Edwards POV.
Bella waits in the meadow that no longer blossoms for us. Does the field even sense at as much as i would hate to admitt it that Bella and I have Lost our love?
ou is just weeping it? Weeping for our nessie too? does this fleur remember the time when a little toddler brushed its petals and awweds. Does this balde of herbe remember when my daughter played all day. Does this wind remember dancing in the locked of Renesmee?
FlashBack
"daddy come play!" renesmeee squiked in her ivory dress, while waddling in the tall grass.
A thud sounded in the tall grass, then a innocent chuckle.
"Daddy! come find me!" she giggled my inhertied laugh. One i was glad she recieved, aas it was bella's favourite.
I closed my eyes, not that i needed to, but in pretend. In the small time that Ness had been in this world i had learnt all over again how to be fun and the joy of childhood.
"HERE I COME READY OF NOT!!!" I ROARED over the grass, the wond carrying it over to the meadows deepth. The reply was a small giggle. This was a cliche momont , perhaps in book ou a movie. A perfect still . Here with my little girl.
entering the waving grass, mocking the preditor of the lion of its prey.
"I hear toi nessssiee!"
"ROARRRRRRRR!!!!" she pounced in surprise! i diddnt even see this coming, maybe i was really getting old.? a old vampire?
she landed on the shafts of my chest and wrapped her ting but soflet arms around my neck and snuggled. My cœur, coeur beat for a divisé, split seconde and in relfex i sesded the moment and tugged her back , breathing in her scent.
She 6 months old, but was the eqaultent of a two an old.
if i had the moment all over again i would held her tighter and wouldnt of let her go, beleiving i would have changed this.
"Edward, i can't stand this, must it hurt so much, this feeling of alone, guilt, darkness, like she was the light in my life, in the world, i can't stand to be here anymore. It's time. i want to déplacer on now." Bella finally spoke. Her voice was a shock to me. Like i hadnt heard it in years, which was proberly right. It was still slightly buttersoft and rythmic and velvet but it hourse , dry, like sandpaper, rusty.
What i couldnt stand was to see Bella like this? Was this bella trying say that we had to déplacer so that we could try déplacer on so we can start having a good relationship?
Flashback
"GET OFF ME EDWARD! dont touch me ! dont touch me toi hear! i hate you! i hate toi !! i hate what toi did to me! why diddnt toi stop me!"
Bella waits in the meadow that no longer blossoms for us. Does the field even sense at as much as i would hate to admitt it that Bella and I have Lost our love?
ou is just weeping it? Weeping for our nessie too? does this fleur remember the time when a little toddler brushed its petals and awweds. Does this balde of herbe remember when my daughter played all day. Does this wind remember dancing in the locked of Renesmee?
FlashBack
"daddy come play!" renesmeee squiked in her ivory dress, while waddling in the tall grass.
A thud sounded in the tall grass, then a innocent chuckle.
"Daddy! come find me!" she giggled my inhertied laugh. One i was glad she recieved, aas it was bella's favourite.
I closed my eyes, not that i needed to, but in pretend. In the small time that Ness had been in this world i had learnt all over again how to be fun and the joy of childhood.
"HERE I COME READY OF NOT!!!" I ROARED over the grass, the wond carrying it over to the meadows deepth. The reply was a small giggle. This was a cliche momont , perhaps in book ou a movie. A perfect still . Here with my little girl.
entering the waving grass, mocking the preditor of the lion of its prey.
"I hear toi nessssiee!"
"ROARRRRRRRR!!!!" she pounced in surprise! i diddnt even see this coming, maybe i was really getting old.? a old vampire?
she landed on the shafts of my chest and wrapped her ting but soflet arms around my neck and snuggled. My cœur, coeur beat for a divisé, split seconde and in relfex i sesded the moment and tugged her back , breathing in her scent.
She 6 months old, but was the eqaultent of a two an old.
if i had the moment all over again i would held her tighter and wouldnt of let her go, beleiving i would have changed this.
"Edward, i can't stand this, must it hurt so much, this feeling of alone, guilt, darkness, like she was the light in my life, in the world, i can't stand to be here anymore. It's time. i want to déplacer on now." Bella finally spoke. Her voice was a shock to me. Like i hadnt heard it in years, which was proberly right. It was still slightly buttersoft and rythmic and velvet but it hourse , dry, like sandpaper, rusty.
What i couldnt stand was to see Bella like this? Was this bella trying say that we had to déplacer so that we could try déplacer on so we can start having a good relationship?
Flashback
"GET OFF ME EDWARD! dont touch me ! dont touch me toi hear! i hate you! i hate toi !! i hate what toi did to me! why diddnt toi stop me!"
salut twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release rendez-vous amoureux, date for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction rendez-vous amoureux, date not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is a dit that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the cœur, coeur which will stop beating soon, the cœur, coeur which was the reason for me to live, the cœur, coeur which she had donné to me to keep sûr, sans danger just like how I had donné her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the cœur, coeur which will stop beating soon, the cœur, coeur which was the reason for me to live, the cœur, coeur which she had donné to me to keep sûr, sans danger just like how I had donné her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what toi think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what toi think- does it help at all??