ok im very sorry , for THE LONG WAIT, but ive been working flat out and i jsut hadnt been in the moosd, but im pumped and woah! i hope to do two chapters today but ill see how i go.
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.
Bella's POV.
This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit.
And due to my ridcioulsy incaptablity to be creative i failed at creating a song myself.
I knew what i was supposed to do, getting up on the stage and chant it out. But they are right when they say that some things are easiler a dit then done...
I was shaking in my dress, that i was surpirsed that the microphone didnt start echoing my pants.
Edward this is for you. i l’amour you.
my cœur, coeur burned and cringed, but the wound reflamed. The wound he blew in my chest when he left.
Wrapping my arm around my turso, i looked up into the crowd, a part me searching for him.
I also beleived that i could spot him in a crowd of a million, and now i diddnt think so.
The crowd began to grow silent, in my awkwardness. Perfect nothing better then a tough crowd on your first gig.
I felt my cœur, coeur began beating so fast that it could replace the drummer.
toi toke my hand, and showed me how, toi promised you'd be around, ah thats right."
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i put my whole soul into the last chorous.
If someone a dit three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and coup de poing them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last Kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
toi visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss toi
My darling, who knew?"
Edward point of veiw.
She was there, standing in front of me, as picture clear , but not i'd remembered her. She was different. Something was missing.
i never planned, as much as i wanted to, to see her again.
I promised her that it would be as if i never existed, but i forgot to ask her , to act the same. I always knew that if i saw her again, i wouldn't have the strenght to deny my cœur, coeur anylonger. She always made me weak, it was if as she made me human. That i felt human.
Seeing her now, on the Tv, had proved myself wrong, it hurt so plus then that.
I hurt so see her stronger then me, maybe she felt better without me in her life. I had only hope that she weeped for me. i was caught in two worlds.
One world evolving around her, living a happy human life, without me, where she surronds herself in happiness, with a family with brown eyes like hers, and not in danger.
And another, where i wished that she pained for me too. That Loves me as much i still l’amour her.
I've never admitted to be selfish.
Every lyric she sung form her perfected voice was anther bullet to my heart.
She sung of love. A message to her lover, a past lover.
A past lover i dreamed to be me.
* * * *
"Good morning students of Alaska north state high, This is your principal Mrs. Finch, may all Seniors rapporter to gym"
The notice interuppted but saved the boring letecture of the Civil war, which I've learnted may times.
Jasper sitting beside me, figiting.He hate history, considering this class today. Jasper had fought in the Civil War before his New birth. It hurt him to remember.
i gave him a slight nudge, to imformed him back to intercom notice.
Oh right, yeah gym, what do toi think we have done this time? " Jasper replied, through his thoughts. It was as clear as though he had ectaully a dit them aloud.
"Hey Edward, what do thinks going on" Alice skipped to my side, clinging onto my free arm.
"Hey darling, how was history" Alice a dit worringly over to jasper.
If only he could use those mood manipluation skills on himself"
As we crowed and squished together in the tiny instant foldchair inbiuld the stairs of the gym. Feeling my throat burn from the proxmity to the girl in my bio chemistry class. I don care to take in names anymore.
All my grademates sitting with confusing stirring amoung their faces.
A door opened the northwest. It was principal Finch, in her ugly floral jupe and bold red tortue neck again. i could sense Alice have a heartattack.
Prinipal bouvreuil, finch was amoung her late Forties and from evidence i dont beleive she has discovered mid-life crisis. However her face now begining its collection of wrinkles due to the stress apun par a couple of human boys behind me.
"NOW, Seniors, as your gradation is coming up, i thought i might bring toi a surprise to celebrate"
This my familys 52nd time to graduted. we gave up on celebrating an ago.
A few cheers and whistles were shouted around te room.
"allright , palourde dowm calm down, right, for your surprise, well.. i thought a touch of musique would be nice. So i had to liberty to invited the new MTV senation Bella cygne to sing a couple of her hits for you."
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.
Bella's POV.
This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit.
And due to my ridcioulsy incaptablity to be creative i failed at creating a song myself.
I knew what i was supposed to do, getting up on the stage and chant it out. But they are right when they say that some things are easiler a dit then done...
I was shaking in my dress, that i was surpirsed that the microphone didnt start echoing my pants.
Edward this is for you. i l’amour you.
my cœur, coeur burned and cringed, but the wound reflamed. The wound he blew in my chest when he left.
Wrapping my arm around my turso, i looked up into the crowd, a part me searching for him.
I also beleived that i could spot him in a crowd of a million, and now i diddnt think so.
The crowd began to grow silent, in my awkwardness. Perfect nothing better then a tough crowd on your first gig.
I felt my cœur, coeur began beating so fast that it could replace the drummer.
toi toke my hand, and showed me how, toi promised you'd be around, ah thats right."
