Chapter 5:
We walked down stairs to see who was here, though we stopped in our tracks at the voices we heard. Emmett’s booming voice came from the cuisine and it didn’t sound like the happy person we were used to. I finished walking downstairs and walked to the cuisine door, to see what was going on. The voice I heard stopped me in my tracks, the way it sounded, so broken and just not normally the bubbly and excited, Alice, we hear. It scared me because she was suppose to be this excited person always happy about everything and the one to look always on the bright side. Emmett was the same way always the one to be the funny and jokester of the family and now their both different and it’s my fault.
“Emmett, this is your entire fault.” Alice yelled in a high screaming voice. “If toi didn’t leave that jour then she wouldn’t be like this.” She a dit through a sob. “Bella wouldn’t be like this. She would be the cheerful, happy, and loving person I remember.” She yelled again though it was less then before. “Emmett, why did we leave her?” she whispered, with a broken voice. “Why?” she whispered through a broken sobs.
“Alice, I am sorry. She asked me to leave. I didn’t know anything would happen the way they did. She promised to call me that night but she never did and also didn’t truie, cahier des charges up to school. I am sorry Sis. She told me to leave. I felt horrible for leaving but I couldn’t not listen to her.” He said, sounding so dead and less the warm loving teddy ours we all l’amour him to be. It was my entire fault that they were fighting and it was my fault that they were not being themselves.
I backed up from the door like it was poisoned and while I did I fell into a pair of arms. I looked up knowing the strong ad protective arms that I have memorized from my child hood. I put my finger to my mouth and made a ‘sh’ sound. He simply nodded his head yes. I smiled and he smiled back, just waiting for me t decides what I was going to do. I took a step to the cuisine door and knocked. I didn’t want to just intrude in the sister and brother moment that they were having but it needed to be done. They both were holding so much guilt about what happened a few years ago. I couldn’t let them hold the guilt anymore.
“Hey, it’s Bella.” I stated guilty. I heard their sobbing stop for a moment. “Can we talk?” I asked quietly as before. “If toi don’t want to talk, then we don’t have to guys” I a dit after a few moments later, still silent as before. This kind of worried me because of the simple fact that Alice and Emmett are never silent. They are loud; annoying that is Alice and Emmett. “If toi don’t talk in less then 25 sounds I promise I will barge in there and tell toi want I think about this silence” I said, Emmett let out a small chuckle. “Finally, I get some kind of sound from one of you.” I stated. I started walking into the cuisine to solve this mess and that when everything went to hell.
I have been sitting in this cuisine and on this same chair for 2 hours watching and hearing Alice, Emmett and Edward go back and forth.
“This is your entire fault.”Alice yelled at Edward, for the hundredth time in the last 2 ou so hours.
“How is this my entire fault? This is the first time anyone has told me what the hell was going on.” He yelled back. Alice stepped right up to get into his face to yell at him again but instead she hugged her brother and started to cry and say she was sorry over and over again.
“It’s okay Alice. Where are mom and dad?” He asked. He was jouer la comédie like the past two hours never happened.
“They should f been here like an heure ago.” Alice said. She had a worried glance. I looked up and looked around to see that everyone had that same look.
“Everyone, I think they are fine.” I said, they nodded their heads as Edward came over and put me in his arms, just as he phone rang out through the threat of silence. I saw no one was moving to go answer the phone so I got up out of Edwards arms and picked up the phone. I thought it was my friends’ parents but I surely wrong.
“Hello Daughter” Charlie’s voice rang through the phone. “I just need a moment of your time.” He stated.
We walked down stairs to see who was here, though we stopped in our tracks at the voices we heard. Emmett’s booming voice came from the cuisine and it didn’t sound like the happy person we were used to. I finished walking downstairs and walked to the cuisine door, to see what was going on. The voice I heard stopped me in my tracks, the way it sounded, so broken and just not normally the bubbly and excited, Alice, we hear. It scared me because she was suppose to be this excited person always happy about everything and the one to look always on the bright side. Emmett was the same way always the one to be the funny and jokester of the family and now their both different and it’s my fault.
