“I…I … I cant tell you,” toi say softly.
“Yes toi can,” she says with a smile as toi walk towards home. toi sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” toi say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” toi say and point towards the woods, toi grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, montrer down!! What could be so secret that toi have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as toi get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” toi say. “I’ll tell you, but toi got to swear that toi wont tell, my mom, ou anybody, nobody at all!” toi almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” toi ask. She nods… “Ok,” toi say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” toi say. She looks at toi shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” toi say.
“What!” she yells. toi sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” toi say looking down at the ground.
“Are toi gonna keep it?” she asks as toi start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” toi say playing your hand on toi stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help toi when the baby is born,” she says. toi smile.
“Thanks Annie,” toi say and hug her.
“What toi gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy ou a girl,” toi say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion ou something,” toi say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” toi add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” toi say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see toi tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” toi say with a smile then walk home. Once accueil toi go strait to your room, toi lay down on the bed, toi grab the picture of Marshall off the table, tableau suivant to toi and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” toi whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” toi say picking her up.
“Mommy say dîner done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” toi say getting of the bed, toi pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one a dit dîner was done,” toi say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, toi go sit down in a chair suivant to Mya. Your Dad hands toi a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and toi sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like Halloween crap and its no lol) toi still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, toi don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let toi go to one of them pregnant schools, toi know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after dîner and toi just sat toi parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are toi making us sit here?” your Mom asks. toi take a deep breath.
“Well toi know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” toi say, toi don’t know how to say what toi wanna say. “Had sex,” toi say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a seconde then they just stare at toi like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” toi Father says trying to hold back the anger. toi nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” toi say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could toi let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, toi back away a bit.
“It just happened!” toi cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, toi go wait in your room,” your Dad says, toi slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks toi pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” toi say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” toi say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” toi say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child par herself and I don’t wanna do it,” toi say…. toi head to your daughter room and tell her what toi came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. toi also when over the whole pregnant school thing and toi decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. toi leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST jour AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
toi walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” toi say toi have no idea what to do ou where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping toi though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. toi walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, toi feel very nervous. toi knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions toi in.
“Hello, toi must be Lily,” the teacher says. toi nod, she miles. “Have a siège right there,” she says pointing to a siège in the seconde row par the window.
“Thanks,” toi say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl suivant to toi turns to toi and smiles. “Uhh hello?” toi ask as she stares at you. “Can I help toi with something?” toi ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But toi can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” toi say.
“So some loser knocked toi up too huh?” she asks, toi give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. toi sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to déplacer so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” toi say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” toi say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. toi stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way toi sort of like her, and maybe toi two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” toi say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” toi ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” toi say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, toi and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, toi just talk…. toi exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” toi say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” toi say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” toi say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as toi walk down the street.
“Yeah,” toi say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. toi know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” toi say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now toi been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” toi laugh.
“Wait till toi apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” toi say….
“So toi live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” toi say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” toi say with a smile. As toi to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed toi at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” toi say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, toi know its Friday, we all should see a movie ou something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” toi say. “You in Nat?” toi ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” toi say as toi watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few minutes later, toi and Annie drop of your things then toi go see a movie…..
toi arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” toi say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, toi walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who toi assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, toi buy popcorn, pop, and Candy then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat toi cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as toi sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. toi laugh at her. toi start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but toi still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and toi like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…
“Yes toi can,” she says with a smile as toi walk towards home. toi sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” toi say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” toi say and point towards the woods, toi grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, montrer down!! What could be so secret that toi have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as toi get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” toi say. “I’ll tell you, but toi got to swear that toi wont tell, my mom, ou anybody, nobody at all!” toi almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” toi ask. She nods… “Ok,” toi say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” toi say. She looks at toi shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” toi say.
“What!” she yells. toi sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” toi say looking down at the ground.
“Are toi gonna keep it?” she asks as toi start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” toi say playing your hand on toi stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help toi when the baby is born,” she says. toi smile.
“Thanks Annie,” toi say and hug her.
“What toi gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy ou a girl,” toi say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion ou something,” toi say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” toi add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” toi say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see toi tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” toi say with a smile then walk home. Once accueil toi go strait to your room, toi lay down on the bed, toi grab the picture of Marshall off the table, tableau suivant to toi and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” toi whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” toi say picking her up.
“Mommy say dîner done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” toi say getting of the bed, toi pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one a dit dîner was done,” toi say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, toi go sit down in a chair suivant to Mya. Your Dad hands toi a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and toi sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like Halloween crap and its no lol) toi still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, toi don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let toi go to one of them pregnant schools, toi know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after dîner and toi just sat toi parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are toi making us sit here?” your Mom asks. toi take a deep breath.
“Well toi know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” toi say, toi don’t know how to say what toi wanna say. “Had sex,” toi say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a seconde then they just stare at toi like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” toi Father says trying to hold back the anger. toi nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” toi say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could toi let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, toi back away a bit.
“It just happened!” toi cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, toi go wait in your room,” your Dad says, toi slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks toi pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” toi say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” toi say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” toi say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child par herself and I don’t wanna do it,” toi say…. toi head to your daughter room and tell her what toi came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. toi also when over the whole pregnant school thing and toi decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. toi leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST jour AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
toi walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” toi say toi have no idea what to do ou where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping toi though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. toi walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, toi feel very nervous. toi knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions toi in.
“Hello, toi must be Lily,” the teacher says. toi nod, she miles. “Have a siège right there,” she says pointing to a siège in the seconde row par the window.
“Thanks,” toi say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl suivant to toi turns to toi and smiles. “Uhh hello?” toi ask as she stares at you. “Can I help toi with something?” toi ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But toi can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” toi say.
“So some loser knocked toi up too huh?” she asks, toi give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. toi sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to déplacer so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” toi say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” toi say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. toi stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way toi sort of like her, and maybe toi two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” toi say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” toi ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” toi say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, toi and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, toi just talk…. toi exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” toi say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” toi say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” toi say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as toi walk down the street.
“Yeah,” toi say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. toi know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” toi say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now toi been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” toi laugh.
“Wait till toi apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” toi say….
“So toi live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” toi say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” toi say with a smile. As toi to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed toi at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” toi say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, toi know its Friday, we all should see a movie ou something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” toi say. “You in Nat?” toi ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” toi say as toi watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few minutes later, toi and Annie drop of your things then toi go see a movie…..
toi arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” toi say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, toi walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who toi assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, toi buy popcorn, pop, and Candy then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat toi cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as toi sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. toi laugh at her. toi start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but toi still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and toi like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…