Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, toi never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell toi but under no circumstances can toi blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when toi left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put toi through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night toi left, after I had read the letter when toi told me toi were In l’amour with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, toi did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, toi can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do toi mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! toi were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I l’amour you! I can’t put toi in danger! Even if it’s to save toi from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and toi returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! toi attempted suicide 3 times, toi were admitted to rehab! Anything else toi want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry toi think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last an that I would try to kill myself because the girl I l’amour left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) toi know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but toi know comment, become a fan etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, toi never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell toi but under no circumstances can toi blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when toi left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put toi through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night toi left, after I had read the letter when toi told me toi were In l’amour with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, toi did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, toi can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do toi mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! toi were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I l’amour you! I can’t put toi in danger! Even if it’s to save toi from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and toi returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! toi attempted suicide 3 times, toi were admitted to rehab! Anything else toi want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry toi think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last an that I would try to kill myself because the girl I l’amour left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) toi know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but toi know comment, become a fan etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
