i diddnt know how to take Edward patience and becoming obession when i saw him waiting at my home.
I dont know what was growing inside me, but i just made me mad, and angry and wanted to lash out. Was i jealous? OMG YES I WAS! that leah girl a volé, étole my boyfriend!!
i'd never been a bitchy girl that seeked revenge only because i never had any reason too, but this is jacob! and i could see that there were parts of him that still wanted me, and i wasnt going to give up, i still have my chance.
Maybe she forces him... i always knew i was a very lucky girl when jacob was the one that showed interest first.
But i had a bigger connection with jacob then any other girl. where was leah there when his mother died in that crash?
ou stayed on the phone all night when his twin sisters left home, and left him alone with his father. He was soo close with them.
No girl could grow something plus powerfull then that with jacob then what we already have.
Parking my truck on the pavement just outside charlies house. Slamming the door, i wouldnt say par accident. But i expected it to wake up the entire neighbourhood, even the skeltons on their closests.
Fact: small towns have plus secrets then anywhere else.
edward ran fast then i thought any other ordinary boy could, but he already as beautiful as a god, i bet he proberly was one and could do anything with his amazing perfection.
His perfection just made me mad, made me feel ugly, like i was be-littled par him. Like i diddnt deserve him.
was that it? Did he think Leah was prettier then me? Was it because i wasnt quillette and she was?
Was it some relgious custom? that toi had to l’amour within the culture?
"Bella, are toi ok?" Edward was soft, but his lines in his vers l'avant, vers l’avant were hard, he was like markle cracking. But he was like an angel.
OMG! why was he soo perfect. but i couldn't control it. and i wasnt particulary angry at edward himself, plus angry at myself. But i diddnt want to admitt that losing jacob was all my fault.
"GET OFF ME! its your fault! JACOB DOESNT WANT ME ANYMORE! if toi hadnt liked me, GO AWAY!!! GOOO!! ok!,"
I screamed. No doubt i spat. But i didnt have control over what i was saying , i was just saying it , but it was helping me realise my angry, if that were even possible. I just wanted him back.
"IF toi REALLY CARE ABOUT ME HUH? THEN GO DOWN THERE AND BRING HIM BACK TO ME! MAKE HIM l’amour ME AGAIN!! AND WHILE toi AT IT, BRING MY BABY BACK TOO! its your fault!"
I wailed again in the deepth in his face, his rador was alarming and he was tangling me up in his arms, but i fought. i was afraid to meet his eyes. i could sense the hurt.
i knew i was lying. It wasnt his fault. i just wanted it to be his fault. i wanted to be sure that it wasn't my fault.
Before to long i heard charlie rushing downstairs and jogging heavily now the driveway.
"BELLA!"
Charlie was like glowing to me. he was haven. i felt like a 3 an old that just grazed her knee and runs over to daddy for a cuddle. then pats her hair and tells them he will Kiss it better.
I felt that charlie could heal this heartache.
I fell into him wrapping my arms around him tighter. i wanted to be safe, to be in spot. to stop moviing.
"Its ok edward, i sugest that toi just go home, shes fine, im so sorry" Charlie spoke peacefully throught my hair.
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"Bella, toi have to go school today! its monday! i think today toi should apoligise to Edward. I will call Billy today. " He a dit on his way down the stairs. stomping hard to make sure i was awake. BUt he diddnt know i had been awake all night.
i diddnt want to go to school, nor did i even want to move. I wanted to stay in bed, warm as jacob chest was. The sheets will smells like him, from the times he stayed and we made love. Times like that made makes me think if they were even real? But really? There is nothing there to support them. My pregancy was over before it even began ou that it even was. so i cant really use that as evidence.
His light spteps climbed up the steps once more. softer in rythem this time. He paused in door-frame, shaking off his usual dad pose.
he solemanly paced to the side of my bed, with his eyes on the floor below, i wouldnt blame him if he diddnt want to look at me, what with me not have slept last night.
"Bella, when i Lost your mother, i couldn't nor did i know how to go on, she took toi too. A man cant survive without their little baby girl. toi were my little baby. I wanted look after you. One seconde i was holding you, then suivant toi werent and there was nothing i could to get toi back.
Ok im not soo good at this, from a girls point of view, but being a teenager, this heal faster and the ocean of wider and deeper. I know toi loved jacob, but maybe it was a sign, and toi read it wrong. So dont be unhappy, bella, toi will déplacer on."
"Dad, i diddnt just l’amour him, i was bonded to him, he a dit a word that fully described it, i was imprinted to him, and i think toi know how we were" i a dit throught the sheets, sharing at the loup picture that balanced on my laptop.
The wolfs eyes were brown, like jacobs.
"Hmm, well par law, toi have to go to school, here i will drive you, and if i can, i will pick toi up early? want that?" he a dit in a new tone. But his tone diddnt sink into my mine.
I felt like my was skin was pourless, that no emotion could come in ou out, i was a shell, that i could curl up in and hide away.
"No i can drive myself."
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"Bella? can toi hear me? "
Beep beeep beep.
I dont know what was growing inside me, but i just made me mad, and angry and wanted to lash out. Was i jealous? OMG YES I WAS! that leah girl a volé, étole my boyfriend!!
i'd never been a bitchy girl that seeked revenge only because i never had any reason too, but this is jacob! and i could see that there were parts of him that still wanted me, and i wasnt going to give up, i still have my chance.
