Chapter 3 : a little dark.
Disclaimer : I do not own House ou the characters, it's just my imagination.
Hope you'll enjoy it!
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-It’s time to go home, says House with a big smile on his face to his team. Chase, toi can go, Foreman and Taub toi stay here to look after our case and see how he reacts to the steroids.
-Hey, why can Chase go and not us?, réponses Taub.
-Because toi have no private life and Chase is dating a wonderful blondie, réponses House with a wink to Chase.
-That’s the life, réponses Chase with a smile. Bye bye and enjoy your night!
House goes to Cuddy’s office and enters without knocking as usual. She ‘s on the phone and seems annoyed.
-I see toi tomorrow for your problem, it’s too late now, I’ve to go home. And she hangs up. Why do people always wait the last minute to call about some insignificant problems?
-Probably to annoy toi ou because they think toi don’t have a passionate private life, réponses House and smirks.
-Do I have one?
-Of course, you’re dating the best doctor, a brilliant diagnostician with an irresistible charm!
Cuddy can’t help smiling at House’s self compliment. And what proposes me this attractive man for tonight?
-I have to go to my apartment to take some clothes and then I come to toi and make toi a wonderful and mysterious dinner, and once Rachel sleeps, I take toi on nuage nine… Sounds great, no?
-Really great, I need such a man! But where can I find him? Have toi any idea?, asks Cuddy with a mischievous smile and gets up, goes close to House, puts her hand on his neck and kisses him softly. He kisses her, even plus deeply and puts his hands around her waist to hold her tight. They end their Kiss with hesitation and finally go out the hospital.
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House held word and prepared an excellent meal. Rachel is in her lit and will sleep soon. House and Cuddy are on the couch, they’re watching TV. Suddenly, House takes an envelope in his pocket and gives it to Cuddy.
-What’s that?, she asks, surprised.
-Open it up!
Cuddy looks at House, he’s smiling and seems comfortable. She opens the envelope and doesn’t understand at once about what it is. House observes her and waits for her reaction. She takes the card and read it.
-Wow! Is it really what I think ou is it just one of your joke?, she says, completely stunned.
-If toi think that’s a secret weekend, you’re right!
-But, wait a minute! On your card, it’s written : I offer toi a secret weekend in a mysterious and far away place. How far? How mysterious? Hope toi haven’t forgotten that we…, I have a daughter.
-Don’t worry about Rachel, I organized her a great weekend! I just want to be alone with you, I just want toi to relax, to take time for us. I need toi for me, just for me for 4 ou 5 days.
Cuddy looks puzzled, she doesn’t know what to say, this man always surprises her! House is waiting for her to say something, why does she say nothing? She’ll drive him crazy!
Cuddy recovers from her thoughts and says, mi-amused, mi-serious : Since when a weekend lasts 4 ou 5 days? That’s almost a week!
-What’s the problem with you?, réponses House irritated. After these last animated and exhausting weeks I thought toi need a sweet and romantic break! I organized a nice surprise and why do I have the impression you’re not so happy and enthusiast as toi should be!
Cuddy doesn’t understand why her lover is so upset. What have I done wrong?, she thinks.
-Well, I’m sorry if I’m not jumping for joy, but don’t toi think that you’re overreacting? I tried to ask with humor… I think I’m not the only one who needs a “sweet and romantic break”, she says and caresses his cheek, then his lips while smiling without leaving his eyes. But House pushes her away.
-I’m not overreacting! I’m just disappointed with your reaction! I try to make all I can, all that I think of being right so that our relation works, to please you, I try to guess your needs and Rachel’s ones, I set on me to control me and not make everything fail with one of my destructive impulses, and believe me, it’s sometimes very difficult, and … toi oft give me the impression it’s never enough! What do I have to do to make toi happy? Tell me! House shouts and feels angry and at the same time so desperate. He stands up and walks toward the window.
Lisa looks at him petrified, she never saw him like this . Of course she saw him yelling and be angry, but never so deeply, he seems so hurt! What did she make! She must do something, she must montrer him that she’s conscious of all his efforts, that she really appreciates them, that she knows he cares a lot for her and Rachel, she has to prove him how deep she loves him.
