blessed
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the l’amour that they montrer me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring toi up when toi are down, they are the ones that toi can turn to when life isn't going the way toi want it to, they are there to comfort toi in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do toi fine your comfort, is it in the people that toi l’amour and trust, toi tell me how toi find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let toi be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, ou the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for toi have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to toi at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, toi can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want toi to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate toi of dislike toi in any-way, I l’amour toi for toi and I'm not asking toi to change me in any-way, I'm just asking toi to give me the l’espace that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking toi is to l’amour me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the l’amour that they montrer me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring toi up when toi are down, they are the ones that toi can turn to when life isn't going the way toi want it to, they are there to comfort toi in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do toi fine your comfort, is it in the people that toi l’amour and trust, toi tell me how toi find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let toi be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, ou the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for toi have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to toi at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, toi can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want toi to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate toi of dislike toi in any-way, I l’amour toi for toi and I'm not asking toi to change me in any-way, I'm just asking toi to give me the l’espace that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking toi is to l’amour me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
After changing back I saw the remains of that man. It was enough to make me sick. I just fell to my knees looking up at the sky. A girl walks up beside me and kneels down. "Don't look so down." I go to look at her and no one is there. I look back up at the sky waiting to hear that voice again. There wasn't any sound anywhere around. Out of the silence i could hear a faint breath from the night behind me. I déplacer to the right when i hear the shot.
It grazes the side of my head and i fall to the ground. I hear footsteps running towards me as my eyes slowly close.
It grazes the side of my head and i fall to the ground. I hear footsteps running towards me as my eyes slowly close.
Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my cœur, coeur tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the siège as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My cœur, coeur starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing par my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the siège as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My cœur, coeur starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing par my house.
