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The suivant few nights brought little sleep and knowing that she was the leading witness for the defense really wasn’t helping Dr. Cuddy get any rest. She remembered the hurt in his eyes when he was being handcuffed and led away. “When he turned and asked her if she had ever loved him”, the pain radiated her head and heart. She didn’t even have time to answer and the answer was too long and too complicated. Now she was sitting in a courtroom and waiting to testify.
As he walked in, he looked sad and despondent. The bruise below his eye worried her as she wanted to help him. It was a shock for Cuddy to see him this way. He looked broken and vulnerable. House went to his siège and turned to the public. He saw her and she was even plus beautiful than in his memory. Her black suit was pale and her eyes showed the pain she felt. The hearing began as the judge stated the fact:
-Gregory House, you’re accused of driving a car in Dr Cuddy’s dining room. How do toi plead?
-Guilty.
-Do toi have a lawyer ou do toi want the state to appoint toi one?
-I have a lawyer your honor. He didn’t want someone to help defend him because he felt he had to be punished for what he’d done.
-Cuddy interjected. Your honor he needs a lawyer. I have made a call.
-Dr. Cuddy, “wasn’t it your living room this man drove a car through?”
-“Yes your honor but there were mitigating circumstances.” I have talked with someone and they will be representing Dr. House.
-Your honor, “I believe that decision is mine and I have a lawyer, and Dr. Cuddy has no say in my case.”He felt he was guilty for failing to make Cuddy happy and to keep her, for failing in their relationship, and for losing the only woman that could have stayed with him.
-Please note that the defendant refuses the help of a lawyer. The trial will take place in two weeks and until this time, Gregory House, toi will remain incarcerated. The case is adjourned. suivant case.
As they led him away House gave Cuddy an intent glance and she felt a pain in her heart. What did I do? She asked herself. But she knew what she had to do right now. House couldn’t defend himself because Cuddy knew exactly why he refused, she knew him so well, she knew he thought he deserved to go in jail – and in fact he did, didn’t he? - she knew he wouldn’t do anything to escape ou to decrease the sentence, on the contrary he would wait for it. He needed a lawyer and Cuddy knew one who’ll be able to deal with House. Once back at the hospital, Cuddy dialed Stacy’s number.
-Stacy this is Lisa. I need to meet with toi today if it is at all possible.
-Lisa, “what’s wrong?” “Are toi ok?” What has Greg done now?
-Stacy, I … well, it’s a long and complicated story and I really just need to see toi in person?” Do toi have any free time today?
-Lisa I am three hours away from you. This must be pretty important.
-It’s House. He has been arrested and if he is convicted he could serve quite a bit of time in prison and lose his license to practice.
-What did he do?
-Can toi meet me Stacy?
-Yes.
That evening Stacy called Cuddy to let her know she was at the bar of the Excelsior Hotel and waiting for her. It was one of the longest afternoons Cuddy ever had. She couldn’t concentrate on her work, she was thinking about what she was going to say to Stacy. There was history between House and Stacy and Cuddy was beginning to feel a little uneasy about calling Stacy.
She thought back when she hired Stacy as a lawyer for the hospital. She wasn’t sure what she was trying to accomplish. Part of her wanted to see if there was anything left between House and Stacy but they also needed a lawyer for House. She thought maybe if House could forgive Stacy then maybe he could forgive her for the role she had played in his surgery.
When it seemed as if House and Stacy had rekindled their romance Cuddy remembered the jealousy she had felt. She remembered what it felt like thinking about House with someone else and in someone else’s bed. There had always been something between House and Cuddy and there had been for a long time.
Cuddy had finally come to House that night. He had Lost his patient, his friend, and in his mind he had Lost Cuddy. She managed to convince him and herself that they could work because they loved each other deeply. She had to know if it could work. She had tried to make it with Lucas but she couldn’t get House out of her mind. Was she right to come to him? Did she just succumb to a whim? Was she right to give this relationship a try?
She knew him and she knew how unstable he could be… and she probably overestimated her strength. All these memories haunted her mind. Did she have to tell Stacy the whole story ou would a few snippets be enough to help House? What could she tell him that would help him without exposing herself? When she left the hospital to go to Stacy’s hotel, Cuddy hadn’t found a solution to her dilemma.
Stacy was at the bar waiting for Cuddy. She was curious to learn what House had done this time that could send him to jail. Did he kill a patient? He was a doctor not God and sometimes lives were Lost but with House and his crazy antics he had been known to stretch the line between right and wrong. Cuddy was weird on the phone earlier this morning, she seemed to be tense. What could House have done?
