Chapter 9- Viva’s Song- The Quest For Nova

Words hurt when written
from the chore of the heart
Where pain resides
Hidden in the folds of memory
They sometimes fester and die
The shocking secret of a child
I had to dig deep
I had to convince my soul
It was okay
That secrets could be revealed
Once buried deep and safe
Away from prying eyes for years
Behind the veil of hidden tears
I used to smile
Mask in place
hiding from my devastating past
My child mind convinced it was my fault
Never wanting them to know
My innocent life shattered
Shards of mirror reflecting
the emptiness inside my soul
Never trusting
A fugitive in life
I roamed Lost in confusion
Running away from ugly truths
The voice inside whispering
A trembling soul
Wasted years and growing old
But now I know
I remember his evil mind
The cold blue eyes
The monster of my dreams
The wasted years
And I know it was not my fault

Inside Viva’s dream

    “Victoria come find me toi know were I am!” a dit sweet soft voice that sounded filmier.
    “Who are toi and who’s Victoria?” a dit Viva looking all around looking for the voice.
    “Remember Victoria toi know who I’m am toi could never forget me!” a dit the voice.
    “Remember what there’s nothing to remember but- pain?” a dit Viva starting to break down into tear’s.
    “Don’t cry Victoria the answer’s is behind the pain behind the saddest behind all of that is were l’amour is and were the truth is.” a dit the voice “Remember toi can do it remember!” The voice a dit getting softer and softer.
    “Wait don’t go remember what?” “Help me i’m lost?” a dit Viva IN tear’s
    “I’m always with toi never forget that!” a dit the voice and then it was gone.
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    “Viva wake up it’s ok i’m here!” a dit Flora shacking her.
    “Oh Flora it was terrible I didn’t know what to do!” a dit viva crying but little did she know what had just happened with the witches had killed about seven miles of forest, animaux and part of nuage Tower and also make a magic storm that had been going on for three day’s know. “What’s going on?” Asked Viva
    “The last three day’s have been very dark for all of Magix.” a dit Flora
    “What happened after I saved the girl’s?” Asked Viva.
    “Lest not talk about that right know lest talk about your dream?” Asked Flora trying to palourde Viva down.
    “Ok well there was this voice and I didn’t know were it was coming from and it was saying that my name was Victoria and to remember but I didn’t know what to remember because-.” a dit Viva but she stopped right in the middle of what she was saying.
    “Because of what?” Asked Flora looking at her worried.
    “CanI be alone?” Asked Viva.
    “I guess so but are toi all right because toi can talk to me?” Asked Flora
    “No I good but do toi know if there a piano some were here?” Asked Flora before she walked out.
    “Ya right down the hall!” a dit Flora has she walked out.
    As Viva was walking down the hall all she could think of was the voice she heard and all the things that happened to her ask she reached the piano she closed the door and began to play.
    Down the hall

    “Hey do hear that?” Asked Musa.
    “No?” a dit Tecna.
    “I’ll be right back!” a dit Musa.
    “Ok I’ll be here!” a dit tecna
    As Musa walked closer to the voice it got louder and louder and she could see what the song was about has she opened the door she saw Viva at the piano chant this.
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I miss toi x9

Where are toi x3

I’m Lost x4

Where are toi x4

I’m Lost x4

Suicidal tendencies,
Drink creative ou deep
Autopilot
l’amour the music

Sick
Sleep [x10 fade]
I l’amour toi x8

I don’t want to disappoint you, oh
Because toi hold me, oh
Before I fall
You’re my unconditional love
You’re my eyes and you’re my sunny days
But when my pen hit the paper
And try to mould and sculpt and shape her
And make her lovely
It wasn’t good enough
It wasn’t good enough
But when I can hear the paper
And try to mould and sculpt and shape her
And I try to l’amour it
But it still hurts to touch
It still hurts to touch

And it hurts to touch
And it hurts to touch
And it hurts to touch
And it hurts
To touch

And it hurts to be here
I don’t want to be here
And it hurts to be here
Tonight x2

And it hurts to be here (suicidal tendencies)
I don’t want to be here (drink creative ou deep)
Goodnight,
My love


    Musa stopped and started at Viva because she saw most your all of what happened to Viva all her life. She saw that Viva and her mom were abused par her own dad.


l’amour MALMCD