Preseny day
How did toi control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and a dit It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how toi and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I l’amour you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I l’amour toi always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands par me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did toi stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near par meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my cœur, coeur was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a an after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle toi must have been cœur, coeur broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice a dit in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the arbre par the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That toi were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when toi snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince toi to déplacer on. That it was ok to déplacer on and l’amour someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? ou just not the convincing toi had in mind Dinah a dit with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.
How did toi control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and a dit It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how toi and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I l’amour you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I l’amour toi always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands par me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did toi stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near par meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my cœur, coeur was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a an after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle toi must have been cœur, coeur broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice a dit in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the arbre par the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That toi were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when toi snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince toi to déplacer on. That it was ok to déplacer on and l’amour someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? ou just not the convincing toi had in mind Dinah a dit with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.
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I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in plus danger I feel plus in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to déplacer arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it ou just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are sûr, sans danger and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen ou what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in plus danger I feel plus in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to déplacer arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it ou just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are sûr, sans danger and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen ou what people think about us.
I think
While I was trying to sleep I couldn't help feel excited about Breaking Dawn and remember the theories I read throughout the day. Then, I remembered the thing about dear Alice having Lost all memory of being human. This led me to believe (since her lover was a vamp. right? ou something like that.) that maybe Alice actualy wanted to become a vampire.
As a penalty ou something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a aléatoire (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
As a penalty ou something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a aléatoire (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'