Stacy would have to await Cuddy’s explanation but it shouldn’t be too long, she saw Cuddy come in and a few secondes later, she sat in front of Stacy.
-Hi Lisa! toi seemed to be in a hurry, so I guessing this is serious.
-Hi Stacy. No you’re right, House’s trial will take place in two weeks and he refused to have a lawyer par his side…
-So we have to convince him to accept me…
-We?
-You called me, so I guess toi are concerned for him and as always trying to help him…
-Yes, of course, but…
-Lisa, what’s the problem? What did Greg do?
Cuddy looks at Stacy helpless. I … I don’t know par where to begin nor what is important for his defense, I’m lost…
-Why don’t toi tell me what happened Lisa?
-She took a deep breath and she began to speak. He drove a car in my dining room.
-He what? Stacy exclaimed surprised, she had thought about a lot of things but this! Why?
-It’s … it’s a long and complicated story, and… I don’t think it’s very relevant.
-I’m the lawyer Lisa so let me decide what’s relevant and what isn’t.
After a few secondes of hesitation, Cuddy’s need to save House won over her will to protect herself and she tried to explain to Stacy what led House to this desperate act. When she ended her narrative, Cuddy’s eyes were full of water. Stacy felt sorry for her. She always knew there was something going on between Cuddy and House. She knew House but she never thought it was capable of doing something like this.
Well now that I know the causes of House’s act, I think I’ve an idea to get House to hire me…
The jour after, Stacy went to visit House in jail. She was waiting in the visiting room to see House. She was wondering if she was going to find him changed ou if he was still the same sexy jerk.
-As she looks at his sullen appearance she can only manage to get his name to pass through her lips. “Greg?”
-Stacy?
-“What happened to your face”, as she began caressing his cheek just slightly.
- People here haven’t warmed up to my charm. I haven’t grown on them yet.
-I’m glad to see that you’re the same smartass. He stared at her. And then he asked her the question that was burning his lips: -Why are toi here Stacy? How did toi know that I was in jail?
-Well, I assume toi remember that I’m a lawyer. House stared at her, waiting for an explanation, maybe hoping Cuddy was the reason of Stacy’s presence here. Because it would mean that she still cared about him. I work for a firm and one of my boss’s relatives was one of your patients. That’s why I’m here…
-Really! toi disappoint me Stacy, I thought toi were a better liar.
-Oh, toi don’t believe me?
-No. And toi can tell Cuddy I don’t want her pity… I don’t want a lawyer, I can defend myself.
-Greg toi can’t defend yourself. Your career is on the line here. If toi are convicted toi could lose your right to practice medicine.
-It was nice to see toi Stacy.
-Greg! It’s stupid to think toi need to be punished for what you’ve done! You’ve already been punished! Just look at you! It’s obvious that your leg hurt, that you’re broken, but jail isn’t a solution, toi won’t feel better when toi come out. You’ll feel worse and plus bitter. You’re going to waste your time and your skills here. You’re going to get hurt and beaten just to be able to punish yourself but also punish Lisa?
Do toi really think toi need to continue punishing either one of you? What’s going to happen after a stay in jail? Do toi think everything is going to be ok ou that both of toi will suffer and this will somehow hold her to you?
Stacy waited for House to react but he remained still with his head bowed. Finally I was wrong, you’re not the same man that I knew, you’ve changed, Greg. Years il y a you……….
-I… I could have hurt her…, House whispered.
-Greg, look at me. House raised his head to look at Stacy. Greg, do toi l’amour her?
After a while, House finally a dit “Yes”. It doesn’t matter how I feel. I’ve managed to push everyone away that ever loved me.
-I’ll come back tomorrow and will begin working on this case.
House nodded slowly. He was about to leave the room when he suddenly turned. Stacy, “will toi tell Cuddy that I’m sorry?”
She approached him and softly rubbed his cheek. “Keep yourself alive.”
Upon leaving the jail Stacy’s mind began racing with ideas for House’s defense. She knew she would need to go and talk to Wilson and gather information of House’s mindset before the incident that day. She would to talk to House’s surgeons to talk about the medication he had been taking since his surgery and actually to what his state of mind would have been that day.
Wilson glanced down at his phone and saw “Stacy Warner” flash across his screen as he answered and heard her familiar voice on the other end. Stacy, “Wilson answered puzzled as to why she might be calling?”
