Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came par to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to toi first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. ou about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want toi back, I still l’amour you. I see how much I need toi now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want toi though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't toi see how much you're hurting him? I know I l’amour you, but toi chose him, so toi should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and toi apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. toi are too bad for me, and I really don't want toi anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I l’amour you."
"But, I don't l’amour you, not anymore."
She looked down, plus tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to emballage, wrap my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant plus to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are toi okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind lire thing."
"Mind lire thing?.... Oh, toi mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if toi don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if toi can forgive me, I don't like having toi mad at me. I want to tell toi how much toi really mean to me, but I don't want toi to leave, I don't want toi to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even toi I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know toi think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure toi won't really have it until you're a vampire, if toi become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, toi didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. toi on the other hand, toi didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means plus to me than Bella did. I think that is plus than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, toi should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do toi still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in l’amour with you, and I never want toi to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do toi want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make toi some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since toi make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. toi are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I a dit cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to toi Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I l’amour to shop, maybe I can get toi a present, since I l’amour toi and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for toi too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she a dit jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
"I just came par to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to toi first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. ou about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want toi back, I still l’amour you. I see how much I need toi now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want toi though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't toi see how much you're hurting him? I know I l’amour you, but toi chose him, so toi should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and toi apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. toi are too bad for me, and I really don't want toi anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I l’amour you."
"But, I don't l’amour you, not anymore."
She looked down, plus tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to emballage, wrap my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant plus to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are toi okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind lire thing."
"Mind lire thing?.... Oh, toi mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if toi don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if toi can forgive me, I don't like having toi mad at me. I want to tell toi how much toi really mean to me, but I don't want toi to leave, I don't want toi to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even toi I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know toi think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure toi won't really have it until you're a vampire, if toi become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, toi didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. toi on the other hand, toi didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means plus to me than Bella did. I think that is plus than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, toi should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do toi still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in l’amour with you, and I never want toi to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do toi want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make toi some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since toi make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. toi are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I a dit cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to toi Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I l’amour to shop, maybe I can get toi a present, since I l’amour toi and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for toi too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she a dit jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
Bella is a very quiet girl who is hard to figure out.
Then she meets Edward . He could figure out
anyone exept Bella . But he knows he will l’amour her
forever.But he is not the only one who loves her.
Wearwolf Taylor Lautner A.K.A Jacob likes her to.
But she ends up picking Edward.In Breaking Dawn
part 1 Bella merries Edward .While she is on her
honey moon with Edward she figures she is pregnet .Every seconde the baby grows inside she
is dieing . Then when she gave birth she died . Then in Breaking Dawn part 2 she becomes a
vampire
Then she meets Edward . He could figure out
anyone exept Bella . But he knows he will l’amour her
forever.But he is not the only one who loves her.
Wearwolf Taylor Lautner A.K.A Jacob likes her to.
But she ends up picking Edward.In Breaking Dawn
part 1 Bella merries Edward .While she is on her
honey moon with Edward she figures she is pregnet .Every seconde the baby grows inside she
is dieing . Then when she gave birth she died . Then in Breaking Dawn part 2 she becomes a
vampire