-House, she begins in a soft and affectionate voice, I know you, I know that toi care a lot for us, that toi make all it’s possible to make to build a deep relation with me. I am completely aware that it asks toi for many efforts and I appreciate enormously what you’ve done.I’m as well aware as I am far from being perfect, I know that I can cold, distant ou annoyed, and sometimes I really don’t know how to react to your behavior, how to handle with us, with my feelings. I’m scared, I have no idea about what the future reserves to us. We’re both screwed-up, we’re both complicated characters… and, Cuddy’s voice becomes plus and plus frightened, … my biggest fear is to lose you! , she finally says, almost in tears.
-Please, honey, come near me, I need you, I’m sorry if I have offended you, I didn’t mean it, I… please, sit down close to me, take me in your arms, I l’amour you… I can’t ours to lose you, I won’t be able to live if toi let me now… , Cuddy is crying now, her voice is barely audible. Her whole body is shaken par the sobs. House He turns around and looks at her, she seems so fragile! It should have been a nice evening, a sweet evening with his “Lady Love” as he used to call her and instead of it, it… it became an evening in hell! Why are things always so complicated? Why could it just be nice? Lisa is still crying, her hands hide her lovely face, she feels really bad and guilty. House’s cœur, coeur squeezes up in front of the despair of her lover, he hates seeing her crying and even plus if it’s because of him. But he was right, she was to know what he felt. She’s maybe the only one person – well with Wilson- he can trust, and he promised not to lie to her anymore – at least in their private life. He decides to sit down suivant to her. He takes her hand off her face and gives her an intense gaze. She looks at him in the eyes and tries to smile.
House seems to calm down a little, but he’s still pouting. Lisa begins to caress his cheek and puts her lips softly on his, then her hand goes through his hair and she kisses him ardently, trying to make him feel better. Little par little she feels him relaxing and answering passionately her hug. House feels the feu of his lover’s body and a violent desire comes over him, he wants this woman, he needs her body in his arms, close to him, intertwined with his own body. Fired with the desire, they roll on the carpet and keep on kissing, hardly breathing, searching the skin of each other, the touch of the other one. After a while, they have a break to get their breath back and Cuddy says beaming at House :
-Don’t tell me where we’re going, just tell me which kind of clothes I have to take and when we’re going.
Disclaimer : I do not own House ou the characters, it's just my imagination.
Hope you'll enjoy it!
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-It’s time to go home, says House with a big smile on his face to his team. Chase, toi can go, Foreman and Taub toi stay here to look after our case and see how he reacts to the steroids.
-Hey, why can Chase go and not us?, réponses Taub.
-Because toi have no private life and Chase is dating a wonderful blondie, réponses House with a wink to Chase.
-That’s the life, réponses Chase with a smile. Bye bye and enjoy your night!
House goes to Cuddy’s office and enters without knocking as usual. She ‘s on the phone and seems annoyed.
-I see toi tomorrow for your problem, it’s too late now, I’ve to go home. And she hangs up. Why do people always wait the last minute to call about some insignificant problems?
-Probably to annoy toi ou because they think toi don’t have a passionate private life, réponses House and smirks.
-Do I have one?
-Of course, you’re dating the best doctor, a brilliant diagnostician with an irresistible charm!
Cuddy can’t help smiling at House’s self compliment. And what proposes me this attractive man for tonight?
-I have to go to my apartment to take some clothes and then I come to toi and make toi a wonderful and mysterious dinner, and once Rachel sleeps, I take toi on nuage nine… Sounds great, no?
-Really great, I need such a man! But where can I find him? Have toi any idea?, asks Cuddy with a mischievous smile and gets up, goes close to House, puts her hand on his neck and kisses him softly. He kisses her, even plus deeply and puts his hands around her waist to hold her tight. They end their Kiss with hesitation and finally go out the hospital.
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House held word and prepared an excellent meal. Rachel is in her lit and will sleep soon. House and Cuddy are on the couch, they’re watching TV. Suddenly, House takes an envelope in his pocket and gives it to Cuddy.
-What’s that?, she asks, surprised.
-Open it up!
Cuddy looks at House, he’s smiling and seems comfortable. She opens the envelope and doesn’t understand at once about what it is. House observes her and waits for her reaction. She takes the card and read it.
-Wow! Is it really what I think ou is it just one of your joke?, she says, completely stunned.
-If toi think that’s a secret weekend, you’re right!
-But, wait a minute! On your card, it’s written : I offer toi a secret weekend in a mysterious and far away place. How far? How mysterious? Hope toi haven’t forgotten that we…, I have a daughter.
