blessed
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the l’amour that they montrer me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring toi up when toi are down, they are the ones that toi can turn to when life isn't going the way toi want it to, they are there to comfort toi in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do toi fine your comfort, is it in the people that toi l’amour and trust, toi tell me how toi find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let toi be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, ou the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for toi have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to toi at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, toi can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want toi to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate toi of dislike toi in any-way, I l’amour toi for toi and I'm not asking toi to change me in any-way, I'm just asking toi to give me the l’espace that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking toi is to l’amour me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the l’amour that they montrer me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring toi up when toi are down, they are the ones that toi can turn to when life isn't going the way toi want it to, they are there to comfort toi in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do toi fine your comfort, is it in the people that toi l’amour and trust, toi tell me how toi find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let toi be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, ou the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for toi have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to toi at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, toi can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want toi to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate toi of dislike toi in any-way, I l’amour toi for toi and I'm not asking toi to change me in any-way, I'm just asking toi to give me the l’espace that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking toi is to l’amour me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
The Man With No Eyes Collection (6): Dream
A crystallized life, on the bright TV screen,
But I’ve finally broken away from the dream,
And into the warm embrace of your esteem.
The stage that I left disappears from my mind,
Like suddenly being engulfed par sunshine,
I am truly alive, for the very first time,
All at once, let me sing, let me cry!
‘Til it bursts,
From my lungs, like a child,
Let me smile ‘til it hurts!
Let the blue of the morning
Strike my tearful eyes,
I still don’t know how,
I still don’t know why,
(I still fear this life may yet be a lie,)
But even if this world is the true dream, I want to play out this beautiful scene.
Here it is, the last in the Man With No Eyes Collection! I wanted to complete this on a pleasant note, give the guy some mercy.
A crystallized life, on the bright TV screen,
But I’ve finally broken away from the dream,
And into the warm embrace of your esteem.
The stage that I left disappears from my mind,
Like suddenly being engulfed par sunshine,
I am truly alive, for the very first time,
All at once, let me sing, let me cry!
‘Til it bursts,
From my lungs, like a child,
Let me smile ‘til it hurts!
Let the blue of the morning
Strike my tearful eyes,
I still don’t know how,
I still don’t know why,
(I still fear this life may yet be a lie,)
But even if this world is the true dream, I want to play out this beautiful scene.
Here it is, the last in the Man With No Eyes Collection! I wanted to complete this on a pleasant note, give the guy some mercy.
I just started going on the path where my life had no light. I missed everyone from our school who graduated, and I really had many amazing Friends there. Friends who gave me memories that lasted forever...friends who helped me out when things got bad...friends who were always there for me. I know, however, that they will always continue to be in my heart, even as they went away from me. If they never come back, they will still have left hand prints on my cœur, coeur that will never be washed away. Life without the light makes me feel so lonely...like a vagabond on the streets with no home...like an eagle with no prey...like me with no one to cry with. However sad this situation I find myself in...I still know that life will go on...and I must continue to strive to be the best I can be. Even without the warmth of my Friends close by, I know that they will always be par my side even if they are not with me. All my Friends are the light in my life.
The noise,
buzzing and buzzing in my ears.
It's just not right,
toi think toi are so bright,
saying toi buzz because toi care.
But it's so unfair.
I don't need your concern,
the best way toi can montrer toi care,
is to leave me alone.
Why can't toi understand?
Have toi tried to understand?
Do I really expect toi to understand?
This is not a teenage problem,
the excuse toi uses so often,
This is about my freedom.
toi think I don't know anything,
toi think I am naive and innocent.
But things are so different.
toi think because toi are older,
toi know plus than we do,
That’s not true.
The world has changed,
We are not the fairy tales that sing,
we are the ones who could take our lives in a blink.
No, toi are lying to yourself,
blocking the truth that would make toi knelt
buzzing and buzzing in my ears.
It's just not right,
toi think toi are so bright,
saying toi buzz because toi care.
But it's so unfair.
I don't need your concern,
the best way toi can montrer toi care,
is to leave me alone.
Why can't toi understand?
Have toi tried to understand?
Do I really expect toi to understand?
This is not a teenage problem,
the excuse toi uses so often,
This is about my freedom.
toi think I don't know anything,
toi think I am naive and innocent.
But things are so different.
toi think because toi are older,
toi know plus than we do,
That’s not true.
The world has changed,
We are not the fairy tales that sing,
we are the ones who could take our lives in a blink.
No, toi are lying to yourself,
blocking the truth that would make toi knelt
I look out
Into the crowd
Looking for you
Hoping to see you
I search
And search
But can’t find
Your face
In all the crowd
The one person
I wanted to see
I couldn’t see
I was left
With my disappointment
As I begin to think
Of all the times
You’ve broken your word
But then
I should have known
toi never stayed
Unless toi profited
toi never were
A real dad
Never has been
Never will
I look out
In the crowd
Hoping against hope
That toi will be there
But I shouldn't even bother
I'm a nobody
Someone toi never loved
Someone toi don't even know
Maybe someday
I'll learn
That all I get from you
Is broken promises
Half truths
And utter disappointments
So now I say good bye to it all
The hurt and anger
My disappointment
And you
Into the crowd
Looking for you
Hoping to see you
I search
And search
But can’t find
Your face
In all the crowd
The one person
I wanted to see
I couldn’t see
I was left
With my disappointment
As I begin to think
Of all the times
You’ve broken your word
But then
I should have known
toi never stayed
Unless toi profited
toi never were
A real dad
Never has been
Never will
I look out
In the crowd
Hoping against hope
That toi will be there
But I shouldn't even bother
I'm a nobody
Someone toi never loved
Someone toi don't even know
Maybe someday
I'll learn
That all I get from you
Is broken promises
Half truths
And utter disappointments
So now I say good bye to it all
The hurt and anger
My disappointment
And you
"You'll never get the secret from me!" The monsters' eyes gleamed. They wanted me to yell. It was a sign of my weakening resolve. I lowered my voice. "The secret is worthless to toi unless toi know where they are. Without them, you'll be trapped." None of us in the small chamber knew who was bluffing and who wasn't.
