Chapter 17: Less Worry - plus Sun.

This is a small book i am écriture about the life of Renesmee cullen after (Breaking Dawn) It is in he rpoint of view for almost the whole time (with a few exceptions) I suggest starting from chapter 1 to get the full impact and information (:

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Chapter 17: Less Worry - plus Sun.

I watched the towns pass below me, observing the mass amounts of builidings and ant sized people. The plane shook lightly, although i barley noticed it. I was quite used to traveling on short notices par now. I started to wonder, if maybe i was supposed to go to Italy, and this is interupting the path. Then again, things must happen for a reason. But on the other hand, i wasn't natural. I am not supposed to exsist. The truth, that Jacob will simply just not accept, is that i am a vampire. Well, partialy. But he only seems to want to see the human part, so i let him belive that. Every now and then i must tell him that i am not only human, and he'll just deny it. I sighed.

"It's just disaster after disaster" I whispered to Jacob who was silently watching my gaze.

"Well" He a dit quietly back "This isn't so bad" He a dit smiling

"Since when is a sadistic group of royals trying to kill me not bad?" i asked in a confused tone.

He grimaced at the truth, "I meant time alone" he a dit smiling at my confusion.

"Oh.. Yes, i guess this isn't bad" I a dit leaning closer to him.

"Renesmee?" His voice was plus solem now

"Mmhm?"

"Were you- were toi honestly thinking about going to Italy. toi seemed so sure of yourself back at the house, like there was nothing to worry about. Then again your judgment of danger isn't quite.. normal."

"Newsflash Jacob, I'm not normal" I sighed "But, yes. I was"

He nodded without a word. I knew it meant he would pay plus attention though. I unlocked my eyes from the window and analyzed my surroundings. I noticed on the other side of us was a small toddler, yelling about and loling around. suivant to the small boy was his frustated mother, attempting to calm him down yet not succeeding.

Her orginaly professional, perfect bun that sat on her head was now a messy bunch of hair, and her perfect red lips were now smudged. Behind her sat a older man. He looked quite annoyed at the toddlers disturbing scene.

His eyes drooped, just a tiny bit as if he had been woken up from a nap. A small african-american lady sat suivant to him, yet didn't acknolodge the disturbance at all. She was staring aimlessly into space. I wondered what she was thinking about. I looked back at where the mother sat, except this time the siège was empty, i searched for her. It only took me a moment to realise she was franticly searching for her son. She called his name a couple times;

"Jeffery, Jeffery!" I noticed everyone was now engaged in the search. Although each didn't budge from their seats. I looked at the back, searching wondereslly as well. Then inbetween the curtains that seperated areas, somthing caught my eye. I saw a small foot peak out from the area covered with curtains.

Remembering how i used to worry everybody when i was smaller. I would hide in the corners between rooms, so quietly that nobody would notice. But playing hide and go seek with a vampire wasn't very easy, they usualy found me within a few moments. I carefully got up,

"I'll be right back" I shuffled my way down the aisle before Jacob could ask where i was going. I dissapeard behind the curtain, then a small voice startled me;

"Boo!"

I turned to where i heard the sound escape from. And there in the corner hid a little boy, no plus then three years of age. He stared at me with a sheepish smile. He had bright blue eyes, like his mother and blonde hair. I knelt down beside him;

"What's your name?" I asked lightly, smiling back at him.

"Im jweffy!" He replied enthusiasticly. "Iwm one..two..three!" He held up three small fingers to match his words.

I smiled. I started to wonder about this boy, what he was like. If he had a father, where he lives.. I sighed, i get interested in people too much. They fasincate me. After being around vampires and Werewolfes all your life, humans are quite extrodinary and almost predictable.

"Well Jeffery, maybe we should get back to your mom so she isn't worried?"

He smiled nodding "Wets Gwo!" He a dit giggling, i couldn't help but smile.He carefully stood up on his little feet and took hold of my hand.

Just as he did i saw an image flash through my mind, It was a replay of the little boy looking up at his mother. I imeditely recoiled my hand, and the image flashed away once I had. I let him follow me out to his seat. I was dazed for a moment, wondering what i had seen. Surely it had to be my mind wondering.. I did have vivid dreams.. His wonderess eyes looked up at me, confused.

And i was sure mine were just the same. I let him follow me out towards the aisle
I saw his frantic mother, talking to one of the stuartess. She was describing her son to the lady, but she only shook her head. Her panic look, flashed to relife when she saw me bringing her sonback to her.

"Mommy!" He exclaimed running towards her.
She looked at me, smiling in relife. "Thank-you" She mouthed. I nodded my head polietly, eyes still dazed and confused. A thousand things went through my mind, mostly questions; How did that happen? How did i do that? Was that a vision?. The biggest question was What was that?

I silently sat back down in my seat, watching the reuniting of the child and mother. It was just like i had seen moments ago. Jacob noticed my expression before i had time to smooth it out;

"Renesmee what's wrong?" His urgent voice to slient for anyone but myself to hear

I looked back at him as i tried to think of it myself "I don't know.."

He eyed me cautiously, then let it go. He noticed i wasn't in any danger. I decided to let it go myself, it was most likely just my imagination running wild; ou so i hoped.

I stared back out the window as the large plane stopped at a smooth hault. When the time came, i stood up carefully as Jacob led me out the plane.
I felt the warm, humid air brush against my face. It was different, plus then forks that is.

Although warm and comforting it had an uncomfortable edge to it, yet it didn't bother me. Jacob took a hold of my hand, leading me throughout the airport. There was a sudden realisation that come over me, the realisation that if the Volturi were to go to Forks and not find me, all hell would break lose.

This is when i decided i would find a way to get to Italy. I would find out how to sneak past Jacob and get on a flight. I looked up at him, his face urgent. Had he noticed me scanning the flights. As soon as i looked foward pulling him closer to the exit, he calmed.
I secretly paid attention to the details. How long each flight was, how crowded the floors were. I watched for bathrooms and nourriture stands. I took note of every escalator and staircase. I secretly and silently prepared myself for what was to be.

After making a mental note of all of this, i decided the only way to not make Jacob suspicious and manage getting away without Alice seeing it, Was to stay with Jacob almost the whole time. And, when time comes, make a last mintue decision to escape.

I Looked up at Jacob once more. His eyes were wondering about. Probaly anyalizing the building for the same reason i was; For when i was to leave. This would make it plus difficult, but yet it would still be easy to mantain an easy charade. He suddenly looked down as we exited the building;

"Nessie?" Jacob asked in a soft voice

"Yes?" I responded

"Please - Don't leave, please." I heard him plead quietly.

I was silent. I was silent because i could not promise him this, instead i just simply nodded, acknowleging his staement. He sighed, his jaw plus ridgid;

"Then I'll just have to stop you.."

"You sound confident"

He flashed me a grin "Because i am"

I grimaced at his confidence. He knew meh all too well, and i couldn't lie to him. I had a feeling that he would be keeping a close eye on me, not letting me slip out of his sight. I felt almost guilty doing this to him, but Jacob would never even consider letting me go. I will do this to protect all of them. I knew to Jacob this sounded unreasonable and ridiculous, but he dosn't know what it's like to live with a family that have risked thier lives for toi over and over and expect nothing in return. I want to be able to return that, even if it means risking my life.

"I Just don't want anyone to get hurt.." I a dit quietly

"Then don't go" He choked out.

"I won't try anything" I finaly promised. And that wasn't a lie. I wouldn't try anything. I would do it and succeed. I sighed at the meaning behind my own words, knowing that he wouldn't understand. One part of me wanted to tell him to stop me, while the other told it to keep shut. And so i did, keep shut that is. Jacob looked down at my anxious face and sighed;

"I'm glad i took toi to florida" He a dit staring out at the sky.

"And why is that?" I asked confused par the many possible answers

"Because..You need less worry and plus sun, forks has really brought toi down"

I smiled and nudged him playfully.