I woke to a loud noise. I jumped into a sitting position to find Rosalie standing at the door. She was glaring at me, montrer her teeth and growling. I gasped and curled back in fear. Emmet came through the door behind her, grabbing her hands and wrapping them around her torso, like he was putting her in a straight jacket. A moment later, the rest of them appeared.
"Calm down, Rosalie," Carlisle soothed her. She whipped her head around to look at him.
"Calm down?" she asked in disbelief. "I'm going to be stuck with her for the rest of eternity, and toi want me to calm down ?!" she wailed. This was about what I figured.
"Yes. Just calm down while we discuss this with her. Anger isn't going to help anything." he tried to convince her. She growled at him, turning to glare at me again.
"Bella?" Carlisle a dit calmly, sitting down suivant to me on the bed.
"Yes?" I squeaked.
"Are toi sure this is what toi want?" he asked. "Have toi really thought everything through?"
"Yes. I'm possitive."
He hesitated.
"What about Edward?" he asked me. "Do toi think he would be happy about this?"
I was only half expecting this question.
"Does it matter?" I countered. "It's my life, and it has nothing to do with him." I lied lightly. "You don't have to keep me around. It's not like I expect to be part of your family, because obviously toi don't want that. The only reason why I'm here is because I need toi to do this, and to make sure I don't do anything stupid the first year. Alice already taught me the basic rules on the ride up here, so I know about all that. I've thought everything through, as I'm sure Alice has told you." There were no loopholes in my response. The only way that he could reject me was if he were to say, "too bad." Great arguement.
"I see." he a dit in his wise voice. "So, what? When exactly are toi expecting Alice to do this?" he asked. I tried to word my response delicately.
"As soon as possible. Today." I completely failed with delicate.
"Today?" he asked, not seeming at all suprised. He knew me well.
"Yes," I answered with confidence.
"And toi think Alice will be able to do it?" he didn't seem to not believe in her, just wondering if I did.
"Of course," I half-lied. I wasn't sure Alice could do it. But I believed in her, and in any case, it was a risk I had to take.
"If you're going to do it," Rosalie interupted. "Get it over with. Do it right now, and then get her out of my sight." she turnd away from me to look at the wall.
"Carlisle," Esme a dit urgently, indicating for him to go there. He got up and walked over to her. All I caught of the conversation was Edward's name, once.
"Bella is right," Carlisle told Esme in a voice I could finally hear, after a minute ou two long conversation. "It's not his choice anymore. This is Bella's choice to do what she wishes with her life. It's Alice's choice to help her. We have no say." He concluded. I beamed.
"Thank toi Carlisle." I a dit fervently.
Rosalie stormed from the room, and Emmett followed quickly, throw me a thumbs-up before diappearing. I smiled.
"And of course you're always welcome here, dear," Esme added. She came over and squeazed my shoulders. This whole time Jasper and Alice had been standing in a corner of the room, completely silent. Just observing. Alice had Already made up her mind, and Jasper must not care.
"Thank you, Esme." I a dit to her. "I missed you," I added in a quiet voice.
"Dear, Bella." she said, finally releasing me and leaving the room. Carlisle followed, shutting the door behind him. Alice came to sit down suivant to me, and Jasper stayed put in the corner.
"You are totally insane, Bella Swan," she told me, but she smiled. I smiled back with real inthusism. I had just won. Finally.
"I know," I informed her. "So can we do it now?" I asked urgently, cutting off whatever she had opened her mouth to say. She gave me a chiding look.
"You can't wait five minutes?" she asked sarcastically.
"So it will happen in five minutes?!" I was very excited, not really thinking it through.
"Bella, calm down. Really think about it. I will do it today, but I want toi to enjoy toi last moments as a human. Think about it. toi will never be human again. Isn't there anything toi want to do?" I did calm down a bit when she a dit this. I thougth for a minute. There was nothing I wanted plus than to be immortal with Edward.
"No." I answered with confidence. She sighed.
"what about the pain? Are toi looking so vers l'avant, vers l’avant to that?" she was trying desperately to wake me up a little. I blanched. I rememebered the pain quite well. It was the worst thing I had ever felt, apart from when...Edward had left...
"Of course not." I answered in a small voice. "But it's worth it. And what am I going to do if it doesn't happen now? Play checkers? I've already arranged everything, told my story to Charlie, all the rest of the Cullens know..." my voice faded out toward the end as I realied that all the Cullens didn't know. "So why not right now?" I asked to distract her from my fib.
She looked to Jasper.
"Is she serious?" she asked him.
"Yes." he answered calmly and imediately. I smirked.