"We will get the secrets. Do not worry about that. Your 'friends' helped us plus than they could realize," a large black…thing said. Its eyes gleamed yellow. Not yellow like the sun, but yellow like the foulest thing ever seen. Another spoke up.
"What is in this case? toi act like it contains something of value. Is the secret in there?"
"That's for me to know, and toi to spend the rest of your lives guessing. The secret is going back where it belongs. Tonight. Once it's there, it will be forever beyond your reach."
And that is where I stop. If I get at least ten favorable comments, I'll write more. And be honest.
"We will get the secrets. Do not worry about that. Your 'friends' helped us plus than they could realize," a large black…thing said. Its eyes gleamed yellow. Not yellow like the sun, but yellow like the foulest thing ever seen. Another spoke up.
"What is in this case? toi act like it contains something of value. Is the secret in there?"
"That's for me to know, and toi to spend the rest of your lives guessing. The secret is going back where it belongs. Tonight. Once it's there, it will be forever beyond your reach."
And that is where I stop. If I get at least ten favorable comments, I'll write more. And be honest.
Dear diary
Today was my first rendez-vous amoureux, date with Oisin. It is kind-of wierd going out with your best friend. So, we went to brun foncé, dun Drum shopping centre. Then we went to see a movie, and then headed over to hes place. Then Olivia called and asked to go round to talk about girl stuff. I gave Oisin a little Kiss good-bye. Olivia was worrying that Sean might be cheating on her. I didn't know what to say.
Lucy xx
Tell me what toi think. Rate, comment, tell me what should happen next. is it bad?!?
Today was my first rendez-vous amoureux, date with Oisin. It is kind-of wierd going out with your best friend. So, we went to brun foncé, dun Drum shopping centre. Then we went to see a movie, and then headed over to hes place. Then Olivia called and asked to go round to talk about girl stuff. I gave Oisin a little Kiss good-bye. Olivia was worrying that Sean might be cheating on her. I didn't know what to say.
Lucy xx
Tell me what toi think. Rate, comment, tell me what should happen next. is it bad?!?
Where did it all go wrong
what made us fall apart
I was so caught up in a dizzy
spin of fantasies
I didn't even notice.
Baby please I'm sorry
I know we had a bad run
but i know we can make
this thing work
There are lines drawn
and Ive crossed them
toi made no attempt to stop me
In fact toi probably welcomed it.
I've crossed the bridge
now i must stand and
watch it burn
theres no going back now.
I've done some real bad things
in my past, some to others
mostly to myself, racked woth guilt
but i must soldier on
Because ...
The bridge is burnt
I stood and watched it burn
No going back, no backing out...
I've crossed the line
Im in too deep
far too deep
in l’amour with you.
what made us fall apart
I was so caught up in a dizzy
spin of fantasies
I didn't even notice.
Baby please I'm sorry
I know we had a bad run
but i know we can make
this thing work
There are lines drawn
and Ive crossed them
toi made no attempt to stop me
In fact toi probably welcomed it.
I've crossed the bridge
now i must stand and
watch it burn
theres no going back now.
I've done some real bad things
in my past, some to others
mostly to myself, racked woth guilt
but i must soldier on
Because ...
The bridge is burnt
I stood and watched it burn
No going back, no backing out...
I've crossed the line
Im in too deep
far too deep
in l’amour with you.
A/N: Okay, so this was an idea that pestered me. Let me know if I should continue.
Taylor paced the length of her quarters. Being unable to sleep was, ironically, a tiresome experience.
She had been a vampire for less than ten years, and remembered nothing of her life as a human. In her mind, it was simply an odd void, like the only way to sense it's presence was from it's very absence.
Tomorrow, the moon would be the smallest crescent, and she would be forced to hunt, along with every other vampire there. To vampires, the moon always looked the same. It was only when humans saw it that way too, would they need to hunt.
Resisting was futile, Taylor knew. She had tried every time and failed. The pain would be worse than she could manage. Than anyone could.
She sank to the floor against the wall, and melted into the shadows.
Taylor paced the length of her quarters. Being unable to sleep was, ironically, a tiresome experience.
She had been a vampire for less than ten years, and remembered nothing of her life as a human. In her mind, it was simply an odd void, like the only way to sense it's presence was from it's very absence.
Tomorrow, the moon would be the smallest crescent, and she would be forced to hunt, along with every other vampire there. To vampires, the moon always looked the same. It was only when humans saw it that way too, would they need to hunt.
Resisting was futile, Taylor knew. She had tried every time and failed. The pain would be worse than she could manage. Than anyone could.
She sank to the floor against the wall, and melted into the shadows.