What issues do toi have if toi have Atusim?

i cry really easily, im frightened par bright lights and loud noises, i get angry at the smallest things, and sometimes i have difficulty distinguishing physical symptoms from emotions-for instance i will think im getting really angry when i just have a headache...
also the particular disorder i have makes me obsess over individual ou wierd things, for example, when i was 10 i would get upset if i couldnt see the deer crossing signs on the roads.
The cool thing it causes is the way my mind works in patterns. I worked with machinery at my old job and i could tell when a machine was about to break just par listening to it's sound patterns.

Sometimes I'm misunderstood and it really hurts me. Also I don't like it when people bother me about being different. And sometimes I get really mad and throw a tantrum and I hate putting my family through it, I also really get bothered par my parents yelling at me. It hurts having autism sometimes but I also kind of enjoy having it. It makes me smart, creative, and happy. And that is why I mostly enjoy it.

I feel depressed a lot and my hearing is really sensitive.

I think a little slower than everyone. The Ansawer does come, but sometimes not instantly.

I have difficulty recognizing people. I feel too much ou not enough. I find it a bit hard to understand implication. My parents and I get into a fight fairly regularly, and I'm frequently misinterpreted as jouer la comédie with intent to antagonize. Crowds overwhelm. I don't like many face-to-face social interactions. I can't stand tire stores ou the laundry soap isle at the grocery store because the smells overwhelm me. I hate clothing with stripes. I tend to déplacer my head back and forth to play games with the parallax I see to make something "go into" some gap. I find people touching my stuff intrusive and have to touch it again to make it "clean" and mine. I also used to get really freaked out par the implications of Derek Parfit's work, that we are constantly dying as our cells die and that when the cells are replaced it's another person.

I HAVE NO Friends IN SCHOOL AND I,M SILENT.

While I haven't been diagnosed, I almost certainly have the condition. Anyway, I have trouble initiating a conversation, trouble dealing with teasing, and can feel emotions just par imagining to be in a situation. I cry easily.

i have attachmets to objects (right now its a picture of queen)
i like being alone
i get very upset easily
sometimes when i talk, i dont make sense.
i usualy repeat stuff i hear ou my own stuff
i use words that dont exist
i want to stay on a same routine and if routine is messed up i get very upset.
i usualy rock back and forth when im nervous.
theres a lot more

My language , Speech , looking at people in the Eye , a slow learner , and a few times I don't make good decisions with Money . But I also got anger issues in the inside like I get paranoid about people who don't want to go against me for Stupid Reasons like I don't want to pick an argument with toi because your different then anybody else so that's why I'm a little bit Mad .

i have all the signs of autism but i can speak. i proud to be autistic

People being mean to me, getting emotional, getting nervous with other people at school, I hate being in huge crowds, confused with math, it’s not easy for me to make friends, stressing out, comparing normal people and students to me, getting angry, talking when someone else is talking.. not containing eye contact.. and having a somewhat low self esteem.