Chapter 18
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i a dit and tanya's thoughts
edward do toi really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he a dit montrer me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever toi are doing"tanya a dit to him,jacobs thoughts changedso toi dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever toi say let me go cheak on her"he a dit and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she l’amour a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never l’amour me
"Edward,be good"alice a dit and kissed me on the head,all of the chiens are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any plus she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps montrer us where to go"he a dit and ran out side and changed
i looked at the photos on the shelf there was bella smiling suivant to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i a dit and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left toi would not have gotten hurt and fell in l’amour with him"
i a dit she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell toi about the other stuff"she a dit and sipped the drink
"Bella do toi know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause toi didnt want to petend to be human any plus and toi didnt l’amour me any more"she a dit looking down at her drink
"I lied"i a dit and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would toi do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt toi anymore,and the plus things that happened to toi stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected toi from her"i a dit and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like toi wanted me too,i fell in l’amour and dont call him a dog"she a dit to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I l’amour you"i a dit she looked at me
"I would slap toi right now but it wouldn't do toi any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever Kiss me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i l’amour toi so much,what toi just did hurt like hell"i a dit she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when toi left me in the woods and a dit hurtfull things and back off ou ill tell jake"she a dit and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That toi think jacob could hurt me"i a dit and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did toi stay?did toi just stay to tell me toi loved me,well i loved toi along time il y a not anymore,now i l’amour alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she a dit and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't l’amour me any plus but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her cœur, coeur ill be here for her,ill allways l’amour her for ever
"Bella i l’amour toi and always will,and if he ever breaks your cœur, coeur ou dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i a dit with a warm smile
"Why?edward déplacer on,come on go with tanya she is so in l’amour with toi and toi dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes toi think i would choose toi anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad toi left ou i would never have fell in l’amour with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive toi and thank you"she a dit and smiled,gosh i l’amour that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and Kiss her
"Now edward will toi déplacer on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and déplacer on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i a dit i know she's in l’amour with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she a dit and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i a dit and looked around the room bella laid on the lit and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she a dit i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but toi have to stand right there"she a dit and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the canapé and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i a dit and a dit it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth a dit with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to toi he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 an old"Jacob a dit and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth a dit with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell toi how she will react"jacob a dit walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont toi wish toi never left her"he a dit and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so toi know"i a dit and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got toi was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth a dit i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he a dit and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran accueil to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor rapide, swift
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper a dit but got cut off par alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice a dit with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i a dit and tanya's thoughts
edward do toi really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he a dit montrer me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever toi are doing"tanya a dit to him,jacobs thoughts changedso toi dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever toi say let me go cheak on her"he a dit and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she l’amour a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never l’amour me
"Edward,be good"alice a dit and kissed me on the head,all of the chiens are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any plus she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps montrer us where to go"he a dit and ran out side and changed
i looked at the photos on the shelf there was bella smiling suivant to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i a dit and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left toi would not have gotten hurt and fell in l’amour with him"
i a dit she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell toi about the other stuff"she a dit and sipped the drink
"Bella do toi know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause toi didnt want to petend to be human any plus and toi didnt l’amour me any more"she a dit looking down at her drink
"I lied"i a dit and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would toi do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt toi anymore,and the plus things that happened to toi stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected toi from her"i a dit and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like toi wanted me too,i fell in l’amour and dont call him a dog"she a dit to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I l’amour you"i a dit she looked at me
"I would slap toi right now but it wouldn't do toi any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever Kiss me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i l’amour toi so much,what toi just did hurt like hell"i a dit she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when toi left me in the woods and a dit hurtfull things and back off ou ill tell jake"she a dit and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That toi think jacob could hurt me"i a dit and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did toi stay?did toi just stay to tell me toi loved me,well i loved toi along time il y a not anymore,now i l’amour alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she a dit and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't l’amour me any plus but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her cœur, coeur ill be here for her,ill allways l’amour her for ever
"Bella i l’amour toi and always will,and if he ever breaks your cœur, coeur ou dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i a dit with a warm smile
"Why?edward déplacer on,come on go with tanya she is so in l’amour with toi and toi dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes toi think i would choose toi anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad toi left ou i would never have fell in l’amour with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive toi and thank you"she a dit and smiled,gosh i l’amour that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and Kiss her
"Now edward will toi déplacer on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and déplacer on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i a dit i know she's in l’amour with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she a dit and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i a dit and looked around the room bella laid on the lit and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she a dit i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but toi have to stand right there"she a dit and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the canapé and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i a dit and a dit it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth a dit with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to toi he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 an old"Jacob a dit and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth a dit with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell toi how she will react"jacob a dit walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont toi wish toi never left her"he a dit and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so toi know"i a dit and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got toi was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth a dit i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he a dit and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran accueil to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor rapide, swift
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper a dit but got cut off par alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice a dit with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
Well, alot of toi know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the liens tab ou a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the question is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if toi have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do toi guys think?
PS. Alot of people on Youtube have vidéos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed par Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on Youtube have vidéos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed par Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)