~Fix You~ (song par Coldplay)
A short time after dîner Mason fell asleep. He talked to Edward the whole time he ate, leaving me no time to talk to Edward myself untill he had passed out. I'm not complaining. I just can't believe Mason took to him so easly...like he had known him since he was born.
"Thank you." I smiled at Edward through my wine glass.
"No problem. After all, it wasn't really thank hard to make." He chuckled.
"That's exactly why I'm thanking you. toi fixed what toi did because of Mason." I stoked my sons hair as I looked down at him.
"I would do it again anytime." Edward a dit softly.
"Thank toi for coming."
"Thank toi for having us." I replied. "I'm sorry Mason keeps talking your ear off. He's never done it to anyone he has just met."
"You have nothing to apoligize for. I enjoy learning about him." He smiled. "He's....interesting."
"He's five." I smiled.
"That's what I said." Edward nodded.
I laughed and took another sip of my wine. "How was your day? did toi think about...her...any?"
He shook his head and took a swig of his beer. "Not untill now." He sighed.
"Memories fade, Edward. They don't stay there forever. You're going to keep forgetting but toi will never fully forget. I'm sure she understands." I wispered.
He nodded, his eyes not meeting mine.
I placed my hand on his cheek and he looked up at me. "I know what you're going through. It's hard. I know, but toi can't stop it. toi can't delay it. It just happens. And it's okay."
"I just keep telling myself I'm breaking my promise."
"I broke my promise a long time ago. I know he understands because it just happens and I know Sara will..does too." I dropped my hand to lay on his shoulder.
"I need to be fixed,"
"I will try to fix you."
He nodded, placing his hand on mine.
"I should get him home." I wispered.
"Okay." He stood up, taking my wine glass and set it on the table. I bent over to pick up Mason but he stopped me.
"I can get him. He's probably heavy."
"Edward-" I tired to stop him but Mason already had his arms around Edward's neck.
Edward winked and smiled and followed me to the door and out to my car. He placed Mason in his booster siège and buckling him in and as quietly as possible, closing the door.
"We had a great time tonight." I smiled and played with my keys.
"So did I." Edward smiled.
"Thank you, again."
"Thank you." Edward bent down and kissed my head and started his way back to his apartment.
What would make Bella happy?
"Edward!" I yelled.
He turned around and I ran over to him. "I'm redoing Mase's room Saturday. Would toi help? Do all the...manly stuff?"
Edward smiled. "I would l’amour to."
I smiled back and bit my lip. I noticed he was leaning forward, as was I. No, I was being pulled toward him. I turned my face a seconde before he kissed me. "I'm sorry." I wispered.
"Just say when." He touched my cheek and turned back around, walking back into his building.
I took a deep breath, and walked back to my car.
I had just closed the door when Mason stired. "Momma?" He asked.
"Yes, baby?" I looked in my rearview mirror.
"I like, Edward." He told me before drifting back off.
"Me, too." I wispered, and started the car, making my way back to our own apartment.
Edward POV
I was getting ready to go over to Bella's today. Alice had Mason so she was buy herself. Yes, I was nervous. Very nervous. We had lunch yesterday at work and actually got to talk. I learned her favori color is green, place to eat-anything Italian, favori book-Wurthering Hights, favori movie-Romeo and Juliet, favori flower-Ruffled tulips. The basics.
I fed EJ-my very spoiled German Shepherd- and left to go to Bella's. Since we would be painting, I threw on a black wife beater, a black v-necked t and a pair of old ripped up jeans.
I parked my Volvo, ran my hands threw my hair a couple times and talked up to her door. I didn't even have to knock before she swung open the door.
"Hi." She smiled. "Come in." I steped into her doorway and she closed the door. "His lit room is on the seconde floor." She started up the stairs and I followed after.
She opened a door to a room covered par drop cloth, paint splotches and covered funiture. "Okay, I need your help. He's really into boats right now so that's what we are going to do. I have light blue, sky blue and dark blue. Which one?"
"Um.."I slooked at all three of them, notcing only a difference in the dark and light blues. "Sky blue." I finally decided.
"That's what I thought too." She smiled and turned around to poor the paint into the trays.
I took the opertunity to take off my t, not caring to get paint on my wife beater.
