiness and peace.