-Don’t worry about Rachel, I organized her a great weekend! I just want to be alone with you, I just want toi to relax, to take time for us. I need toi for me, just for me for 4 ou 5 days.
Cuddy looks puzzled, she doesn’t know what to say, this man always surprises her! House is waiting for her to say something, why does she say nothing? She’ll drive him crazy!
Cuddy recovers from her thoughts and says, mi-amused, mi-serious : Since when a weekend lasts 4 ou 5 days? That’s almost a week!
-What’s the problem with you?, réponses House irritated. After these last animated and exhausting weeks I thought toi need a sweet and romantic break! I organized a nice surprise and why do I have the impression you’re not so happy and enthusiast as toi should be!
Cuddy doesn’t understand why her lover is so upset. What have I done wrong?, she thinks.
-Well, I’m sorry if I’m not jumping for joy, but don’t toi think that you’re overreacting? I tried to ask with humor… I think I’m not the only one who needs a “sweet and romantic break”, she says and caresses his cheek, then his lips while smiling without leaving his eyes. But House pushes her away.
-I’m not overreacting! I’m just disappointed with your reaction! I try to make all I can, all that I think of being right so that our relation works, to please you, I try to guess your needs and Rachel’s ones, I set on me to control me and not make everything fail with one of my destructive impulses, and believe me, it’s sometimes very difficult, and … toi oft give me the impression it’s never enough! What do I have to do to make toi happy? Tell me! House shouts and feels angry and at the same time so desperate. He stands up and walks toward the window.
Lisa looks at him petrified, she never saw him like this . Of course she saw him yelling and be angry, but never so deeply, he seems so hurt! What did she make! She must do something, she must montrer him that she’s conscious of all his efforts, that she really appreciates them, that she knows he cares a lot for her and Rachel, she has to prove him how deep she loves him.
-House, she begins in a soft and affectionate voice, I know you, I know that toi care a lot for us, that toi make all it’s possible to make to build a deep relation with me. I am completely aware that it asks toi for many efforts and I appreciate enormously what you’ve done.I’m as well aware as I am far from being perfect, I know that I can cold, distant ou annoyed, and sometimes I really don’t know how to react to your behavior, how to handle with us, with my feelings. I’m scared, I have no idea about what the future reserves to us. We’re both screwed-up, we’re both complicated characters… and, Cuddy’s voice becomes plus and plus frightened, … my biggest fear is to lose you! , she finally says, almost in tears.
-Please, honey, come near me, I need you, I’m sorry if I have offended you, I didn’t mean it, I… please, sit down close to me, take me in your arms, I l’amour you… I can’t ours to lose you, I won’t be able to live if toi let me now… , Cuddy is crying now, her voice is barely audible. Her whole body is shaken par the sobs. House He turns around and looks at her, she seems so fragile! It should have been a nice evening, a sweet evening with his “Lady Love” as he used to call her and instead of it, it… it became an evening in hell! Why are things always so complicated? Why could it just be nice? Lisa is still crying, her hands hide her lovely face, she feels really bad and guilty. House’s cœur, coeur squeezes up in front of the despair of her lover, he hates seeing her crying and even plus if it’s because of him. But he was right, she was to know what he felt. She’s maybe the only one person – well with Wilson- he can trust, and he promised not to lie to her anymore – at least in their private life. He decides to sit down suivant to her. He takes her hand off her face and gives her an intense gaze. She looks at him in the eyes and tries to smile.
House seems to calm down a little, but he’s still pouting. Lisa begins to caress his cheek and puts her lips softly on his, then her hand goes through his hair and she kisses him ardently, trying to make him feel better. Little par little she feels him relaxing and answering passionately her hug. House feels the feu of his lover’s body and a violent desire comes over him, he wants this woman, he needs her body in his arms, close to him, intertwined with his own body. Fired with the desire, they roll on the carpet and keep on kissing, hardly breathing, searching the skin of each other, the touch of the other one. After a while, they have a break to get their breath back and Cuddy says beaming at House :
-Don’t tell me where we’re going, just tell me which kind of clothes I have to take and when we’re going.
When does l’amour become something we need, rather than something we want? l’amour was seen as something special a long time ago. Now l’amour is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. l’amour is common currency when toi are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older toi get. Do we not care about the substance of what l’amour was and not what it has been made into today par commercialisation from American films and télévision commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience l’amour for real, can we commentaire and judge others who are in Love. l’amour means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of l’amour is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? l’amour is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.