John Winchester, is pretty much like Dumbledore in this fandom. His curse was that he understood too much. he was too wise, too broken and too strong.
Everyone keep saying that John was a bad father because he introduced his sons into this life. but guess what?! he didn't! he didn't introduced them to this life, they were already a part of this life. They were meant to be.
As that Cupid said, It was a big deal getting Mary and John to fall in l’amour so that Sam and Dean are born to be Lucifer and Micheal's vessels to fulfill destiny of this world, the apocalypse, God's plan.
Even though John didn't know about the apocalypse, he was smart. Hell! he was the smartest person ever! he got into this life after the age of... what? twenty five? thirty? and he was still the best hunter there was! and that means beating a huge sum of hunters born into this life. He was great at joining dots and planning hunt so swift, so neat, so perfect.
So when John dug into find the reason behind his wife suddenly burning up on the ceiling of his six mois old son's room, he found out that his was not the only case there was. And that there was something bigger going on than he had imagined and his wife was just an offering to the way of it and his son, Sam was a part of it. and there was no way out.
John was wise enough to know he could not out run it so he stayed and learned to fight. He never knew what hunting really meant until he was way too deep in it. When the l’amour of his life burned in a strange feu on the ceiling, he was freaked out, he had no way of knowing what had happened, he had no idea how to fight it, how to save his family. He was helpless as fuck.
He didn't want to feel that unprepared ou helpless ever again. He didn't want his sons ever having to feel that unprepared ou helpless ever in their lives. So he made sure that his sons we ready for whatever comes their way, ready to protect themselves and their loved ones, stronger than he ever was.
because he knew it will come their way and there was nothing he could do to stop it, all he could do was to make sure that they were ready for it when it does.
John never had a father to montrer him how it was supposed to be like. He just did the best he could.
He went to hell to be tortured par demons with personal agenda against him for the rest of the eternity, just so Dean could leave a little longer.
Don't toi get it?! it's not just going to hell for his son. It was plus than that. Killing Azazel was all his life was about, his entire existence was about, not just for revenge but to make to sure that no other family has to go through what his family did, ever again. It was John's obsession. Just Sam is Dean's obsession (Sam and Dean's bromance is awesome and but it's not normal, it's plus than love, It is obsession).
But John gave it all up for his son, he gave up his one chance at killing Azazel right there, John didn't just went to hell for his son, he begged in front of Azazel, begged for death so his son could live. That naked defeat! It wasn't just giving up his obsession of twenty one years, it was bending his moral compass! The humiliation! When he knew Azazel was gonna kill plus people, destroy plus families but just so Dean could have another chance at life.
Yes Bobby a dit John wasn't a good father and that he, Bobby wouldn't have chosen this life for the boys, but he didn't understand that John didn't either. John didn't choose this life for his sons, he never had a choice. This was their life, their destiny, John just made sure they were ready to take it head on. And from where I see it, he did an incredible job at it.
Yes John let Dean, raise Sam but it was only because he, himself was too busy trying to figure out way to save them from their own terrible fate, maybe killing Azazel, killing the demon who started all this, would stop all this. So maybe, just maybe his sons wouldn't have to go through what he had always known, feared, they were gonna have to go through.
He couldn't save Sam and Dean from this life but he could save Adam, so he did. John wasn't a bad father ou a bad person, he was a very good person that bad things had happened to.
Everyone keep saying that John was a bad father because he introduced his sons into this life. but guess what?! he didn't! he didn't introduced them to this life, they were already a part of this life. They were meant to be.
As that Cupid said, It was a big deal getting Mary and John to fall in l’amour so that Sam and Dean are born to be Lucifer and Micheal's vessels to fulfill destiny of this world, the apocalypse, God's plan.
Even though John didn't know about the apocalypse, he was smart. Hell! he was the smartest person ever! he got into this life after the age of... what? twenty five? thirty? and he was still the best hunter there was! and that means beating a huge sum of hunters born into this life. He was great at joining dots and planning hunt so swift, so neat, so perfect.
