Feeling Sad

I am not normal
I am not pretty
I am not skinny
I am not talented
I am not worth a shit
I am not lovable
I am not worthy of love
I am not approachable
I am not happy

I AM...
I am weird
I am ugly
I am fat
I am a worthless piece of shit that contributes to nothing
I am nothing
I am disliked/hated ou should be at least
I am not lovable
I am a socially awkward mess
I am depressed an in desperate need of help though I don't deserve it

I bother everyone I am so stupid its not funny . I can even barley fucking spell. I cant walk properly im a toe walker . I get teased an bullied an hurt all the time . I am an outcast .I am a burden on my own family . I am a burden on all my Friends . Im nothing but a complainer and I don't deserve to live . I HATE MYSELF

Keep your head up, no don´t fall.
Sooner ou later it´s going to be okay.
Don´t give up on your precious life,
Some never had the chance to live.
There´s always jour to night,
Spring is always going to follow winter.
There might be dark clouds,
Raining misery onto the earth,
But remember that the sun is still shining
It´s hidden beneath the clouds,
But that doesn´t mean it´s not here.
Don´t forget that toi were born for a reason,
Whenever toi know that reason now ou tomorrow.
So dry your tears and smile.