-------------------------------------------------
i put my whole soul into the last chorous.
If someone a dit three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and coup de poing them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last Kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
toi visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss toi
My darling, who knew?"
Edward point of veiw.
She was there, standing in front of me, as picture clear , but not i'd remembered her. She was different. Something was missing.
i never planned, as much as i wanted to, to see her again.
I promised her that it would be as if i never existed, but i forgot to ask her , to act the same. I always knew that if i saw her again, i wouldn't have the strenght to deny my cœur, coeur anylonger. She always made me weak, it was if as she made me human. That i felt human.
Seeing her now, on the Tv, had proved myself wrong, it hurt so plus then that.
I hurt so see her stronger then me, maybe she felt better without me in her life. I had only hope that she weeped for me. i was caught in two worlds.
One world evolving around her, living a happy human life, without me, where she surronds herself in happiness, with a family with brown eyes like hers, and not in danger.
And another, where i wished that she pained for me too. That Loves me as much i still l’amour her.
I've never admitted to be selfish.
Every lyric she sung form her perfected voice was anther bullet to my heart.
She sung of love. A message to her lover, a past lover.
A past lover i dreamed to be me.
* * * *
"Good morning students of Alaska north state high, This is your principal Mrs. Finch, may all Seniors rapporter to gym"
The notice interuppted but saved the boring letecture of the Civil war, which I've learnted may times.
Jasper sitting beside me, figiting.He hate history, considering this class today. Jasper had fought in the Civil War before his New birth. It hurt him to remember.
i gave him a slight nudge, to imformed him back to intercom notice.
Oh right, yeah gym, what do toi think we have done this time? " Jasper replied, through his thoughts. It was as clear as though he had ectaully a dit them aloud.
"Hey Edward, what do thinks going on" Alice skipped to my side, clinging onto my free arm.
"Hey darling, how was history" Alice a dit worringly over to jasper.
If only he could use those mood manipluation skills on himself"
As we crowed and squished together in the tiny instant foldchair inbiuld the stairs of the gym. Feeling my throat burn from the proxmity to the girl in my bio chemistry class. I don care to take in names anymore.
All my grademates sitting with confusing stirring amoung their faces.
A door opened the northwest. It was principal Finch, in her ugly floral jupe and bold red tortue neck again. i could sense Alice have a heartattack.
Prinipal bouvreuil, finch was amoung her late Forties and from evidence i dont beleive she has discovered mid-life crisis. However her face now begining its collection of wrinkles due to the stress apun par a couple of human boys behind me.
"NOW, Seniors, as your gradation is coming up, i thought i might bring toi a surprise to celebrate"
This my familys 52nd time to graduted. we gave up on celebrating an ago.
A few cheers and whistles were shouted around te room.
"allright , palourde dowm calm down, right, for your surprise, well.. i thought a touch of musique would be nice. So i had to liberty to invited the new MTV senation Bella cygne to sing a couple of her hits for you."
hey all i forgot to post this yesterday.All my Friends say its amazing so...Im gonna stop talking and let toi read :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do toi keep the people toi l’amour safe? When toi have to keep yourself sûr, sans danger first? How do toi keep the person toi l’amour safe? When that person doesnt l’amour toi anymore? How do toi keep your l’amour sûr, sans danger when your whole world changes?
So what do toi think? Hope ya like it!! :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do toi keep the people toi l’amour safe? When toi have to keep yourself sûr, sans danger first? How do toi keep the person toi l’amour safe? When that person doesnt l’amour toi anymore? How do toi keep your l’amour sûr, sans danger when your whole world changes?
So what do toi think? Hope ya like it!! :)
This story take place after Nessie is born. Zoey has been in the family since The begining of twilight. Although I don't cover anything from the books. Whatever happen to Bella it happen to Zoey accept getting pregant with a half vampire half human baby. Zoey is in l’amour with Jacob Black but Jake is in l’amour with Nessie. Alice and Jasper are practically her parents. She fill like the outsider because she is not a vampire, warewolf ou like Nessie. The Volturi have dicided that she can be a human, until a jour after she turns 17. She has her GED so she doesn't have to go to school.
Ok don't get me wrong I l’amour the Cullens but take a look at what I would do if I was a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to rendez-vous amoureux, date a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big arbre a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to rendez-vous amoureux, date a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big arbre a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
This is for people who have been lire Esme's Story:
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please commentaire and tell me which ones toi like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If toi can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a plus interesting name so it draws plus attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a liste of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please commentaire and tell me which ones toi like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If toi can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a plus interesting name so it draws plus attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a liste of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
Bella's Pov.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme a dit wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing toi all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking toi out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper a dit calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will montrer you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme a dit wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing toi all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking toi out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper a dit calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will montrer you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.