So when John dug into find the reason behind his wife suddenly burning up on the ceiling of his six mois old son's room, he found out that his was not the only case there was. And that there was something bigger going on than he had imagined and his wife was just an offering to the way of it and his son, Sam was a part of it. and there was no way out.
John was wise enough to know he could not out run it so he stayed and learned to fight. He never knew what hunting really meant until he was way too deep in it. When the l’amour of his life burned in a strange feu on the ceiling, he was freaked out, he had no way of knowing what had happened, he had no idea how to fight it, how to save his family. He was helpless as fuck.
He didn't want to feel that unprepared ou helpless ever again. He didn't want his sons ever having to feel that unprepared ou helpless ever in their lives. So he made sure that his sons we ready for whatever comes their way, ready to protect themselves and their loved ones, stronger than he ever was.
because he knew it will come their way and there was nothing he could do to stop it, all he could do was to make sure that they were ready for it when it does.
John never had a father to montrer him how it was supposed to be like. He just did the best he could.
He went to hell to be tortured par demons with personal agenda against him for the rest of the eternity, just so Dean could leave a little longer.
Don't toi get it?! it's not just going to hell for his son. It was plus than that. Killing Azazel was all his life was about, his entire existence was about, not just for revenge but to make to sure that no other family has to go through what his family did, ever again. It was John's obsession. Just Sam is Dean's obsession (Sam and Dean's bromance is awesome and but it's not normal, it's plus than love, It is obsession).
But John gave it all up for his son, he gave up his one chance at killing Azazel right there, John didn't just went to hell for his son, he begged in front of Azazel, begged for death so his son could live. That naked defeat! It wasn't just giving up his obsession of twenty one years, it was bending his moral compass! The humiliation! When he knew Azazel was gonna kill plus people, destroy plus families but just so Dean could have another chance at life.
Yes Bobby a dit John wasn't a good father and that he, Bobby wouldn't have chosen this life for the boys, but he didn't understand that John didn't either. John didn't choose this life for his sons, he never had a choice. This was their life, their destiny, John just made sure they were ready to take it head on. And from where I see it, he did an incredible job at it.
Yes John let Dean, raise Sam but it was only because he, himself was too busy trying to figure out way to save them from their own terrible fate, maybe killing Azazel, killing the demon who started all this, would stop all this. So maybe, just maybe his sons wouldn't have to go through what he had always known, feared, they were gonna have to go through.
He couldn't save Sam and Dean from this life but he could save Adam, so he did. John wasn't a bad father ou a bad person, he was a very good person that bad things had happened to.
Meg was browsing through the pages of Daphne’s book, hoping to find something that could prove Cas’ innocence. While she read she listened carefully to hear if Zoey was on her back yet.
Maybe everyone was awake again. After all, the building was full of staff. Meg wasn’t in prison, she was being held custody, until someone told her how long she’d be convicted.
So it was very assumable Zoey had been caught and thrown out. ou maybe she’s been arrested for trying to help Meg escape.
“Hello?!” Meg shouted to be sure.
No respond.
“Is anyone there?” Meg yelled.
Again no answer.
“Zoey!” Meg yelled again.
Complete silence.
“Okay, stay calm” Meg told herself. “Zoey’s just very confused and upset about the trial. She can only think about Alexia, so she forgot about me”
The other theory was that Zoey got killed, because she tried to help Cas.
Maybe everyone was awake again. After all, the building was full of staff. Meg wasn’t in prison, she was being held custody, until someone told her how long she’d be convicted.
So it was very assumable Zoey had been caught and thrown out. ou maybe she’s been arrested for trying to help Meg escape.
“Hello?!” Meg shouted to be sure.
No respond.
“Is anyone there?” Meg yelled.
Again no answer.
“Zoey!” Meg yelled again.
Complete silence.
“Okay, stay calm” Meg told herself. “Zoey’s just very confused and upset about the trial. She can only think about Alexia, so she forgot about me”
The other theory was that Zoey got killed, because she tried to help Cas.
