blessed
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the l’amour that they montrer me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring toi up when toi are down, they are the ones that toi can turn to when life isn't going the way toi want it to, they are there to comfort toi in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do toi fine your comfort, is it in the people that toi l’amour and trust, toi tell me how toi find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let toi be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, ou the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for toi have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to toi at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, toi can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want toi to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate toi of dislike toi in any-way, I l’amour toi for toi and I'm not asking toi to change me in any-way, I'm just asking toi to give me the l’espace that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking toi is to l’amour me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the l’amour that they montrer me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring toi up when toi are down, they are the ones that toi can turn to when life isn't going the way toi want it to, they are there to comfort toi in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do toi fine your comfort, is it in the people that toi l’amour and trust, toi tell me how toi find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let toi be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, ou the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for toi have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to toi at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, toi can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want toi to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate toi of dislike toi in any-way, I l’amour toi for toi and I'm not asking toi to change me in any-way, I'm just asking toi to give me the l’espace that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking toi is to l’amour me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
I'm setting here looking at a paused télévision screen and i soon think to myself is that the way that our life is life when we are put on hold.
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be ou are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do toi think about this journal entry that i just wrote toi need to think about what i a dit and give me your best anwsers that toi can give.
thnx erie morgan maples
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be ou are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do toi think about this journal entry that i just wrote toi need to think about what i a dit and give me your best anwsers that toi can give.
thnx erie morgan maples
Why, do things have to be so hard
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
par an old friend
par an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed par my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
par an old friend
par an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed par my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
Hate.Disappointment.Regret.They all make up some of the worst thing in our lives...then why can't we just give it up?Give it up and just throw all our problems away?The answer is simple because this,this is reality not a fairytale ou some fiction story,where the writer can just have their way over their characters like puppets.No.Not at all in reality does one have their way to control their life ou the lies that people tell them.There's no stopping your troubles in life ou changing the regret you've made in the past ...it's life.
such a waste, my life whole life is a fake!...but im sure ive been a thorn inside of you...that's torn at toi for years. but, sometimes i can taste how amer i've become...& its plus then i can bare. sometimes i pray for someone to blow me away. just make it quick, but let it burn...so i can feel the pain thats torn at me for years. i can't be held responsable, 'cause this is all so new to me. can i...leave my pain behind?
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what toi DO with the gift of life, that determends who toi are. the pain toi feel...its normal. let it go.
toi think?
yes. toi need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
toi can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what toi DO with the gift of life, that determends who toi are. the pain toi feel...its normal. let it go.
toi think?
yes. toi need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
toi can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