Maybe she forces him... i always knew i was a very lucky girl when jacob was the one that showed interest first.
But i had a bigger connection with jacob then any other girl. where was leah there when his mother died in that crash?
ou stayed on the phone all night when his twin sisters left home, and left him alone with his father. He was soo close with them.
No girl could grow something plus powerfull then that with jacob then what we already have.
Parking my truck on the pavement just outside charlies house. Slamming the door, i wouldnt say par accident. But i expected it to wake up the entire neighbourhood, even the skeltons on their closests.
Fact: small towns have plus secrets then anywhere else.
edward ran fast then i thought any other ordinary boy could, but he already as beautiful as a god, i bet he proberly was one and could do anything with his amazing perfection.
His perfection just made me mad, made me feel ugly, like i was be-littled par him. Like i diddnt deserve him.
was that it? Did he think Leah was prettier then me? Was it because i wasnt quillette and she was?
Was it some relgious custom? that toi had to l’amour within the culture?
"Bella, are toi ok?" Edward was soft, but his lines in his vers l'avant, vers l’avant were hard, he was like markle cracking. But he was like an angel.
OMG! why was he soo perfect. but i couldn't control it. and i wasnt particulary angry at edward himself, plus angry at myself. But i diddnt want to admitt that losing jacob was all my fault.
"GET OFF ME! its your fault! JACOB DOESNT WANT ME ANYMORE! if toi hadnt liked me, GO AWAY!!! GOOO!! ok!,"
I screamed. No doubt i spat. But i didnt have control over what i was saying , i was just saying it , but it was helping me realise my angry, if that were even possible. I just wanted him back.
"IF toi REALLY CARE ABOUT ME HUH? THEN GO DOWN THERE AND BRING HIM BACK TO ME! MAKE HIM l’amour ME AGAIN!! AND WHILE toi AT IT, BRING MY BABY BACK TOO! its your fault!"
I wailed again in the deepth in his face, his rador was alarming and he was tangling me up in his arms, but i fought. i was afraid to meet his eyes. i could sense the hurt.
i knew i was lying. It wasnt his fault. i just wanted it to be his fault. i wanted to be sure that it wasn't my fault.
Before to long i heard charlie rushing downstairs and jogging heavily now the driveway.
"BELLA!"
Charlie was like glowing to me. he was haven. i felt like a 3 an old that just grazed her knee and runs over to daddy for a cuddle. then pats her hair and tells them he will Kiss it better.
I felt that charlie could heal this heartache.
I fell into him wrapping my arms around him tighter. i wanted to be safe, to be in spot. to stop moviing.
"Its ok edward, i sugest that toi just go home, shes fine, im so sorry" Charlie spoke peacefully throught my hair.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________-
"Bella, toi have to go school today! its monday! i think today toi should apoligise to Edward. I will call Billy today. " He a dit on his way down the stairs. stomping hard to make sure i was awake. BUt he diddnt know i had been awake all night.
i diddnt want to go to school, nor did i even want to move. I wanted to stay in bed, warm as jacob chest was. The sheets will smells like him, from the times he stayed and we made love. Times like that made makes me think if they were even real? But really? There is nothing there to support them. My pregancy was over before it even began ou that it even was. so i cant really use that as evidence.
His light spteps climbed up the steps once more. softer in rythem this time. He paused in door-frame, shaking off his usual dad pose.
he solemanly paced to the side of my bed, with his eyes on the floor below, i wouldnt blame him if he diddnt want to look at me, what with me not have slept last night.
"Bella, when i Lost your mother, i couldn't nor did i know how to go on, she took toi too. A man cant survive without their little baby girl. toi were my little baby. I wanted look after you. One seconde i was holding you, then suivant toi werent and there was nothing i could to get toi back.
Ok im not soo good at this, from a girls point of view, but being a teenager, this heal faster and the ocean of wider and deeper. I know toi loved jacob, but maybe it was a sign, and toi read it wrong. So dont be unhappy, bella, toi will déplacer on."
"Dad, i diddnt just l’amour him, i was bonded to him, he a dit a word that fully described it, i was imprinted to him, and i think toi know how we were" i a dit throught the sheets, sharing at the loup picture that balanced on my laptop.
The wolfs eyes were brown, like jacobs.
"Hmm, well par law, toi have to go to school, here i will drive you, and if i can, i will pick toi up early? want that?" he a dit in a new tone. But his tone diddnt sink into my mine.
I felt like my was skin was pourless, that no emotion could come in ou out, i was a shell, that i could curl up in and hide away.
"No i can drive myself."
____________________________________________________________________________________________________
"Bella? can toi hear me? "
Beep beeep beep.
I haven't read any of the livres yet, but i did watch all of the films released until now. I want to say that the story of the Twilight series is simply great! The intense love, the romantic atmosphere...everything in it is very involving! while watching both movies, my mouth was dripping and my body completely still. It was as if my mind was the only part of my body that was active. I was totally into it! I will watch both films again and i'll get totally inspired again. My feelings were totally mixed! I was engulfed par the magic of love!
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I was just wondering what the official name for people who crave vamps and werewolfs etc.
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega fan shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do toi think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega fan shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do toi think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!