In the Normal World
A/N Edward has not been introduced yet.
Chapter 1
I never planned to say goodbye to my mother, not at this stage. I always thought I’d live with her till I was older. But now that I’m standing in her embrace at the Arizona airport , that statement could mean nothing plus than me actually getting to my fathers.
My father Charlie lives in Forks, where he still lives in the very house that his marriage between him and my mother failed, and where I was born. I'd had to turn to my father after living with my mother had become difficult on her new marriage.
Charlie picked me up in his police cruiser; I never thought I could be plus embarrassed until he decided to turn on the lights on the main road. I should've known that he would have told all the townsfolk that I was coming, and that this was the signal to all rush over and hover over the mysterious chief’s daughter.
I remember being here when I was young, it was finally after my 12th birthday I decided that I didn’t want to keep coming back, but that didn’t stop my father. But after all this time, I never forgot my way around and the way home, I guess I should still call Fork my home.
I expected Charlie to turn left into the main road the lead to our street, but he continued down the road, ahead the old road sign I remember, it read "La Push".
"Ahh, dad, why are we going to La push?" I a dit curious.
"Oh sorry, I forgot to tell you, Billy Black, toi remember him right? Well he has a present for toi from him and I, to welcome toi back home" I remembered Billy black , and his two twin daughters, Rebecca and Rachel. Every time Charlie came over to watch the super ball he expected me to play with them, but they always stuck they tongues at me and told me to go away, they twins had each other and that was the way they liked it. I never really got to meet his son Jacob from what I remember.
"Oh ok," I a dit thoughtful.
We drove into the gravel driveway of the small red grange house that consists in all my memories of Forks. It was just like I remembered; it was like I never left, never aged a day. The only things that had changed was that two little girls were no longer rushing out the front door to hug "uncle Charlie"
"Billy!" dad called , the echo quickly ran into the depth of the house.
I glided out the cruiser, watching my step, afraid that with my luck that I may fall on the gravel, I was that hopeless that I took every precaution on all forms of terrain.
A young boy came to the door, and opens it, offering us inside.
He had long black hair that was silky down to his mid waist, he was really broad , tall, and handsome. I tried not to blush, but I failed badly.
"Hey Bella, I’m Jacob, we used to make mud-pies together" He was the son I hardly remembered I guessed.
Mudpies?... Now I remember, ha-ha, gosh, my little Jacob. He a dit that my mud-pie tasted like dirt not mud so I chucked a sook and he told me to grow up. It's funny, even at that age he was still much plus mature then me.
"Hey Jacob, it’s been a long time" I gave him a quick hug, but he gave me deep tight squeeze awkwardly, it caught me off guard.
"Hey umm,I need your help with cooking dinner, can toi help me?" Jacob asked sheepishly, it sounded plus like he was begging me. When I lived in Arizona, I was the cook, so I quickly accepted.
"Sure, what’s on the menu?" I joked, Jacob laughed plus than I expected, perhaps out of relief.
"Umm, I don't know yet, that’s what I needed your help with, and well to help me cook it, and maybe serve it" he looked down at me with baby dog eyes.
"So you've never cooked Dinner?"
"No, we've survived off Harry Clearwater’s homemade poisson Fry, and well, two minute noodles, salut did toi know that those noodles don’t take two minutes but four!" He admitted with a guilty as charged face. I must admit too, that this face I instantly loved.
"ha-ha ok sure"
At around 6:30pm , Jacob and I called Billy and Charlie to the table, tableau for steak and vegies. It was simple and well we couldn’t screw it up.
Charlie wheeled Billy to the table, which stunned me; Jacob had filled me in during out preparation time.
Billy had a tragic car collide that damaged his spine, making him live in that chair for the rest of his life. I pitied him, but when I saw him I thought I shouldn’t, because Billy looked as happy and as full of life then I remember him last.
During the cutting of chewy steak, Billy came forth and spoke; "So Bella, I bet you’re curious on what your welcoming gift is?"
I stopped, I had almost forgot about my present. Now that he brought it up again, it made me nervous.
"Ahh yeah?"
"Well after dinner, Jacob will montrer toi to it" He a dit through a mouthful of carrot and corn.
"It's outside?" I asked.
"Oh yeah, well its kinda large, I couldn’t fix it in a box" he winked my way.
I set my couteau and fork down to my empty plate, I looked up at Jacob, who had polished his off about ten minutes earlier.