James it’s good to hear your voice. I was wondering if we could get a cup of coffee and talk.
That would be great, “but is there anything in particular toi want to discuss?”
I want to talk about House James. I’ll meet toi in the hospital cafeteria in ten minutes?
OK. I will see toi then Stacy.
When she arrived Wilson had a cast on his wrist. As she approached him she hugged him and gently touched his cast. What happened to your wrist?
Oh come on Stacy! They didn’t tell you, really! Replied Wilson upset.
When House drove his car into Cuddy’s dining room, he almost ran over me, I just had time to jump aside and I broke my wrist.
Oh I’m sorry Wilson; I didn’t know toi had gotten hurt. Will this affect toi as a surgeon ou did they expect it to heal completely?
We will have to wait and see but they don’t think I will have any problems. It will just require some time.
Speaking of time I was hoping maybe toi could help me assure that Greg will not be receiving any time. Can toi tell me exactly what happened between House and Cuddy that led House to crash his car in Cuddy’s house?
-Stacy, I think toi should ask them, not me.
-Wilson, I’m here to hear you.
-Why?
-Because I need to have an outside perspective and as objective as possible.
-And what? Do toi think I’m the only one who can tell toi their story? Just go and ask House’s fellows ou the nurses.
-Wilson, you’re House’s best friend and one of Cuddy’s friends, toi know them better than anyone else here. toi know Greg better than anyone else, probably better than he knows himself. I need to know his frame of mind that day. What and how drove him to the point that he drove his car into Cuddy’s house? toi were there with them and I know you. toi saw signs and I know toi must have tried to help him. I need to montrer his state of mind and that this was an abnormal reaction to a man who was completely out of his mind.
-But what if I didn’t want to help him? What if for once I decided to pull away from him and his problems?
-James he is alone and I know he needs help but do toi really think prison and losing his career is justified here?
-Maybe I do.
-Then I guess I was wrong about toi being able to help me.
-Stacy, “wait!”
-“She called toi didn’t she?” Cuddy, “she called toi to help him?”
-Yes she did Wilson. House needs toi and the suivant decisions toi make will affect the three of toi for a lifetime.
Wilson thought a few secondes about what Stacy said. Of course he knew that House needed him, even if he would never admit it. And to be honest, he needed House; he missed their stupid jokes, their funny bets. What do toi want to know, Stacy? What do toi need to help him get out of jail?
-Just tell me what happened between them that led Greg to that insane reaction? I know Greg; I never thought he was capable of such thing. Knowing House his level of rage was matched par his level of hurt.
-I hope toi have time because it’s a long story.
As Wilson tried to explain to Stacy what the relationship between House and Cuddy was, their intense moments of happiness, their arguments about nothing, their deep l’amour for each other, the way they hurt each other, the walls they built to protect themselves and hid behind, House’s relationship with Rachel, Arlene and Julia… Cuddy’s illness and the fear to see House going back on drugs to face her possible death… and her realization that House wasn’t the right guy for a woman with a kid, and that he didn’t fit her expectations although she didn’t know what she wanted nor what she needed. House loved Rachel, and the little girl loved House and Cuddy knew it. But she listened to the criticism of her sister, a real wicked tongue. House behaved like a stupid boy that’s a fact but he truly loved Cuddy and was deeply hurt par the break up.
I went to his apartment to see if he wanted to get a drink and maybe talk about things. He went to get a hairbrush that belonged to Cuddy and on the way to the bar he wanted to stop par and drop it off to her. I know they talked earlier that jour and it seemed to drive House further into the bottle of vicodin. I had never seen him so hurt and so inconsolable. He longed for toi Stacy when toi left but the self-destruction I saw in him this time was at a whole new level. I don’t think jail time is what he needs but Stacy without some form of help he will destroy himself this time. When we arrived he was going to take the hairbrush to her but froze in his tracks. At the time I didn’t know what he had seen but he got in the car and demanded that I get out. Later I realized he had saw Cuddy with another man.
-As Stacy sat across from Wilson she looked at him so intently and thought about all she had heard. We definitely have a defense. I need to talk to Lisa. Wilson I thought he was seeing someone to work through some things.
-Dr. Nolan. HE was actually good for House and I liked him.
-Do toi have a number I can reach him at?
-Stacy, House is not just going to agree to see him.
-I know but I can be persuasive and when all else fails I can be just as stubborn as him.
-Stacy, “is Mark ok with toi doing this?”
-“What do toi think?”
