I need to let this shit off...I just need to. This is also for the motherfuckers that don't know where I'm coming from with this. I am NOT a rich kid that gets whatever he wants whenever he wants. I'm almost the exact opposite of that crap. I need to explain how I got to the way I am...It won't be a very good autobiography, I'll keep it pretty short and sweet. This is all I know from vague ou not memories and other sources...
I was born in Chicago, Illinois. My mother was a teenage prostitute...and my father was a foreign exchange student from some fucking place in the U.K. Fuck if I know exactly where. I can remember the old house of that blonde whore's mother. My grandmother despised me with the passion of millions of Mel Gibsons. I was a mistake, and I think we know how I was conceived, now don't we? I stayed with them for two years before my mother gave me away, not to an adoption agency, but illegally to a family with enough problems. Allow me to explain what had happened to these people, their child had died in the womb late during the pregnancy, so they took me in to fill the void of the death. I did not have my own birth certificate, but they contacted their doctor and my godfather in Mexico, explained it all to him and made me a fake birth certificate, saying I was born on January 30Th, 1998, which was my seconde birthday. I was born on 1996, but since that wasn't quite an option to do, they had to take 1998. The man I had called father was an abusive chain-smoking alcoholic and the woman I called mother was addicted to prescription drugs. They divorced around when I was 6...
Fast vers l'avant, vers l’avant now. I'm a 7 an old surrounded par 5 an olds in kindergarten. I was way smarter than all of these children due to it, and my teachers thought I was some sort of fucking prodigy, but I am the exact opposite. I was also a little bloody deviant, I used to play everyone for fools and take anger out on other people, so I didn't have many friends. As I grew older, I started to notice plus and plus about the world around me, and how it works. I slowly figured out how awful and horrible it is. par the time I was 13 I started to hate everything because of it. I despised all of the world's hatred and misery, which made me get into depression. I started getting paranoid at this point, because I did truly believe people were out to bring me down to their awful level ou misery.
Let's go onto my life online here...I started to be ignorant at this point due to all the disgusting things I saw in life, and that got me off my first account. It was terminated. I came back later with this account. I had some good friends...mostly bad ones, but some were good. First...there was Midna...We had a rocky relationship...it was uninteresting and boring to me...So I cheated. Yes, I admit it. I cheated on Midna. It wasn't too big...I admit. It was plus sexual than anything with others... So she left me, for a guy she a dit she would never date, then dumped him and discarded him like a mere toy.
Then...there was Akemi...She made me really happy, she was the opposite of Midna, she was interesting and exciting, but a fucking moron! I hate idiots...and she was no exception. I was honest with her, in fact...she was the person I was cheating on Midna with. But, she was a lying whore. I broke up with her for being stupid...which isn't a very good thing...especially when I was kinda still dating her when I was with Seuris...But, I never considered us to be in a real relationship...The feeling was best Friends with Akemi...
Now, I think I should just scatter my thoughts right here. First of all, my illnesses...I currently have are as follows.
Minor Scoliosis- Slight hunchback...
Oral Herpes- Fever blisters have a party in my mouth...
Schizophrenia- I'm fucking crazy...
Zane Luxuria Zenon is a self-proclaimed name...The fake name on my birth certificate is awful and unoriginal, so I'll leave it at that. Keep calling me Zane, it's my fucking name.
I know I'm the most vain bastard on the Earth for making this wretched thing...It's not even an autobiography.
I also have anger management issues...just to let toi know.
I also suffer from alter ego consumption, I basically am Horn, Coro, Lucifer and the others...I won't go into depth, but it's been like this for 12 years.
I am Zane Luxuria Zenon.
I am living in Chicago.
I am 15 years old.
I am messed up.
I am recognising I am damaged
...&...
I am not giving a fuck.
I was born in Chicago, Illinois. My mother was a teenage prostitute...and my father was a foreign exchange student from some fucking place in the U.K. Fuck if I know exactly where. I can remember the old house of that blonde whore's mother. My grandmother despised me with the passion of millions of Mel Gibsons. I was a mistake, and I think we know how I was conceived, now don't we? I stayed with them for two years before my mother gave me away, not to an adoption agency, but illegally to a family with enough problems. Allow me to explain what had happened to these people, their child had died in the womb late during the pregnancy, so they took me in to fill the void of the death. I did not have my own birth certificate, but they contacted their doctor and my godfather in Mexico, explained it all to him and made me a fake birth certificate, saying I was born on January 30Th, 1998, which was my seconde birthday. I was born on 1996, but since that wasn't quite an option to do, they had to take 1998. The man I had called father was an abusive chain-smoking alcoholic and the woman I called mother was addicted to prescription drugs. They divorced around when I was 6...
Fast vers l'avant, vers l’avant now. I'm a 7 an old surrounded par 5 an olds in kindergarten. I was way smarter than all of these children due to it, and my teachers thought I was some sort of fucking prodigy, but I am the exact opposite. I was also a little bloody deviant, I used to play everyone for fools and take anger out on other people, so I didn't have many friends. As I grew older, I started to notice plus and plus about the world around me, and how it works. I slowly figured out how awful and horrible it is. par the time I was 13 I started to hate everything because of it. I despised all of the world's hatred and misery, which made me get into depression. I started getting paranoid at this point, because I did truly believe people were out to bring me down to their awful level ou misery.
Let's go onto my life online here...I started to be ignorant at this point due to all the disgusting things I saw in life, and that got me off my first account. It was terminated. I came back later with this account. I had some good friends...mostly bad ones, but some were good. First...there was Midna...We had a rocky relationship...it was uninteresting and boring to me...So I cheated. Yes, I admit it. I cheated on Midna. It wasn't too big...I admit. It was plus sexual than anything with others... So she left me, for a guy she a dit she would never date, then dumped him and discarded him like a mere toy.
Then...there was Akemi...She made me really happy, she was the opposite of Midna, she was interesting and exciting, but a fucking moron! I hate idiots...and she was no exception. I was honest with her, in fact...she was the person I was cheating on Midna with. But, she was a lying whore. I broke up with her for being stupid...which isn't a very good thing...especially when I was kinda still dating her when I was with Seuris...But, I never considered us to be in a real relationship...The feeling was best Friends with Akemi...
Now, I think I should just scatter my thoughts right here. First of all, my illnesses...I currently have are as follows.
Minor Scoliosis- Slight hunchback...
Oral Herpes- Fever blisters have a party in my mouth...
Schizophrenia- I'm fucking crazy...
Zane Luxuria Zenon is a self-proclaimed name...The fake name on my birth certificate is awful and unoriginal, so I'll leave it at that. Keep calling me Zane, it's my fucking name.
I know I'm the most vain bastard on the Earth for making this wretched thing...It's not even an autobiography.
I also have anger management issues...just to let toi know.
I also suffer from alter ego consumption, I basically am Horn, Coro, Lucifer and the others...I won't go into depth, but it's been like this for 12 years.
I am Zane Luxuria Zenon.
I am living in Chicago.
I am 15 years old.
I am messed up.
I am recognising I am damaged
...&...
I am not giving a fuck.
