Ok so yes this is gonna be a really sad chap ='( But it wwill get better ok. And yeah I know it doesn't make sense at all and it's a bit too dramati but after all i called a Fanfic . Reviews =Love. I'm getting disappointed...
"Hugh!" Lisa! Lisa's here, I feel so glad she's here. She runs suivant to me and takes my hand.
"Are toi Ok? I was so worried, as soon as heard toi were in the hospital I ran here and-" toi are caressing my face, this feels weird. Besides my wife just left, I don' remember Lisa being so, let’s call it, sweet around me. I just nod. And déplacer my head so toi stop, I don't want Jo to enter and get this wrong.
"I know I blow our cover but I needed to see you. Hugh,are toi listening to me?" I turn to see toi and I see the swollen grey eyes.
"I am but I just don't understand. What are toi talking about?" toi look disappointed now. toi finally let my hand and sit in the lit suivant to my legs.
"Hugh, are toi jouer la comédie just because Jo is near? Like it's ok she knows." She knows? What does she knows? I shake my head.
"Hugh what's wrong? Was it because I wasn't here these last 3 days? toi sent me way I didn't know how to contact toi and when I called you, toi wouldn't pick up." I stare at her weirdly and déplacer to my left away from her.
She puts her hand in my cheek and my pulse begins to rush, then someone opens the door and I slap your hand. toi look confused. It’s a nurse. She gives me some pills and then she leaves.
Your eyes are teary I can see.
“You still l’amour Jo right?” Why is she asking this? Isn’t the answer obvious, she really wants the answer? Should I keep lying?
“Well yes she’s my wife after all.” That must have been a hard punch. toi look down and stay silent. toi sigh.
“I am such an idiot. How did I ever expect for us to become something? I’m sorry I shouldn’t- I hate you.” toi sweep some tears. What have I done? Last week it was all fine we were shooting and I was your friend and everything was fine why the sudden drama?
“There have never been us.” I hope I could take the pain away but I don’t know what toi are talking about and you’re so right there has never been us so why are toi hurt? toi stand up.
“I have to go” toi say walking out of the room and so toi are gone I want to stop toi but I don’t really have an excuse.
“Me too.” I whisper, Jo told me tonight I was getting released and I will head to London. I guess if something had happened Jo would tell me.
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I must look pathetic, I’m curled up in a ball crying and sobbing, buried in plus than 10 tissue boxes and I can’t see because the tears won’t allow me.
I need your arms but I realize they won’t be here, ever. I sob more, I haven’t eaten in plus than 12 hours and I must be dehydrating from all the crying but I don’t care. I miss you, I can’t forget toi but toi had. No I was never even in your mind.
This pain will kill me I’m sure. It’s so hard to take it. I always have the same luck and I never learn. Why don’t toi just learn for once Lisa? toi won’t ever find true love. I must be awful. I remember your face and the toi slapping my hand. I close my eyes in hope to fall asleep but tears won’t stop. Then there’s a knock, I fantasize it’s toi when I open the door and toi tell me “I l’amour you” then you’ll say it was all a nightmare and I ill awake the suivant jour in your arms.
But it does not gonna happen. I don’t feel like seeing nobody but anyways I stand up. And I crumble to the ground and I stay there as I cry. toi raise me up and hug me and then toi cuddle me in your arms and put me to sleep.
I whisper I l’amour toi and toi Kiss my forehead. And I fall asleep.
But it’s just my mind again. I won’t be able to sleep not tonight, the tears just won’t allow.
"Hugh!" Lisa! Lisa's here, I feel so glad she's here. She runs suivant to me and takes my hand.
"Are toi Ok? I was so worried, as soon as heard toi were in the hospital I ran here and-" toi are caressing my face, this feels weird. Besides my wife just left, I don' remember Lisa being so, let’s call it, sweet around me. I just nod. And déplacer my head so toi stop, I don't want Jo to enter and get this wrong.
"I know I blow our cover but I needed to see you. Hugh,are toi listening to me?" I turn to see toi and I see the swollen grey eyes.
"I am but I just don't understand. What are toi talking about?" toi look disappointed now. toi finally let my hand and sit in the lit suivant to my legs.
"Hugh, are toi jouer la comédie just because Jo is near? Like it's ok she knows." She knows? What does she knows? I shake my head.
"Hugh what's wrong? Was it because I wasn't here these last 3 days? toi sent me way I didn't know how to contact toi and when I called you, toi wouldn't pick up." I stare at her weirdly and déplacer to my left away from her.
She puts her hand in my cheek and my pulse begins to rush, then someone opens the door and I slap your hand. toi look confused. It’s a nurse. She gives me some pills and then she leaves.
Your eyes are teary I can see.
“You still l’amour Jo right?” Why is she asking this? Isn’t the answer obvious, she really wants the answer? Should I keep lying?
“Well yes she’s my wife after all.” That must have been a hard punch. toi look down and stay silent. toi sigh.
“I am such an idiot. How did I ever expect for us to become something? I’m sorry I shouldn’t- I hate you.” toi sweep some tears. What have I done? Last week it was all fine we were shooting and I was your friend and everything was fine why the sudden drama?
“There have never been us.” I hope I could take the pain away but I don’t know what toi are talking about and you’re so right there has never been us so why are toi hurt? toi stand up.
“I have to go” toi say walking out of the room and so toi are gone I want to stop toi but I don’t really have an excuse.
“Me too.” I whisper, Jo told me tonight I was getting released and I will head to London. I guess if something had happened Jo would tell me.
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I must look pathetic, I’m curled up in a ball crying and sobbing, buried in plus than 10 tissue boxes and I can’t see because the tears won’t allow me.
I need your arms but I realize they won’t be here, ever. I sob more, I haven’t eaten in plus than 12 hours and I must be dehydrating from all the crying but I don’t care. I miss you, I can’t forget toi but toi had. No I was never even in your mind.
This pain will kill me I’m sure. It’s so hard to take it. I always have the same luck and I never learn. Why don’t toi just learn for once Lisa? toi won’t ever find true love. I must be awful. I remember your face and the toi slapping my hand. I close my eyes in hope to fall asleep but tears won’t stop. Then there’s a knock, I fantasize it’s toi when I open the door and toi tell me “I l’amour you” then you’ll say it was all a nightmare and I ill awake the suivant jour in your arms.
But it does not gonna happen. I don’t feel like seeing nobody but anyways I stand up. And I crumble to the ground and I stay there as I cry. toi raise me up and hug me and then toi cuddle me in your arms and put me to sleep.
I whisper I l’amour toi and toi Kiss my forehead. And I fall asleep.
But it’s just my mind again. I won’t be able to sleep not tonight, the tears just won’t allow.