Alexander left for Boston yesterday. He left me with spare keys to his apartment. I promised him I would go apologize to Grey. I wasn’t excited about it, but it had to be done. I was going to do it today, the sooner the better.
I sighed as I rose from the leather couch, and took the keys from the hook. I walked to Grey’s house. It looked the same. Her car-well my car that I didn’t take with me-sat in the driveway. She didn’t have to work. I went up to the door and knocked.
I stood there a moment, and waited. I heard footsteps and the door opened. Grey stood looking at me open mouthed.
“Damien, what are toi doing here?” she asked seeming board.
“I came to apologize,” she just looked at me. “May I come in?” she waved her hand, gesturing me to come in.
“Make this quick, I have plans,” she a dit annoyed.
“I’m sorry, Grey. I shouldn’t have a dit what I did. I did want to leave you, but I didn’t go about it the right way,” I a dit feeling stupid.
“You’re damn right toi didn’t,” Grey snapped.
“I know words can’t do much, so how can I make it up to you?” I asked feeling like an ass.
“Follow me,” she grinned. Grey walked up the steps, her jeans rubbed together as she walked. Her haut, retour au début rode up her body, revealing her waist. I looked away, I wasn’t with her anymore. I wasn’t having regrets; I was just so used to seeing her body.
Grey walked into the bedroom we once shared. She climbed onto the lit and laid on her side.
“Come here,” she whispered seductively. I should’ve known she would play this card.
“Grey, I can’t,” I protested, I didn’t want to cheat on Alexander.
“You a dit anything, this is my choice,” she said.
“But Alexander-”
“Doesn’t have to know,” Grey stood and pulled me onto the lit with her. She crawled on haut, retour au début of me, and started s’embrasser my neck. Grey began unbuttoning my shirt, and rubbing my abs. I moaned a little.
“Grey stop,” I was becoming weak. No, I couldn’t let her do this, but it felt so good.
“Why,” she bit my ear. I moaned again.
“It’s not right, and I can’t just cheat on Alexander,” I a dit feeling guilty.
“You cheated on me, what makes him so different?” she asked s’embrasser my neck more. I didn’t reply. The only answer that came to mind would be cruel. She kissed my lips and took off my shirt. I let her do what she wanted to me. I was her slave.
I vowed to confess to Alexander when he came home. I felt bad even as I let her do wicked things to me. Grey kept s’embrasser me, and I fought to hold back my tears. Hold on Damien, it will be over soon enough. I hoped the voice in my head was right. Although, I did not believe it.
I sighed as I rose from the leather couch, and took the keys from the hook. I walked to Grey’s house. It looked the same. Her car-well my car that I didn’t take with me-sat in the driveway. She didn’t have to work. I went up to the door and knocked.
I stood there a moment, and waited. I heard footsteps and the door opened. Grey stood looking at me open mouthed.
“Damien, what are toi doing here?” she asked seeming board.
“I came to apologize,” she just looked at me. “May I come in?” she waved her hand, gesturing me to come in.
“Make this quick, I have plans,” she a dit annoyed.
“I’m sorry, Grey. I shouldn’t have a dit what I did. I did want to leave you, but I didn’t go about it the right way,” I a dit feeling stupid.
“You’re damn right toi didn’t,” Grey snapped.
“I know words can’t do much, so how can I make it up to you?” I asked feeling like an ass.
“Follow me,” she grinned. Grey walked up the steps, her jeans rubbed together as she walked. Her haut, retour au début rode up her body, revealing her waist. I looked away, I wasn’t with her anymore. I wasn’t having regrets; I was just so used to seeing her body.
Grey walked into the bedroom we once shared. She climbed onto the lit and laid on her side.
“Come here,” she whispered seductively. I should’ve known she would play this card.
“Grey, I can’t,” I protested, I didn’t want to cheat on Alexander.
“You a dit anything, this is my choice,” she said.
“But Alexander-”
“Doesn’t have to know,” Grey stood and pulled me onto the lit with her. She crawled on haut, retour au début of me, and started s’embrasser my neck. Grey began unbuttoning my shirt, and rubbing my abs. I moaned a little.
“Grey stop,” I was becoming weak. No, I couldn’t let her do this, but it felt so good.
“Why,” she bit my ear. I moaned again.
“It’s not right, and I can’t just cheat on Alexander,” I a dit feeling guilty.
“You cheated on me, what makes him so different?” she asked s’embrasser my neck more. I didn’t reply. The only answer that came to mind would be cruel. She kissed my lips and took off my shirt. I let her do what she wanted to me. I was her slave.
I vowed to confess to Alexander when he came home. I felt bad even as I let her do wicked things to me. Grey kept s’embrasser me, and I fought to hold back my tears. Hold on Damien, it will be over soon enough. I hoped the voice in my head was right. Although, I did not believe it.
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A accueil for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
plus eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A accueil for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
plus eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
Forever
Forever toi are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what toi promised
Your cœur, coeur is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected par your eagle like wings
Forever loved par your ocean wide heart
Forever sûr, sans danger in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever toi are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what toi promised
Your cœur, coeur is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected par your eagle like wings
Forever loved par your ocean wide heart
Forever sûr, sans danger in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person toi told the truth to all the time was now the one person toi have to keep it away from, would you?
would toi be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person toi told everything to, he was the one who keeps toi from falling apart, but if toi told him anything he might be the one to bring toi tummbling down.
if toi had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would toi chose? because if toi dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person toi told the truth to all the time was now the one person toi have to keep it away from, would you?
would toi be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person toi told everything to, he was the one who keeps toi from falling apart, but if toi told him anything he might be the one to bring toi tummbling down.
if toi had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would toi chose? because if toi dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two par fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make l’amour to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two par fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make l’amour to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
A an il y a in my calculation,
A an ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
l’amour isn’t a toy and never was.
l’amour is what toi cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A an ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
l’amour isn’t a toy and never was.
l’amour is what toi cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.