It was not a plasent jour when I woke up at lunch. My hand was killing me and I felt bad for getting mad at Jacob. I know sooner ou later I would have to talk about to some body, I am just not that good on sharing my feelings. I would just rather keep them to myself. I heard people talking in the kitchen, it sounded like Charlie was over. Great, that is all that I need. I liked Charlie but he didn't know any of the secrets, so I would need to lie. I got mad and punched a brick wall? Um, that one would work, unless they already told them. I could here them talking about what happen last night. Charlie a dit something like, "well now Jake knows what it feels like to be in Bella's sitution." Emmett a dit " He had it coming to him all along". Well I warned him not to say anything like "I l’amour toi like a sister" a dit Jasper. I got up and walked into the cuisine and acted like I didn't hear a thing. salut Charlie. salut Zoe, what did toi do to your wrist? I punched a brick wall. Ouch, what for? Oh, I got mad. Oh okay, he a dit with a weird grin on his face. Carisle can I have some plus of that medicine from last night but WITHOUT the sleepy drug in there. Yeah, toi could taste that? Yes sir, i a dit with a grin of my face. I grabbed some Captin' Crunch and a glass of lait adn went to the living room and turned on the tv. It was really hard since I broke my right wrist and knuckles. Emmett was sitting on the couch, so I sat par him. salut Emmett! salut Zoey, how are toi feeling? Fine, how about you? Haha your asking a me how I feel? I not the one who punched a warewolf in the chest. Ha ha, very funny Emmett. He was flipping way to fast for me to tell what he station he was on. Emmett. Yeah? Can I aske toi a question, don't laugh? Okay, shoot. Is Jake okay? He snickered and then I look at him with a frown on my face. Sorry, he is fine, feels bad for you, but he is fine. Why? I feel bad for punching him. Don't, he had it coming. Then we just sat there quietly watching Popeye the Sailor Man. Our favori cartoon. We watched 2 episodes and then Charlie left. Nessie came over and sat in my lap. Her skin gave me some chill bumps. Edward walked in the room and a dit " Alice needs to talk to toi Zoe". Ugh, I have been dreading this all day. Okay, so I put Nessie in Emmett's lap and got up and then walked into the kitchen. Alice and Bella were sitting in the kitchen. Let me guess, ya'll want to talk about what happen last night? toi are correct, a dit Alice. Bella just noded. Why ya'll all vamps ( what I called them when I was mad) ya'll heard it all. Yes, but we know it helps for a human to talk about there prblems, a dit Bella. ReallY, I never did and look how I turned out. Right, well we are going to sit down and talk about your problem. a dit Alice. No, its embressering! Everyone in this house is a vamp, they can here! I the only human in this house, so do I really have to share my feelings? Its weird, I have already seen Bella practically make out with Jacob TWICE! I am sorry toi had to see that. Wait, toi seen us twice? When where? At Jacob's house, when toi punched him and then when he a dit he was gonna go die cause toi picked Edward. It was gross, sorta. Oh, so toi wished it was toi instead of Bella he was kissing? Yes, I mean no! So toi did wish he that he did Kiss you, a dit Bella. Yes, a little bit, but that is because I have umm never kissed a boy before. I looked down at my cast. So, Collin didn't Kiss yesterday? No, why did toi tell them to tell me that I would look hot i a bikini? No we did not, Bella a dit speaking for both of them. How come toi like Jake? I don't know, just the first jour I saw him. I thouht he was cute and his accent! He doesn't have an accent. Yes he does, I am from the south, I know what I am talking about. Did Jasper ever have an southern accent. Yes, but off the subject! a dit Alice. Ugh, can I get something to eat while we do this? Yes, toi want Edward to make toi somehting, a dit Bella. In here while we are talking? No thanks I a dit quickly after the question. I grabbed me some cacahuète, arachide beurre crackers and a Red taureau, bull out of the fridge and listen to them talk, to them in and out every now and then. Alice was saying " Why do toi drink those Red Bulls?" There really good, there like nourriture to me as blood is to ya'll. Gross Bella said. They make your cœur, coeur beat really fast, toi know that? Yeah, its nice! Okay, we're done talking to you, go back to watching dessins animés with Emmett and Nessie. Yay, thanks! I walked to the living room and sat on the canapé my Emmett. Did toi ever think of doing plus then s’embrasser toi know who? a dit Emmmett. Emmett, that is so gross. I am only 16! So drop it, I said. Your no fun a dit Emmett. Emmett a dit "You know your cœur, coeur is beating faster than Nessie's heart?" Nope. Nessie got in my lap and put her hand on my neck to montrer me what happen last night and ask why Jake wasn't here today. Well, I got in fight with him and he just giving me a couple of days to cool off. Right has I finished that sentence someone knocked on the door. Well speak of the devil, I a dit in my mind. Edward kind of glared at me when I thought that. I knew who was at the door. I didn't have to turm around. He couldn't stay away from Nessie for 2 days. He came and sat right suivant to me and held Nessie. I started to get up but he put his hand on my shoulder, I tried to shake it off then he used some strength. Emmett started to get up but Jasper and Edward looked at him, so he sat back down. toi already down anough Jake, let go. He let go, I grabbed my Red taureau, bull and took off up stairs. Well he followed. Edward please let Emmett kick the snott out this loser beside me. I looked over and he just shook his head at me. I went to my room he open the door for me, it annoyed me so bad. I plopped down on my lit and stuck my headphones in. He pulled them out. What is your problem? Look, I am sorry that toi got upset and punched me. I feel rally bad. Jake said. Fine, im sorry i punched you, but toi had it cominig i muttered under my breathe. Yeah, I know. Collin told me to tell toi that he might and try to come over later tonight. His parents are pretty tough on him about the whole spending the night out. Okay, uh thanks. Well if toi see him tell I will be waiting. I now toi don't like him, but he is the first guy that had ever liked me, please don't ruin it! Oh, okay, are toi sure though?? No, but I will find out if he is bad for me. Its not the freaky imprinting thing is it?? i a dit with a scared tone. No, I dont think it is, he would have done it par now. Oh, okay thanks. toi wanna go back down stairs? He asked. Sure, I will be down there in a minute. Then all of he leaned over me and started s’embrasser me on the lips! We kissed for like a minute, so we kinda made out, I guess. It was not like what i was expecting. It was great. I was so happy. Zoey toi know for that to be your first kiss, it was very good. Uh thanks, I think. So I got off the lit and practically danced down stairs. Then I saw Nessie and went straight back up stairs. I pulled him back up to my room with me. Jake, why did toi Kiss me? You're in l’amour with Nessie! I know, but when I heard toi had never been kissed, I asked Edward and he a dit it would be okay. Okay, but lets not tell hwe when she is older please she is stronger then me and she would rip me to peices! :Oh, don't worry. I won't, if toi won't." a dit Jake. Okay, so i hugged him and a dit lets just be friends. He hugged me back and a dit great idea. So I walked down stairs this time. I was still happy as ever. That made my life. I felt kinda bad for s’embrasser Jake back. I just kept going over and over in my mind. Zoey please control toi thoughts, a dit Edward. Sorry, I'm only human. Jake played with Nessie, than Nessie had to go to bed. Jake left with Bella, Edward and, Nessie. Then it was just me sittin on the canapé all alone. I waited for hours what seem like. It was 2am, I thought I would just sleep on the couch. He never came. Oh well, he would have probably been mad that Jake kissed me.