"Okay," She turned around to hand me a brush. she sucked in a breath and continued. "You get the haut, retour au début half of the walls and I will get the bottom."
She went to paint on the other side of the room, while I just started where I was.
"You asked me all the questions yesterday, now it's my turn." she said. "What's toi farovite color?"
"Blue." I smiled. I loved that color on her.
"Favorite book?"
"One Flew Over the Coocoo's Nest."
"Favorite....movie?"
"Same as the book." I smirked.
"Favorite food?"
"Pasta's."
"Your hero?" She was standing right beside me now paiting the haut, retour au début half of the walls. My spot.
I thought for a moment. "You."
Her paint roller stopped and she stared at me. "What?"
"You're my hero." I shrugged. "You raised Mason on your own, graduated high school and college with him. You're still on your own and you're still blowing my mind."
I could see the tears welling in her eyes. "Thank you." She wispered.
She began rolling paint again, yet again a silence. I smiled and ran my finger over my roller. I turned to Bella and ran the paint down her nose.
"Edward!" She gasped and turned to me.
I couldn't help but doubling over in laughter.
She set her lips and ran her whole hand over her roller, then pushed her hand against my cheek. "Now there's a whole hand print." Bella smirked.
I grabbed her around the wist and begand to tickle her. "Edward!" She squirmed, laughing. "Stop."
"I don't know." I smiled.
"Please!" She laughed.
I let go but she began to fall so I grabbed her again and held her to me. I heard her breathing hault and her smile dissapear as she looked up at me. Her eyes never left mine, though her hand rose up to touch my cheek. We stayed like that for a moment before her lips parted.
"When." She wispered.
"What?"
"When." She stated again and stood on her tip toes to reach my mouth. "When. when. When." She wispered and kissed me.
A short time after dîner Mason fell asleep. He talked to Edward the whole time he ate, leaving me no time to talk to Edward myself untill he had passed out. I'm not complaining. I just can't believe Mason took to him so easly...like he had known him since he was born.
"Thank you." I smiled at Edward through my wine glass.
"No problem. After all, it wasn't really thank hard to make." He chuckled.
"That's exactly why I'm thanking you. toi fixed what toi did because of Mason." I stoked my sons hair as I looked down at him.
"I would do it again anytime." Edward a dit softly.
"Thank toi for coming."
"Thank toi for having us." I replied. "I'm sorry Mason keeps talking your ear off. He's never done it to anyone he has just met."
"You have nothing to apoligize for. I enjoy learning about him." He smiled. "He's....interesting."
"He's five." I smiled.
"That's what I said." Edward nodded.
I laughed and took another sip of my wine. "How was your day? did toi think about...her...any?"
He shook his head and took a swig of his beer. "Not untill now." He sighed.
"Memories fade, Edward. They don't stay there forever. You're going to keep forgetting but toi will never fully forget. I'm sure she understands." I wispered.
He nodded, his eyes not meeting mine.
I placed my hand on his cheek and he looked up at me. "I know what you're going through. It's hard. I know, but toi can't stop it. toi can't delay it. It just happens. And it's okay."
"I just keep telling myself I'm breaking my promise."
"I broke my promise a long time ago. I know he understands because it just happens and I know Sara will..does too." I dropped my hand to lay on his shoulder.
"I need to be fixed,"
"I will try to fix you."
He nodded, placing his hand on mine.
"I should get him home." I wispered.
"Okay." He stood up, taking my wine glass and set it on the table. I bent over to pick up Mason but he stopped me.
"I can get him. He's probably heavy."
"Edward-" I tired to stop him but Mason already had his arms around Edward's neck.
Edward winked and smiled and followed me to the door and out to my car. He placed Mason in his booster siège and buckling him in and as quietly as possible, closing the door.
"We had a great time tonight." I smiled and played with my keys.
"So did I." Edward smiled.
"Thank you, again."
"Thank you." Edward bent down and kissed my head and started his way back to his apartment.
What would make Bella happy?
"Edward!" I yelled.
He turned around and I ran over to him. "I'm redoing Mase's room Saturday. Would toi help? Do all the...manly stuff?"
Edward smiled. "I would l’amour to."
I smiled back and bit my lip. I noticed he was leaning forward, as was I. No, I was being pulled toward him. I turned my face a seconde before he kissed me. "I'm sorry." I wispered.
