day by day. tear by tear i cry. I call out to you, no answer. the next day you smile at me, i barely but on a smile, you think nothing is wrong . but at night i sit in my bed and cry, the thoughts of pain, my soul slowly being engulfed in darkness. I try to get out but the more i try the deeper i go, i try to get my head out and call to you , but i see you there just standing doing nothing , i called your name , all you did was walk away leaving me to be swallowed by my own sadness until..until i cant take it anymore and as i do that i feel pain, not bad pain, but good pain. all i see is blood, just blood every were. until i realize that i am gone , you cry but it is to late. as i fly up to heaven i see you there crying but i don't care you were the source of my pain everyday until now were i go somewhere were i am loved.