Everyone always tells me its the last time
But then why am i still here to be the one who is constantly crying
Im done with fake smiling
Im done with the crying
Im done with the lying
Because right now im the one that is dying
It's selfish for them to want me to stay
But is it not selfish to take my own life away?
No its not fair but nothing in life ever is
Everyday i cheat death is the jour i took a dare
I keep up my strength not only for me
I keep up that smile because i want them to be happy
I feel the blood sinking in as a i put preasure on my life
Im just not a person who would take happiness from their to decide
But i can't go on like what i have been anymore
This whole time i have been staring at an unlocked open door.
Barely enough time to save me from myself but i have just that enough time to save someone else from themselves
what is sinking me down and burning my life is that one single time i decided it was time
Its my choice if i choose to hurt
It was me all this time that decided to burn
My choices effect their lives aswell but its never my fault i hurt myself aswell
The risk i took that people would see the blood stained slicer dipped in my skin
It was my choice to do that i have only me too blame
But i cant let them take my pain to heart
In the end all i need is just one persons love.
But then why am i still here to be the one who is constantly crying
Im done with fake smiling
Im done with the crying
Im done with the lying
Because right now im the one that is dying
It's selfish for them to want me to stay
But is it not selfish to take my own life away?
No its not fair but nothing in life ever is
Everyday i cheat death is the jour i took a dare
I keep up my strength not only for me
I keep up that smile because i want them to be happy
I feel the blood sinking in as a i put preasure on my life
Im just not a person who would take happiness from their to decide
But i can't go on like what i have been anymore
This whole time i have been staring at an unlocked open door.
Barely enough time to save me from myself but i have just that enough time to save someone else from themselves
what is sinking me down and burning my life is that one single time i decided it was time
Its my choice if i choose to hurt
It was me all this time that decided to burn
My choices effect their lives aswell but its never my fault i hurt myself aswell
The risk i took that people would see the blood stained slicer dipped in my skin
It was my choice to do that i have only me too blame
But i cant let them take my pain to heart
In the end all i need is just one persons love.
Okay so everyone knows that it's the best when your parents absolutely spaz.....especially when u change ur appearance.!!!
So first get a small container of leave in conditioner... the type u put in your hair when its really staticy
Then pick the color nourriture dye that u want ( u can mix couleurs if u want)
suivant mix small portions of both until u get the color u want
Finally take a clean mascara brush wand thing( as long as toi can use it as a comb its fine) and comb it into ur hair
Finally walk down stairs and just casually talk to ur parenst, Friends anyone and just soak in the reaction.
The conditioner comes right out and its super quick and fun
There ya go .....i might post a " how to do it" video...hmmm
Anyway.. ENJOY!!1
So first get a small container of leave in conditioner... the type u put in your hair when its really staticy
Then pick the color nourriture dye that u want ( u can mix couleurs if u want)
suivant mix small portions of both until u get the color u want
Finally take a clean mascara brush wand thing( as long as toi can use it as a comb its fine) and comb it into ur hair
Finally walk down stairs and just casually talk to ur parenst, Friends anyone and just soak in the reaction.
The conditioner comes right out and its super quick and fun
There ya go .....i might post a " how to do it" video...hmmm
Anyway.. ENJOY!!1
[This is pretty neat how it works out... DON’T CHEAT par SCROLLING DOWN FIRST... It takes less than a minute... Work this out as toi read... Be sure toi don’t read the bottom until you’ve worked it out...]
1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that toi would like to have chocolat (try for plus than once but less than 10) ...
2. Multiply this number par 2 ...
3. Add 5 ...
4. Multiply it par 50. I’ll wait while toi get the calculator ...
5. If toi have already had your birthday this an (2013) add 1763 *; If toi haven’t, add 1762 *...
6. Now subtract the four digit an that toi were born ...
toi should have a three digit number ...
The first digit of this was your original number (i.e. how many times toi want to have chocolat each week) ...
The suivant two numbers equal ...
YOUR AGE! (Oh YES IT IS!!!)
If toi don't believe, check this website:
link
Thanks!
Your demigodishness,
K
1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that toi would like to have chocolat (try for plus than once but less than 10) ...
2. Multiply this number par 2 ...
3. Add 5 ...
4. Multiply it par 50. I’ll wait while toi get the calculator ...
5. If toi have already had your birthday this an (2013) add 1763 *; If toi haven’t, add 1762 *...
6. Now subtract the four digit an that toi were born ...
toi should have a three digit number ...
The first digit of this was your original number (i.e. how many times toi want to have chocolat each week) ...
The suivant two numbers equal ...
YOUR AGE! (Oh YES IT IS!!!)
If toi don't believe, check this website:
link
Thanks!
Your demigodishness,
K