"Just say when." He touched my cheek and turned back around, walking back into his building.
I took a deep breath, and walked back to my car.
I had just closed the door when Mason stired. "Momma?" He asked.
"Yes, baby?" I looked in my rearview mirror.
"I like, Edward." He told me before drifting back off.
"Me, too." I wispered, and started the car, making my way back to our own apartment.
Edward POV
I was getting ready to go over to Bella's today. Alice had Mason so she was buy herself. Yes, I was nervous. Very nervous. We had lunch yesterday at work and actually got to talk. I learned her favori color is green, place to eat-anything Italian, favori book-Wurthering Hights, favori movie-Romeo and Juliet, favori flower-Ruffled tulips. The basics.
I fed EJ-my very spoiled German Shepherd- and left to go to Bella's. Since we would be painting, I threw on a black wife beater, a black v-necked t and a pair of old ripped up jeans.
I parked my Volvo, ran my hands threw my hair a couple times and talked up to her door. I didn't even have to knock before she swung open the door.
"Hi." She smiled. "Come in." I steped into her doorway and she closed the door. "His lit room is on the seconde floor." She started up the stairs and I followed after.
She opened a door to a room covered par drop cloth, paint splotches and covered funiture. "Okay, I need your help. He's really into boats right now so that's what we are going to do. I have light blue, sky blue and dark blue. Which one?"
"Um.."I slooked at all three of them, notcing only a difference in the dark and light blues. "Sky blue." I finally decided.
"That's what I thought too." She smiled and turned around to poor the paint into the trays.
I took the opertunity to take off my t, not caring to get paint on my wife beater.
"Okay," She turned around to hand me a brush. she sucked in a breath and continued. "You get the haut, retour au début half of the walls and I will get the bottom."
She went to paint on the other side of the room, while I just started where I was.
"You asked me all the questions yesterday, now it's my turn." she said. "What's toi farovite color?"
"Blue." I smiled. I loved that color on her.
"Favorite book?"
"One Flew Over the Coocoo's Nest."
"Favorite....movie?"
"Same as the book." I smirked.
"Favorite food?"
"Pasta's."
"Your hero?" She was standing right beside me now paiting the haut, retour au début half of the walls. My spot.
I thought for a moment. "You."
Her paint roller stopped and she stared at me. "What?"
"You're my hero." I shrugged. "You raised Mason on your own, graduated high school and college with him. You're still on your own and you're still blowing my mind."
I could see the tears welling in her eyes. "Thank you." She wispered.
She began rolling paint again, yet again a silence. I smiled and ran my finger over my roller. I turned to Bella and ran the paint down her nose.
"Edward!" She gasped and turned to me.
I couldn't help but doubling over in laughter.
She set her lips and ran her whole hand over her roller, then pushed her hand against my cheek. "Now there's a whole hand print." Bella smirked.
I grabbed her around the wist and begand to tickle her. "Edward!" She squirmed, laughing. "Stop."
"I don't know." I smiled.
"Please!" She laughed.
I let go but she began to fall so I grabbed her again and held her to me. I heard her breathing hault and her smile dissapear as she looked up at me. Her eyes never left mine, though her hand rose up to touch my cheek. We stayed like that for a moment before her lips parted.
"When." She wispered.
"What?"
"When." She stated again and stood on her tip toes to reach my mouth. "When. when. When." She wispered and kissed me.
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Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
l’amour will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My l’amour will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
l’amour will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My l’amour will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
l’amour will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My l’amour will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
l’amour will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My l’amour will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
l’amour will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My l’amour will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
l’amour will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My l’amour will be there still
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million plus for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how toi smile when toi blush
ou how toi curl your lip when toi concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your l’amour is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every Kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who toi are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw toi well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million plus for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how toi smile when toi blush
ou how toi curl your lip when toi concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your l’amour is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every Kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who toi are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw toi well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms toi better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before toi go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
toi start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms toi better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before toi go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
toi start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with toi man
Don’t toi see it’s wrong, can’t toi get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
toi stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
toi know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
toi stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
toi stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what toi do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with toi man
Don’t toi see it’s wrong, can’t toi get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
toi stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
toi know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
toi stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
toi stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what toi do
Yeah I’ll be true to you