He stood up and gently took my hand. His hand was warm on mine, I liked it plus than I should had.
He led me outside into the massive backyard. In the distance their old garage became into focus through the darkness and the bucketing rain. He chuckled and began to run, dragging me behind. Making him laugh harder.
"Jacob , stop , I can run well.." I said, sounding like a damsel in distress.
He laughed even harder, he was almost chocking, he stopped and in a moment lifted me onto his back, and I straight away felt like a rag doll.
I gasped at his actions. But I wouldn't fight, I liked it. He was so warm. I would imagined steam searing of his skins. His smell was mouth watering. I just wrapped my arms around him. He stopped and clutched my hands for a second. Then ran ahead again, in the mud and the heavy pouring rain.
I never thought I would be smiling this much the same jour I left my mum and came back to gloomy Forks.
We reached the old shed, with a swinging dim lamp hanging in the centre of the room; it was an old lamp that still had the pull string.
He glided me off like a piece of light fabric. With the tin roof I heard rain drops fall onto the roof like we are a gun firing range. I should've have remembered that Forks has the most rain in the western peninsular. Jacob tugged me in front of him, clutching my hand again, Jacob was starting to feel like my best friend again, it felt utterly right to me.
Jacob raised his arm and extending his pointing finger and indicated to a shade in the corner of the shed. It was dark; I struggled to see what he was pointing towards. I looked back at him confused, he only smiled. I returned it back not sure what he was up to.
He started to pace towards it, once again dragging me behind. When I finally realized what he looking at I saw a red truck under a blue blanket.
"This is your new car, if toi want it of course"
“Oh My God, this is my welcoming present? Oh my gosh! I cannot believe, it’s great, I really l’amour it Jacob thank you!”
I jumped into the driver’s seat. Looking at the old interiors. This made me l’amour it more. . .
"Do toi like it?" He a dit curious, but scared.
"Do I ever? I l’amour it! This is the best, gee thanks so much “I said, and par accident , leaping into another hug.
A/N Edward has not been introduced yet.
Chapter 1
I never planned to say goodbye to my mother, not at this stage. I always thought I’d live with her till I was older. But now that I’m standing in her embrace at the Arizona airport , that statement could mean nothing plus than me actually getting to my fathers.
My father Charlie lives in Forks, where he still lives in the very house that his marriage between him and my mother failed, and where I was born. I'd had to turn to my father after living with my mother had become difficult on her new marriage.
Charlie picked me up in his police cruiser; I never thought I could be plus embarrassed until he decided to turn on the lights on the main road. I should've known that he would have told all the townsfolk that I was coming, and that this was the signal to all rush over and hover over the mysterious chief’s daughter.
I remember being here when I was young, it was finally after my 12th birthday I decided that I didn’t want to keep coming back, but that didn’t stop my father. But after all this time, I never forgot my way around and the way home, I guess I should still call Fork my home.
I expected Charlie to turn left into the main road the lead to our street, but he continued down the road, ahead the old road sign I remember, it read "La Push".
"Ahh, dad, why are we going to La push?" I a dit curious.
"Oh sorry, I forgot to tell you, Billy Black, toi remember him right? Well he has a present for toi from him and I, to welcome toi back home" I remembered Billy black , and his two twin daughters, Rebecca and Rachel. Every time Charlie came over to watch the super ball he expected me to play with them, but they always stuck they tongues at me and told me to go away, they twins had each other and that was the way they liked it. I never really got to meet his son Jacob from what I remember.
"Oh ok," I a dit thoughtful.
We drove into the gravel driveway of the small red grange house that consists in all my memories of Forks. It was just like I remembered; it was like I never left, never aged a day. The only things that had changed was that two little girls were no longer rushing out the front door to hug "uncle Charlie"
"Billy!" dad called , the echo quickly ran into the depth of the house.
I glided out the cruiser, watching my step, afraid that with my luck that I may fall on the gravel, I was that hopeless that I took every precaution on all forms of terrain.
A young boy came to the door, and opens it, offering us inside.
He had long black hair that was silky down to his mid waist, he was really broad , tall, and handsome. I tried not to blush, but I failed badly.
"Hey Bella, I’m Jacob, we used to make mud-pies together" He was the son I hardly remembered I guessed.
Mudpies?... Now I remember, ha-ha, gosh, my little Jacob. He a dit that my mud-pie tasted like dirt not mud so I chucked a sook and he told me to grow up. It's funny, even at that age he was still much plus mature then me.
