*Sigh* 14 years of age. And yet, life hasn't gotten too much better. I have a bit plus friends, and am getting along with life pretty well, so what's the problem?
Well, it's....These haunting memories of mine. They keep coming back to me, back when I was nothing plus than a mere shadow, hiding all alone in the corner of my school.
It started out as a weird dream.... I was standing on a cliff, and there was a short gap between another cliff that I could've jumped over pretty easily, but the gap got larger.
And it was right then and there that I realized, I was alone.
It seemed like the dream wanted me to jump, but I couldn't do it. I was just...Too scared! I wanted a friend to help me with it, and cheer me on.
But the plus I looked around the deserted area, the plus I realized this was an absolute ghost town.
A ghost desert at that.
It reminded me of the times I had no friends, and even then, I don't get much company nowadays.
I wanted a friend nearby to comfort me, then I could've easily done it, but it's much harder to do anything alone.
I then fell down and immediately woke up right before I fell to the ground. And the weird thing was, it felt so..,Real.
I could feel Earth's gravity pulling down on me as I was falling, and I had that same dream 2 plus times in the same week.
I thought longer and longer about my future, and what was to come. And I realized without friends.....I couldn't do anything.
I needed hope, love, and fun! But all of my life..I never had that! I mean, now and then there was a few good times, but if toi asked me to talk about one, I wouldn't remember any.
It's like I was nothing plus than a crumb inside of a muffin that fell to the floor, just to be eaten par ants.
It's so miserable feeling lonely, and to this day, I am nowhere NEAR the most populaire kid.
I don't even want to be popular, I just want to have a few best buddies.
Sadly though.....I don't think that'll ever happen. Ever since I was born, nobody cared about me, and I started to realize that over time.
(What am I doing with my life? Sorry I got kind of bored here and also sort of lazy. Hope toi enjoyed anyways? :P)
Well, it's....These haunting memories of mine. They keep coming back to me, back when I was nothing plus than a mere shadow, hiding all alone in the corner of my school.
It started out as a weird dream.... I was standing on a cliff, and there was a short gap between another cliff that I could've jumped over pretty easily, but the gap got larger.
And it was right then and there that I realized, I was alone.
It seemed like the dream wanted me to jump, but I couldn't do it. I was just...Too scared! I wanted a friend to help me with it, and cheer me on.
But the plus I looked around the deserted area, the plus I realized this was an absolute ghost town.
A ghost desert at that.
It reminded me of the times I had no friends, and even then, I don't get much company nowadays.
I wanted a friend nearby to comfort me, then I could've easily done it, but it's much harder to do anything alone.
I then fell down and immediately woke up right before I fell to the ground. And the weird thing was, it felt so..,Real.
I could feel Earth's gravity pulling down on me as I was falling, and I had that same dream 2 plus times in the same week.
I thought longer and longer about my future, and what was to come. And I realized without friends.....I couldn't do anything.
I needed hope, love, and fun! But all of my life..I never had that! I mean, now and then there was a few good times, but if toi asked me to talk about one, I wouldn't remember any.
It's like I was nothing plus than a crumb inside of a muffin that fell to the floor, just to be eaten par ants.
It's so miserable feeling lonely, and to this day, I am nowhere NEAR the most populaire kid.
I don't even want to be popular, I just want to have a few best buddies.
Sadly though.....I don't think that'll ever happen. Ever since I was born, nobody cared about me, and I started to realize that over time.
(What am I doing with my life? Sorry I got kind of bored here and also sort of lazy. Hope toi enjoyed anyways? :P)
Bob: Hello there!
Joe: Oh! How do toi do!
Bob: Now then... who are you?
Joe: Well they call me Psycho Joe.
Bob: Why do they call toi that?
Joe: I don't know now lay off the sassy back talk!
Bob: Ok! Ok!
(Silence for a while)
Bob: Who's....(looks around and whispers)...they...
Joe: I a dit STOP!!!!!!!
Bob: Oh yea... sorry.
(More silence)
Bob: Who are toi again?
In dedication to Bob B. Bob... R.I.P.
Bet toi can't guess HER middle name!!!
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Joe: Oh! How do toi do!
Bob: Now then... who are you?
Joe: Well they call me Psycho Joe.
Bob: Why do they call toi that?
Joe: I don't know now lay off the sassy back talk!
Bob: Ok! Ok!
(Silence for a while)
Bob: Who's....(looks around and whispers)...they...
Joe: I a dit STOP!!!!!!!
Bob: Oh yea... sorry.
(More silence)
Bob: Who are toi again?
In dedication to Bob B. Bob... R.I.P.
Bet toi can't guess HER middle name!!!
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things that make you...
being ugly is a state of mind
think yourself ugly ... slowly toi become ugly
having a lack of confindence...you soon become ugly
being obsesed with the way toi look
being obsesed with being what "men/women" want
putting peaple down
being a bitch
worrying
saying ewwwww ou not accepting peaples diffreces
all signs of ugliness...add up the signs how ugly have toi become?
im ugly how do i change....
be natral and true
one aléatoire act of kindness everyday
look at someone for who they are not what they look like - everyones idea of beauty is diffrent yet we are subliminialy told its the same
look for your truth not the worlds
l’amour yourself
l’amour the world
spread some joy
l’amour peace ..... not fighting
stand tall and proud and confident in who toi are.
dont let the world change you
thank toi for taking the time to read ... this came from my cœur, coeur and i hope it will help someone out there <3 <3
being ugly is a state of mind
think yourself ugly ... slowly toi become ugly
having a lack of confindence...you soon become ugly
being obsesed with the way toi look
being obsesed with being what "men/women" want
putting peaple down
being a bitch
worrying
saying ewwwww ou not accepting peaples diffreces
all signs of ugliness...add up the signs how ugly have toi become?
im ugly how do i change....
be natral and true
one aléatoire act of kindness everyday
look at someone for who they are not what they look like - everyones idea of beauty is diffrent yet we are subliminialy told its the same
look for your truth not the worlds
l’amour yourself
l’amour the world
spread some joy
l’amour peace ..... not fighting
stand tall and proud and confident in who toi are.
dont let the world change you
thank toi for taking the time to read ... this came from my cœur, coeur and i hope it will help someone out there <3 <3