The suivant morning.
Cas was sitting in the court room. The judge had sat down and ordered everyone to follow his example.
“The defendant may stand up”
Craig poked Cas to let him know he had to stand up.
“Castiel, you’ve been accused of pedophilia of the four an old Alexia Moore” the judge said.
“I didn’t do it” Cas a dit desperate. He searched the room to find Sam and Dean. They were in the back. Jo wasn’t there. Cas didn’t blame her. They didn’t know each other that well.
“There’s enough damning material to believe the opposite” Daphne’s attorney said.
That commentaire caused mixed reactions. On one side there were those people who believed Cas was guilty as charged and who wanted him convicted. On the other side there were those who thought he was innocent and they were not pleased with the words of the attorney.
“Silence” the judge a dit and he knocked with his hammer.
“Your honor, if toi allow me, I’d like to summon my first witness”
Cas was sitting in the court room. The judge had sat down and ordered everyone to follow his example.
“The defendant may stand up”
Craig poked Cas to let him know he had to stand up.
“Castiel, you’ve been accused of pedophilia of the four an old Alexia Moore” the judge said.
“I didn’t do it” Cas a dit desperate. He searched the room to find Sam and Dean. They were in the back. Jo wasn’t there. Cas didn’t blame her. They didn’t know each other that well.
“There’s enough damning material to believe the opposite” Daphne’s attorney said.
That commentaire caused mixed reactions. On one side there were those people who believed Cas was guilty as charged and who wanted him convicted. On the other side there were those who thought he was innocent and they were not pleased with the words of the attorney.
“Silence” the judge a dit and he knocked with his hammer.
“Your honor, if toi allow me, I’d like to summon my first witness”
The suivant morning.
Zoey was talking with the mortician, while Alexia was watching cartoons. At least Zoey was under the impression Alexia was watching cartoons. Until her little girl let out a shriek.
“Mommy!”
Zoey, scared something had happened to Alexia, jumped up and ran into the sitting room. Alexia was staring at the screen.
“Lex, what’s going on? toi almost gave mommy a cœur, coeur attack” Zoey a dit and swallowed a few times to calm down.
“Mommy, come look” Alexia a dit breathless. “Uncle Emmanuel is on TV”
Zoey rushed to the télévision and increased the volume.
“Last night the police arrested a man named Castiel for the abuse of a four an old girl” the newsreader said.
“Alexia, go play outside” Zoey a dit trembling.
“Why do they call him Castiel, mommy? His name’s Emmanuel” Alexia a dit confused.
“Now!” Zoey yelled and Alexia ran outside.
Zoey was talking with the mortician, while Alexia was watching cartoons. At least Zoey was under the impression Alexia was watching cartoons. Until her little girl let out a shriek.
“Mommy!”
Zoey, scared something had happened to Alexia, jumped up and ran into the sitting room. Alexia was staring at the screen.
“Lex, what’s going on? toi almost gave mommy a cœur, coeur attack” Zoey a dit and swallowed a few times to calm down.
“Mommy, come look” Alexia a dit breathless. “Uncle Emmanuel is on TV”
Zoey rushed to the télévision and increased the volume.
“Last night the police arrested a man named Castiel for the abuse of a four an old girl” the newsreader said.
“Alexia, go play outside” Zoey a dit trembling.
“Why do they call him Castiel, mommy? His name’s Emmanuel” Alexia a dit confused.
“Now!” Zoey yelled and Alexia ran outside.
The waitress walked through the back door. She was taking a break. She felt two eyes on her and looked aside.
Cas was staring at her.
“Hi” she said. She walked to him. “You were jouer la comédie strange earlier”
“I’m sorry” Cas mumbled. “You remind me of someone”
“Your girlfriend?” the waitress guessed.
Cas shook his head. “She wasn’t my girlfriend. She was my…”
“Sex buddy” the waitress helped. “I’m Lucy”
“I’m Cas” Cas said.