"I told you, Alice. I'm serious. I'm ready right now. This very second." I inched closer to her, a not-so-subtile hint.
"Fine than." she said, brushing my hair away from my neck and placing her teeth on my throat. I was terriied, but I didn't move. She sighed and pulled back, disappointed. She was bluffing. I sighed, too.
"I can't believe I'm agreeing to this. He's going to kill me." she took her eyes off the floor to look at me. "There are some things I want to tell toi about that. But I can't. I promised. And it's driving me insane. Because maybe if toi knew, toi wouldn't want this." she paused. "But, knowing you, toi probably still would," she half-smiled.
"Exactly. I've always wanted this, Alice. Since...since I first fell in l’amour with him. Since toi became my best friend." I thought of Jacob, but disregarded that thought. "Since I started thinking of toi as my family, stupid as that was. And even though everything else has changed, that hasn't."
She looked to Jasper. Her look said, "Help" as far as I could read it, but of course he knew how she felt completely. She turned to me. She took a deep breath.
"Okay, Bella," she said. "Are toi ready?" she asked for the millionth time.
"Yes." I a dit slightly, exasperated. How many times had I a dit this? She scooted closer to me, grabbing the back off my head, and moving her face to my neck. With a slow movement, she bit down.
"Calm down, Rosalie," Carlisle soothed her. She whipped her head around to look at him.
"Calm down?" she asked in disbelief. "I'm going to be stuck with her for the rest of eternity, and toi want me to calm down ?!" she wailed. This was about what I figured.
"Yes. Just calm down while we discuss this with her. Anger isn't going to help anything." he tried to convince her. She growled at him, turning to glare at me again.
"Bella?" Carlisle a dit calmly, sitting down suivant to me on the bed.
"Yes?" I squeaked.
"Are toi sure this is what toi want?" he asked. "Have toi really thought everything through?"
"Yes. I'm possitive."
He hesitated.
"What about Edward?" he asked me. "Do toi think he would be happy about this?"
I was only half expecting this question.
"Does it matter?" I countered. "It's my life, and it has nothing to do with him." I lied lightly. "You don't have to keep me around. It's not like I expect to be part of your family, because obviously toi don't want that. The only reason why I'm here is because I need toi to do this, and to make sure I don't do anything stupid the first year. Alice already taught me the basic rules on the ride up here, so I know about all that. I've thought everything through, as I'm sure Alice has told you." There were no loopholes in my response. The only way that he could reject me was if he were to say, "too bad." Great arguement.
"I see." he a dit in his wise voice. "So, what? When exactly are toi expecting Alice to do this?" he asked. I tried to word my response delicately.
"As soon as possible. Today." I completely failed with delicate.
"Today?" he asked, not seeming at all suprised. He knew me well.
"Yes," I answered with confidence.
"And toi think Alice will be able to do it?" he didn't seem to not believe in her, just wondering if I did.
"Of course," I half-lied. I wasn't sure Alice could do it. But I believed in her, and in any case, it was a risk I had to take.
"If you're going to do it," Rosalie interupted. "Get it over with. Do it right now, and then get her out of my sight." she turnd away from me to look at the wall.
"Carlisle," Esme a dit urgently, indicating for him to go there. He got up and walked over to her. All I caught of the conversation was Edward's name, once.
"Bella is right," Carlisle told Esme in a voice I could finally hear, after a minute ou two long conversation. "It's not his choice anymore. This is Bella's choice to do what she wishes with her life. It's Alice's choice to help her. We have no say." He concluded. I beamed.
"Thank toi Carlisle." I a dit fervently.
Rosalie stormed from the room, and Emmett followed quickly, throw me a thumbs-up before diappearing. I smiled.
"And of course you're always welcome here, dear," Esme added. She came over and squeazed my shoulders. This whole time Jasper and Alice had been standing in a corner of the room, completely silent. Just observing. Alice had Already made up her mind, and Jasper must not care.
"Thank you, Esme." I a dit to her. "I missed you," I added in a quiet voice.
"Dear, Bella." she said, finally releasing me and leaving the room. Carlisle followed, shutting the door behind him. Alice came to sit down suivant to me, and Jasper stayed put in the corner.
"You are totally insane, Bella Swan," she told me, but she smiled. I smiled back with real inthusism. I had just won. Finally.
"I know," I informed her. "So can we do it now?" I asked urgently, cutting off whatever she had opened her mouth to say. She gave me a chiding look.
"You can't wait five minutes?" she asked sarcastically.
"So it will happen in five minutes?!" I was very excited, not really thinking it through.
"Bella, calm down. Really think about it. I will do it today, but I want toi to enjoy toi last moments as a human. Think about it. toi will never be human again. Isn't there anything toi want to do?" I did calm down a bit when she a dit this. I thougth for a minute. There was nothing I wanted plus than to be immortal with Edward.
"No." I answered with confidence. She sighed.
"what about the pain? Are toi looking so vers l'avant, vers l’avant to that?" she was trying desperately to wake me up a little. I blanched. I rememebered the pain quite well. It was the worst thing I had ever felt, apart from when...Edward had left...
"Of course not." I answered in a small voice. "But it's worth it. And what am I going to do if it doesn't happen now? Play checkers? I've already arranged everything, told my story to Charlie, all the rest of the Cullens know..." my voice faded out toward the end as I realied that all the Cullens didn't know. "So why not right now?" I asked to distract her from my fib.
She looked to Jasper.
"Is she serious?" she asked him.
"Yes." he answered calmly and imediately. I smirked.
"I told you, Alice. I'm serious. I'm ready right now. This very second." I inched closer to her, a not-so-subtile hint.
"Fine than." she said, brushing my hair away from my neck and placing her teeth on my throat. I was terriied, but I didn't move. She sighed and pulled back, disappointed. She was bluffing. I sighed, too.
"I can't believe I'm agreeing to this. He's going to kill me." she took her eyes off the floor to look at me. "There are some things I want to tell toi about that. But I can't. I promised. And it's driving me insane. Because maybe if toi knew, toi wouldn't want this." she paused. "But, knowing you, toi probably still would," she half-smiled.
"Exactly. I've always wanted this, Alice. Since...since I first fell in l’amour with him. Since toi became my best friend." I thought of Jacob, but disregarded that thought. "Since I started thinking of toi as my family, stupid as that was. And even though everything else has changed, that hasn't."
She looked to Jasper. Her look said, "Help" as far as I could read it, but of course he knew how she felt completely. She turned to me. She took a deep breath.
"Okay, Bella," she said. "Are toi ready?" she asked for the millionth time.
"Yes." I a dit slightly, exasperated. How many times had I a dit this? She scooted closer to me, grabbing the back off my head, and moving her face to my neck. With a slow movement, she bit down.
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So, if toi have time on your hands, and toi wanna read what I wrote (which has vampires and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what toi think in commentaire if toi have a fan fiction account, if not tell me what toi think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good ou not...thanks for lire this and hopefully u follow the link!
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So, if toi have time on your hands, and toi wanna read what I wrote (which has vampires and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what toi think in commentaire if toi have a fan fiction account, if not tell me what toi think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good ou not...thanks for lire this and hopefully u follow the link!
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Hi! I am both happy and sad to announce that I will be on a vacation for the suivant 12 days so I will not be posting as much. But hey... VACATION TIME! YAY haha MDR so I'm sory and will try to post soon!
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Hi! I am both happy and sad to announce that I will be on a vacation for the suivant 12 days so I will not be posting as much. But hey... VACATION TIME! YAY haha MDR so I'm sory and will try to post soon!
loves!
Oh and keep looking for mises à jour u never know!
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Ashley Greene has previously been known for her support of the organization Donate Your Dress that gives gently used formal wear to girls who couldn’t otherwise afford prom and special occasion dresses. She’s now branching out to help with a group that aids the homeless.
“This holiday season I’m filming the DoSomething.org ‘Teens for Jeans’ campaign PSA to encourage teens to donate their gently worn jeans to homeless youth,” says Greene.
How does the campaign work?
The third annual Teens for Jeans drive encourages teens to drop off their gently worn jeans to any Aéropostale store anytime between Jan. 19th and Feb. 14th, 2010. DoSomething “will make sure they get donated to a local homeless shelter ou charity.
As an added bonus (beyond the good karma you’ll receive for giving back, of course), Aéropostale will give an additional 25% off on your suivant pair of jeans.”
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Stephenie Meyer a dit that just because we keep wanting her to keep écriture Midnight Sun is doesn't mean that she's going to. She a dit that SHE WILL NOT keep écriture if we keep making petitions for her to keep écriture ou for her to publier it. so par doing this we are killing our chances of having Midnight Sun published. So please stop petitioning!
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Stephenie Meyer a dit that just because we keep wanting her to keep écriture Midnight Sun is doesn't mean that she's going to. She a dit that SHE WILL NOT keep écriture if we keep making petitions for her to keep écriture ou for her to publier it. so par doing this we are killing our chances of having Midnight Sun published. So please stop petitioning!