Have toi ever wake up one jour and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my jour ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the cuisine probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been Friends ou had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never accueil because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he a dit one jour that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i l’amour my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was cœur, coeur broken but i learn that if toi don't let anyone in yoour cœur, coeur toi will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person ou at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank haut, retour au début this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working ou drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i l’amour to run i fell free and i l’amour to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school jour pass really quick i wasn't miss populaire but i like it that way i had 2 years il y a a best friend Samantha Weller but she déplacer to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive accueil and went to sleep my mom wasn't accueil yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another jour pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for toi mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to rejoindre the club" i a dit smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon a dit quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give toi the news i thought toi would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she a dit
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and toi can stay with me" monica a dit
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster accueil type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but toi twist it pretty badly toi can't run" i voice a dit i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker toi are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate a dit i had 1 plus an
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster accueil in just 1 an
"you are luck toi are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man a dit mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my jour ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the cuisine probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been Friends ou had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never accueil because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he a dit one jour that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i l’amour my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was cœur, coeur broken but i learn that if toi don't let anyone in yoour cœur, coeur toi will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person ou at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank haut, retour au début this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working ou drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i l’amour to run i fell free and i l’amour to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school jour pass really quick i wasn't miss populaire but i like it that way i had 2 years il y a a best friend Samantha Weller but she déplacer to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive accueil and went to sleep my mom wasn't accueil yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another jour pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for toi mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to rejoindre the club" i a dit smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon a dit quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give toi the news i thought toi would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she a dit
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and toi can stay with me" monica a dit
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster accueil type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but toi twist it pretty badly toi can't run" i voice a dit i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker toi are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate a dit i had 1 plus an
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster accueil in just 1 an
"you are luck toi are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man a dit mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
BELLA'S PROM DRESS
Knowing all eyes would be on Bella's prom look, Chuck had to choose carefully. The bolero was a vintage piece that she cut, restyled, and re-sequined. The dress was a little plus serendipitous: ''It was miracle find!'' exclaims Chuck, who picked up the Max and Cleo silk dress at discount store Ross — and for $20. (Fun fact: Chuck also purchased the only other one left in the store so she could use the extra material to create one long dress. But, in the end, she left the dress as-is, using the seconde for a photo double.) ''I always say I channel clothes, I don't necessarily design them — it's divine sometimes the way it happens!''
Knowing all eyes would be on Bella's prom look, Chuck had to choose carefully. The bolero was a vintage piece that she cut, restyled, and re-sequined. The dress was a little plus serendipitous: ''It was miracle find!'' exclaims Chuck, who picked up the Max and Cleo silk dress at discount store Ross — and for $20. (Fun fact: Chuck also purchased the only other one left in the store so she could use the extra material to create one long dress. But, in the end, she left the dress as-is, using the seconde for a photo double.) ''I always say I channel clothes, I don't necessarily design them — it's divine sometimes the way it happens!''