“Cas?” Lucy a dit intrigued. “That’s an uncommon name” She came closer to him and took his collar. She dragged him into one of the toilets and locked the door. She threw her arms around his neck and jumped in his arms. She kissed him and Cas forced her against the wall.
“Aaaahhh!” she exclaimed. She pushed Cas away and looked at him terrified.
“I’m sorry” Cas mumbled concerned.
“It’s okay” Lucy said, but Cas unlocked the door and ran away.
Cas was staring at her.
“Hi” she said. She walked to him. “You were jouer la comédie strange earlier”
“I’m sorry” Cas mumbled. “You remind me of someone”
“Your girlfriend?” the waitress guessed.
Cas shook his head. “She wasn’t my girlfriend. She was my…”
“Sex buddy” the waitress helped. “I’m Lucy”
“I’m Cas” Cas said.
“Cas?” Lucy a dit intrigued. “That’s an uncommon name” She came closer to him and took his collar. She dragged him into one of the toilets and locked the door. She threw her arms around his neck and jumped in his arms. She kissed him and Cas forced her against the wall.
“Aaaahhh!” she exclaimed. She pushed Cas away and looked at him terrified.
“I’m sorry” Cas mumbled concerned.
“It’s okay” Lucy said, but Cas unlocked the door and ran away.
Meg opened the door of a motel room and helped Cas inside. She guided him to the single lit and put him down. She gently pushed him down and he opened his eyes a little. She walked to the bathroom and dampened a towel.
She walked back into the room and sank down on the bed. Unlike Meg’s Cas’ clothes hadn’t been restored. Meg opened the ruined and bloodstained hospital chemise and dabbed his wounds with the towel.
Cas groaned from pain.
“You don’t have to do this” he a dit weak. “I will heal eventually”
“I know” Meg a dit absent-minded. She stared at Cas’ body. Even with all the cuts he still looked…jumpable.
“But thanks for the gesture” Cas a dit with a weak smile.
Meg continued nursing his injuries. “You know” she said. “If I was still human, I’d fall for you”
Cas gave her another weak smile, before he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
She walked back into the room and sank down on the bed. Unlike Meg’s Cas’ clothes hadn’t been restored. Meg opened the ruined and bloodstained hospital chemise and dabbed his wounds with the towel.
Cas groaned from pain.
“You don’t have to do this” he a dit weak. “I will heal eventually”
“I know” Meg a dit absent-minded. She stared at Cas’ body. Even with all the cuts he still looked…jumpable.
“But thanks for the gesture” Cas a dit with a weak smile.
Meg continued nursing his injuries. “You know” she said. “If I was still human, I’d fall for you”
Cas gave her another weak smile, before he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
The suivant morning
Cas opened the door of the house and helped Daphne inside. He guided her to the sitting room and put her gently down on the couch.
“You know, I’ve been thinking” Daphne said. “With toi around I don’t need a car. Makes things a lot cheaper”
“Can I get toi something?” Cas asked.
Daphne shook her head. “You’re here. That’s enough for now”
Cas wasn’t used to that much gratitude and he’d have to adjust to it.
“Actually” Daphne started. “Could toi give me the phone? I need to call the locksmith to tell him I won’t be needing his services after all. I gave Zoey her key back”
Cas smiled weak. “I’m glad toi made it up with each other”
Cas opened the door of the house and helped Daphne inside. He guided her to the sitting room and put her gently down on the couch.
“You know, I’ve been thinking” Daphne said. “With toi around I don’t need a car. Makes things a lot cheaper”
“Can I get toi something?” Cas asked.
Daphne shook her head. “You’re here. That’s enough for now”
Cas wasn’t used to that much gratitude and he’d have to adjust to it.
“Actually” Daphne started. “Could toi give me the phone? I need to call the locksmith to tell him I won’t be needing his services after all. I gave Zoey her key back”
Cas smiled weak. “I’m glad toi made it up with each other”