“Emmett, this is your entire fault.” Alice yelled in a high screaming voice. “If toi didn’t leave that jour then she wouldn’t be like this.” She a dit through a sob. “Bella wouldn’t be like this. She would be the cheerful, happy, and loving person I remember.” She yelled again though it was less then before. “Emmett, why did we leave her?” she whispered, with a broken voice. “Why?” she whispered through a broken sobs.
“Alice, I am sorry. She asked me to leave. I didn’t know anything would happen the way they did. She promised to call me that night but she never did and also didn’t truie, cahier des charges up to school. I am sorry Sis. She told me to leave. I felt horrible for leaving but I couldn’t not listen to her.” He said, sounding so dead and less the warm loving teddy ours we all l’amour him to be. It was my entire fault that they were fighting and it was my fault that they were not being themselves.
I backed up from the door like it was poisoned and while I did I fell into a pair of arms. I looked up knowing the strong ad protective arms that I have memorized from my child hood. I put my finger to my mouth and made a ‘sh’ sound. He simply nodded his head yes. I smiled and he smiled back, just waiting for me t decides what I was going to do. I took a step to the cuisine door and knocked. I didn’t want to just intrude in the sister and brother moment that they were having but it needed to be done. They both were holding so much guilt about what happened a few years ago. I couldn’t let them hold the guilt anymore.
“Hey, it’s Bella.” I stated guilty. I heard their sobbing stop for a moment. “Can we talk?” I asked quietly as before. “If toi don’t want to talk, then we don’t have to guys” I a dit after a few moments later, still silent as before. This kind of worried me because of the simple fact that Alice and Emmett are never silent. They are loud; annoying that is Alice and Emmett. “If toi don’t talk in less then 25 sounds I promise I will barge in there and tell toi want I think about this silence” I said, Emmett let out a small chuckle. “Finally, I get some kind of sound from one of you.” I stated. I started walking into the cuisine to solve this mess and that when everything went to hell.
I have been sitting in this cuisine and on this same chair for 2 hours watching and hearing Alice, Emmett and Edward go back and forth.
“This is your entire fault.”Alice yelled at Edward, for the hundredth time in the last 2 ou so hours.
“How is this my entire fault? This is the first time anyone has told me what the hell was going on.” He yelled back. Alice stepped right up to get into his face to yell at him again but instead she hugged her brother and started to cry and say she was sorry over and over again.
“It’s okay Alice. Where are mom and dad?” He asked. He was jouer la comédie like the past two hours never happened.
“They should f been here like an heure ago.” Alice said. She had a worried glance. I looked up and looked around to see that everyone had that same look.
“Everyone, I think they are fine.” I said, they nodded their heads as Edward came over and put me in his arms, just as he phone rang out through the threat of silence. I saw no one was moving to go answer the phone so I got up out of Edwards arms and picked up the phone. I thought it was my friends’ parents but I surely wrong.
“Hello Daughter” Charlie’s voice rang through the phone. “I just need a moment of your time.” He stated.
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Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the cœur, coeur which will stop beating soon, the cœur, coeur which was the reason for me to live, the cœur, coeur which she had donné to me to keep sûr, sans danger just like how I had donné her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the cœur, coeur which will stop beating soon, the cœur, coeur which was the reason for me to live, the cœur, coeur which she had donné to me to keep sûr, sans danger just like how I had donné her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what toi think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what toi think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when toi say one of the commentaires -and you've probably a dit one of the commentaires plus then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure toi can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so populaire if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Friends just don't understand lol). How many do toi think toi can fill, commentaire below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what toi think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure toi can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so populaire if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Friends just don't understand lol). How many do toi think toi can fill, commentaire below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what toi think please.
So these are, par far, my favori citations from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I l’amour you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I l’amour you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD