I had nothing else to say to him. I didn't speak unless he ask something and when he did I pretended like I didn't hear it. I ended up falling asleep again and when I woke up I heard a pow and felt my shoulder that had been shot tiwce now. Then I looked up at him. I saw him have the gun to his head.
No don't do it I said.
Why? I hurt toi I should hurt myslef. He saaid.
No toi shouldn't please don't I told him.
I was breathing really heavy and I was trying to get words out and I couldn't.
Please dont do this. I said.
toi will regret it I told him.
No, I'm gonna do it. He said.
Then I watched as he pulled the triger, I started bawling when he fell to the ground. I couldn't help it, I should have stopped him. I could have done something. I pick up my phone off the floor and called Police Gray.
He's dead. I said.
Okay. he told me.
Before I knew it Policemen and even swat stormed in with there pistolets pointed. I started crying even harder. Once the ambulance people got me onto a strechter I started getting so sleepy and I feel asleep before they even loeaded me into the amblance.
We I woke up I was at the hospital and all of the Cullens were there and even Cody was there. Once I saw everyone I just broke down and started crying. They knew what I was crying about even if they couldn't read my mind. Once I stopped crying we started talking like everything was normal and I was happy I didn't want to talke about it. That was in the past and I didn't want to go back and visit it.
I stayed 4 days in the hospital and then I went back home. It was great being back accueil I was finally getting some rest but not goos enough because I kept having night mares of that horribly night over and over every night and it was drivig me crazy. I finally stopped having the night mares when one of the cullens ou Cody was with. Once I finally started getting good sleep I was sleeping all the time, and man was it great. My shoulder was bandage and in a fronde for the time being. I didn't know when I could take it out of the fronde ou bandage but I knew the time would come.
Cody and I went back to school a week later and I got a lot of weird looks and people that I didn't know ask me How are you, and I would just reply fine. It was weird. I finally went back to see all of my swim Friends and they all gave me hugs while they were wet. I didn't relize how much I missed them till I saw them.