Feeling Sad

We are born,happy,cheerful and not knowing what happens in the end. But I know the true meaning of life,Death. Living life just keeps us waiting till "Death do us part". Theres no way to spend the remaining time in your life besides beind alone. Being alone can satisfy and occupy yourself. Fill your mind with everything wonderful that hasn't been ruined yet. Exclude everyone,they are a distraction. They can't help toi with your fate, Its only in your control. Take in the silence,it'll only calm toi down rather than bring toi down. If silence won't help toi cope with the pain,then just cry...

Have toi ever felt like the third, maybe fourth wheel? Have toi ever felt that one moment in your life toi needed someone.. no one was there? Have toi ever thought of suicide? Every day.. i'll wake up afraid i'll say one small little thing and every thing falls apart. Is me being bipolar the cause of my problems? no, i choose the be the way i act.. but i snap easily. with no control.. i've felt like a third ou fourth wheel i've needed some one and they weren't hear for me.. and i.. have thought of suicide and many times did i attempt it.. many of those times i failed. I have many Friends and...

The Sad and Ugly Truth



Pain… I’m not talking about physical pain; I’m talking about emotional and upsetting pain. It’s not something toi can just shrug off your shoulders and carry on with. toi don’t usually get over it in a whistle. It takes time… time toi don’t always have. toi want a holiday alone where toi can be alone and cry. toi just have complications such as school, work, children and family… all things toi have to handle. I often envy Death. Death feels no pain; I’d rather be Death than have to stare him in the face. Emotional pain isn’t something toi can get rid...