Chapter 7: The first kick

All jour Sunday Tim, Jill, Mark, Al and Wilson moved the baby's stuff in that empty room. Randy and Jamie were painting the room, a little green because they don't know what the baby is. Jamie looked down at the floor and had a flashback

Flashback

Jamie was chant Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But toi sing to me over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

and pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know You're my only hope

Sing to me the song...

I miss you, I miss you. I miss toi so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in l’amour with you. My memories keep looking for toi but find that you're not here with me anymore.

[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss toi so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in l’amour with you. My memories keep looking for toi but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[

The suivant day, after eating breakfast, toi and Randy go to the plage together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. toi and Randy just wore regular clothes to the beach...

Chapter 12: Take My Breath Away

Landon walked around the park and he remembered times that his mom and him walked around here.

Landon knew one jour he'll walk around the park with Britney.

Landon walked back to the hospital.

Jamie was holding Britney.

Cynthia was in the room too with a cup of coffee.

Landon kissed his mom's cheek and then he kissed Jamie.

"Where did toi go?" asked Jamie

"I took a walk," a dit Landon

"So did toi call your boss?" asked Cynthia

"Three days off" a dit Landon

"Good" a dit Jamie

"I can't wait to spend time with my little girl" a dit Landon

Landon was holding Britney.

At 3:54...

Chapter 9: Breathe

Landon was running through the halls to see his father.

Landon didn't stop and he made it in the room, and there was Jamie holding to Worth's hand.

Landon looked at Jamie and Jamie's eyes are tearful.

"He's strong," a dit Jamie

"I know he is," a dit Landon

The peacemaker was going up and down.

Jamie looked at it and then she stands up and looked at Landon.

She kissed Landon.

"When he wakes toi talk to him kay" a dit Jamie

"Kay" a dit Landon

Jamie left,

Landon stayed in the room and he looked at his father.

Landon pulled up a chair suivant to his father side.

Landon was just looking at him...

I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let toi go. I drive myself crazy, wanting toi the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him plus as days pass by. It's been a mois since toi and Randy haven't a dit a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. toi can feel it and toi can see it. Whenever toi look in the mirror, toi see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at basketball, basket-ball lately. Your coach notices and he talks with toi about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can toi do Jamie? toi need to rest. toi can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I l’amour playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One jour Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" a dit Camilla

"Hello Camilla toi look nice today" a dit Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," a dit Camilla

"Thank you" a dit Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the cuisine there was Hegbert making soupe for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...

Landon saw his son walking to the car he looked visibly annoyed. A young blonde girl was talking to him she carried a bible her hair in a poney tail she wore jeans and and hoodie. She reminded him of... Jamie. He sighed as his son sat down in the car. Kevin was 15 and spending this week with him and the suivant with his mom. Anna he had met her in Collage they hadn't worked. ''That Jessie Annoys me sooo much'' he ranted.

''How so?'' Landon asked.

''She so perfect shes so nice, Luke called her a chienne today and she just promised to pray for him''. He stopped to take a breath. ''And that bible God''....

Chapter 14: l’amour and Happiness

Jamie was getting changed to her black dress. She was putting on a little blush and she was putting on lip gloss. Hegbert comes in.

"Hey Jamie" a dit Hegbert

"Hey dad" a dit Jamie

"What's new with you?" asked Hegbert

"Oh nothing, Sunday Landon and I are coming for church, Britney sleeping over a Friends house," a dit Jamie

"Can't wait to see toi guys there," a dit Hegbert

"Okay Britney should be in her room," a dit Jamie

"Thanks sweetie" a dit Hegbert

Landon came walking in the house and he saw Britney watching t.v.

Britney run up to Landon and she hugged him.

"Hey Brit how was...

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees toi go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The images of toi crying your cœur, coeur out, shouting that toi wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce toi husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's Friends were there. Jamie was happy that she...

Randy goes in your room when the doctor a dit it was ok. He sees toi sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits suivant to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for toi par breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair suivant to your bed. toi look around and toi realize your in a hospital. toi can't remember anything that happened to toi before except the dizziness toi felt back at Randy's house. toi smile...

I l’amour you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that toi are my one and only last love.

The whole day, toi and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. toi guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and toi hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's toi again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your lit and gets under your covers. toi follow right after and toi Kiss him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

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Winter vacation is finally over and toi guys all go back to school...

Shawn: salut Taylor. toi think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. toi should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: toi should let go of Jamie. I mean toi haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know toi like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

Is my l’amour really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this l’amour to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives toi a dirty look. toi get a bad feeling and she pushes toi and says:

Lauren: Are toi a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First toi like him, then toi break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are toi trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. toi a dit toi were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

In the middle of the night again, toi wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. toi twitch and toi quickly yet gently déplacer Randy's hands off your waist. toi leave the canapé and toi run to the bathroom and toi head to the toilet. toi just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, toi look and toi see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your lit and toi plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. toi look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give toi what toi deserve.

Brad is about to coup de poing Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: salut salut hey!! What the hell is wrong with toi Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE toi try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...

Even though toi might never be par my side again, I will never forget you. toi won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come par me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt par toi again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? toi always cared for them plus than toi did for me ou for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least toi could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and toi sit in the back siège of Randy's car with Angie...

Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like toi Jamie. Not just as a friend but plus than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, toi just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want toi to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want toi to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want toi to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. toi hear him get in his car but something pulls...

Why won't toi understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, ou can it be me in the suivant life time? Even if toi promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway suivant to Shawn's car and toi see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees toi and Randy and toi get out of the car with Randy. toi quickly get Angie and toi walk suivant to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to toi and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...