NESSIE at 2
Bella waits in the meadow that no longer blossoms for us. Does the field even sense at as much as i would hate to admitt it that Bella and I have Lost our love?
ou is just weeping it? Weeping for our nessie too? does this fleur remember the time when a little toddler brushed its petals and awweds. Does this balde of herbe remember when my daughter played all day. Does this wind remember dancing in the locked of Renesmee?
FlashBack
"daddy come play!" renesmeee squiked in her ivory dress, while waddling in the tall grass.
A thud sounded in the tall grass, then a innocent chuckle.
"Daddy! come find me!" she giggled my inhertied laugh. One i was glad she recieved, aas it was bella's favourite.
I closed my eyes, not that i needed to, but in pretend. In the small time that Ness had been in this world i had learnt all over again how to be fun and the joy of childhood.
"HERE I COME READY OF NOT!!!" I ROARED over the grass, the wond carrying it over to the meadows deepth. The reply was a small giggle. This was a cliche momont , perhaps in book ou a movie. A perfect still . Here with my little girl.
entering the waving grass, mocking the preditor of the lion of its prey.
"I hear toi nessssiee!"
"ROARRRRRRRR!!!!" she pounced in surprise! i diddnt even see this coming, maybe i was really getting old.? a old vampire?
she landed on the shafts of my chest and wrapped her ting but soflet arms around my neck and snuggled. My cœur, coeur beat for a divisé, split seconde and in relfex i sesded the moment and tugged her back , breathing in her scent.
She 6 months old, but was the eqaultent of a two an old.
if i had the moment all over again i would held her tighter and wouldnt of let her go, beleiving i would have changed this.
"Edward, i can't stand this, must it hurt so much, this feeling of alone, guilt, darkness, like she was the light in my life, in the world, i can't stand to be here anymore. It's time. i want to déplacer on now." Bella finally spoke. Her voice was a shock to me. Like i hadnt heard it in years, which was proberly right. It was still slightly buttersoft and rythmic and velvet but it hourse , dry, like sandpaper, rusty.
What i couldnt stand was to see Bella like this? Was this bella trying say that we had to déplacer so that we could try déplacer on so we can start having a good relationship?
Flashback
"GET OFF ME EDWARD! dont touch me ! dont touch me toi hear! i hate you! i hate toi !! i hate what toi did to me! why diddnt toi stop me!"
As Close To Tristan As I Can Get.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just a dit that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine toi can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell toi that toi had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 heure later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just a dit that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine toi can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell toi that toi had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 heure later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he a dit to me. "yeah and toi should be hunting." I a dit with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see toi later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what toi looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he a dit to me. "yeah and toi should be hunting." I a dit with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see toi later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what toi looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told toi I was a vampire and not the good kind, would toi believe me? Of course not. toi live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. toi must not let your Friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once toi turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell toi is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect toi to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but toi my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before toi turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask toi again to keep this book a secret, if toi don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
toi may now enter. If toi dare.
What if I told toi I was a vampire and not the good kind, would toi believe me? Of course not. toi live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. toi must not let your Friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once toi turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell toi is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect toi to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but toi my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before toi turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask toi again to keep this book a secret, if toi don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
toi may now enter. If toi dare.
bella's necklace
1.I'm really afraid of getting hit par cars, like terrified of it. I'm terrified of crossing streets. I'm also very accident-prone... I think people aim for me.
2.I went to do my first big movie when I was 17. I was in South Africa for three and half months, and I was par myself.
3.I was just taking out my trash and I had, like, 300 cans of Diet Coke. It was just like, "How did that happen?" I don't even remember buying them. I also like Cinnamon pain grillé Crunch. My addictions are pretty much the only things I consume.
4.I've got a terrible memory -- I end up repeating myself quite a lot. The only thing I can remember is that I'm going to repeat myself!
