If toi know the song "Whiskey Lullaby" toi all might recgonize some lyrics in here :)
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Whiskey Lullaby
Edward POV
She took intake of a breath and stared at me.
"You don't have to say it back." I quickly asured her. "I just wanted toi to know that I l’amour toi and that if toi want to talk...I'm always here."
"Thank you." She whispered.
"You're welcome."
"Would toi like to hear the story?" She asked.
"Only if toi want me to." I told her.
"I do." She nodded. She sat up and placed her hands in her lap and took a deep breath. "Renesmee was the girl of his dreams. He loved her with everything he had. One night when they were 15 they went to a party and of course Jacob, being the perfect son..."She smiled. "Didn't drink. Neither did Nessie. They walked their way accueil but on the way....Nessie was hit par a drunk driver. She died instanly. Nobody knew how much he blamed himself. For years. We watched him drink his pain away, a little time. But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind. Untill the night he put a gun to his head....and he...pulled the trigger.
"I remember standing there watching him do it. I kept yelling at him to put the gun down but all he did way say 'I'll l’amour her till' I die.' And he pulled it. We both got lucky. There was a missing bullett and he just do happened to get that shot. As soon as I heard it click I ran over and koncked it out of his hand. Mom and Dad put him in Rehab and after he got out, they had to go back and we came to live with Charlie.
"I thought that he was better." She was crying and whiping her tears franticly. "But he comes accueil tonight and is drunk and tells me he was never better and he had never quit drinking." I sat up with her this time and whiped a tear away with my thumb. "I don't know that there is help for him, Edward. And I'm scared. I'm scared for him."
"There is help for him." I told her. "Carlisle was a heavy drinker when he was human. He could help him."
"Do toi think it could work?" She looked up at me threw tear stained eyelashes.
"There is only one way to find out. We will go tomorrow. I'm sure you're tired."
She nodded and tucked herself in the covers. Her breathing slowed and I guessed her was asleep. But I was proved wrong when she spoke. "Edward?"
"Yes?"
It was silent for a moment before she spoke again. "I l’amour you, too."
Jacob POV
I wish sometime's that the gun had worked. Sometime I wish I was just gone...not here to feel like this.
But then I think about Bella. My rock. She always believes there is a way and that things will always get better. I would be Lost without her. And she would be Lost without me.
And I would miss my neice. Okay, so she isn't really my neice, but I still l’amour her the same. Adria always knows how to put a smile on my face ou make me laugh. I don't care that she dresses me in crowns and feather bowas because it makes her happy.
"There is help for him." I was catching the end of Edward and Bella's conversation. "Carlisle was a heavy drinker when he was human. He could help him."
"Do toi think it could work?"
"There is only one way to find out. We will go tomorrow. I'm sure you're tired."
There was silence for a moment but Bella broke through. "Edward?"
"Yes?"
"I l’amour you, too."
I smiled to myself and tapped into Bella. He may l’amour you. But I l’amour toi the mostest.
I l’amour you, too, Jake.
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I know this was short but I just wanted to get Jake's story out and around so everyone would know how Renesmee died and what happened to Jake :)
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Whiskey Lullaby
Edward POV
She took intake of a breath and stared at me.
"You don't have to say it back." I quickly asured her. "I just wanted toi to know that I l’amour toi and that if toi want to talk...I'm always here."
"Thank you." She whispered.
"You're welcome."
"Would toi like to hear the story?" She asked.
"Only if toi want me to." I told her.
"I do." She nodded. She sat up and placed her hands in her lap and took a deep breath. "Renesmee was the girl of his dreams. He loved her with everything he had. One night when they were 15 they went to a party and of course Jacob, being the perfect son..."She smiled. "Didn't drink. Neither did Nessie. They walked their way accueil but on the way....Nessie was hit par a drunk driver. She died instanly. Nobody knew how much he blamed himself. For years. We watched him drink his pain away, a little time. But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind. Untill the night he put a gun to his head....and he...pulled the trigger.
"I remember standing there watching him do it. I kept yelling at him to put the gun down but all he did way say 'I'll l’amour her till' I die.' And he pulled it. We both got lucky. There was a missing bullett and he just do happened to get that shot. As soon as I heard it click I ran over and koncked it out of his hand. Mom and Dad put him in Rehab and after he got out, they had to go back and we came to live with Charlie.
"I thought that he was better." She was crying and whiping her tears franticly. "But he comes accueil tonight and is drunk and tells me he was never better and he had never quit drinking." I sat up with her this time and whiped a tear away with my thumb. "I don't know that there is help for him, Edward. And I'm scared. I'm scared for him."
"There is help for him." I told her. "Carlisle was a heavy drinker when he was human. He could help him."
"Do toi think it could work?" She looked up at me threw tear stained eyelashes.
"There is only one way to find out. We will go tomorrow. I'm sure you're tired."
She nodded and tucked herself in the covers. Her breathing slowed and I guessed her was asleep. But I was proved wrong when she spoke. "Edward?"
"Yes?"
It was silent for a moment before she spoke again. "I l’amour you, too."
Jacob POV
I wish sometime's that the gun had worked. Sometime I wish I was just gone...not here to feel like this.
But then I think about Bella. My rock. She always believes there is a way and that things will always get better. I would be Lost without her. And she would be Lost without me.
And I would miss my neice. Okay, so she isn't really my neice, but I still l’amour her the same. Adria always knows how to put a smile on my face ou make me laugh. I don't care that she dresses me in crowns and feather bowas because it makes her happy.
"There is help for him." I was catching the end of Edward and Bella's conversation. "Carlisle was a heavy drinker when he was human. He could help him."
"Do toi think it could work?"
"There is only one way to find out. We will go tomorrow. I'm sure you're tired."
There was silence for a moment but Bella broke through. "Edward?"
"Yes?"
"I l’amour you, too."
I smiled to myself and tapped into Bella. He may l’amour you. But I l’amour toi the mostest.
I l’amour you, too, Jake.
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I know this was short but I just wanted to get Jake's story out and around so everyone would know how Renesmee died and what happened to Jake :)
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few minutes later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask toi something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do toi think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him par the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! toi may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few minutes later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask toi something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do toi think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him par the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! toi may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, emballage, wrap it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, emballage, wrap it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.