"Hey Jacob, it’s been a long time" I gave him a quick hug, but he gave me deep tight squeeze awkwardly, it caught me off guard.
"Hey umm,I need your help with cooking dinner, can toi help me?" Jacob asked sheepishly, it sounded plus like he was begging me. When I lived in Arizona, I was the cook, so I quickly accepted.
"Sure, what’s on the menu?" I joked, Jacob laughed plus than I expected, perhaps out of relief.
"Umm, I don't know yet, that’s what I needed your help with, and well to help me cook it, and maybe serve it" he looked down at me with baby dog eyes.
"So you've never cooked Dinner?"
"No, we've survived off Harry Clearwater’s homemade poisson Fry, and well, two minute noodles, salut did toi know that those noodles don’t take two minutes but four!" He admitted with a guilty as charged face. I must admit too, that this face I instantly loved.
"ha-ha ok sure"
At around 6:30pm , Jacob and I called Billy and Charlie to the table, tableau for steak and vegies. It was simple and well we couldn’t screw it up.
Charlie wheeled Billy to the table, which stunned me; Jacob had filled me in during out preparation time.
Billy had a tragic car collide that damaged his spine, making him live in that chair for the rest of his life. I pitied him, but when I saw him I thought I shouldn’t, because Billy looked as happy and as full of life then I remember him last.
During the cutting of chewy steak, Billy came forth and spoke; "So Bella, I bet you’re curious on what your welcoming gift is?"
I stopped, I had almost forgot about my present. Now that he brought it up again, it made me nervous.
"Ahh yeah?"
"Well after dinner, Jacob will montrer toi to it" He a dit through a mouthful of carrot and corn.
"It's outside?" I asked.
"Oh yeah, well its kinda large, I couldn’t fix it in a box" he winked my way.
I set my couteau and fork down to my empty plate, I looked up at Jacob, who had polished his off about ten minutes earlier.
He stood up and gently took my hand. His hand was warm on mine, I liked it plus than I should had.
He led me outside into the massive backyard. In the distance their old garage became into focus through the darkness and the bucketing rain. He chuckled and began to run, dragging me behind. Making him laugh harder.
"Jacob , stop , I can run well.." I said, sounding like a damsel in distress.
He laughed even harder, he was almost chocking, he stopped and in a moment lifted me onto his back, and I straight away felt like a rag doll.
I gasped at his actions. But I wouldn't fight, I liked it. He was so warm. I would imagined steam searing of his skins. His smell was mouth watering. I just wrapped my arms around him. He stopped and clutched my hands for a second. Then ran ahead again, in the mud and the heavy pouring rain.
I never thought I would be smiling this much the same jour I left my mum and came back to gloomy Forks.
We reached the old shed, with a swinging dim lamp hanging in the centre of the room; it was an old lamp that still had the pull string.
He glided me off like a piece of light fabric. With the tin roof I heard rain drops fall onto the roof like we are a gun firing range. I should've have remembered that Forks has the most rain in the western peninsular. Jacob tugged me in front of him, clutching my hand again, Jacob was starting to feel like my best friend again, it felt utterly right to me.
Jacob raised his arm and extending his pointing finger and indicated to a shade in the corner of the shed. It was dark; I struggled to see what he was pointing towards. I looked back at him confused, he only smiled. I returned it back not sure what he was up to.
He started to pace towards it, once again dragging me behind. When I finally realized what he looking at I saw a red truck under a blue blanket.
"This is your new car, if toi want it of course"
“Oh My God, this is my welcoming present? Oh my gosh! I cannot believe, it’s great, I really l’amour it Jacob thank you!”
I jumped into the driver’s seat. Looking at the old interiors. This made me l’amour it more. . .
"Do toi like it?" He a dit curious, but scared.
"Do I ever? I l’amour it! This is the best, gee thanks so much “I said, and par accident , leaping into another hug.
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and agneau
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What toi are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What toi are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What toi are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and agneau
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What toi are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What toi are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What toi are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your l’amour I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take toi out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your l’amour I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your l’amour I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your l’amour I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take toi out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your l’amour I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your l’amour I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what toi won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
toi barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let toi talk me
Won’t let toi talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what toi won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
toi barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let toi talk me
Won’t let toi talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
When the thorn buisson, bush turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back accueil with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As toi watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear toi calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come accueil how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back accueil with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As toi watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear toi calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come accueil how will I ever leave