l’amour

This is my very first story ,so please tell me what toi think . I'll write plus soon if it seems okay.And sorry about the "word" ,but that's part of Mat's personality,He swears sometimes...sorry.
Love toi loads!!
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I tried to avoid Mathew today, even though he was my best friend since....well...ever.I just couldn't see him after what happened ,even though I had feelings for him ,I couldn't montrer it to him ,it would just ruin what little friendship that was left! But I couldn't keep it up for long, Mathew was going to live with me, and we simply...

Today, I diagnosed metastatic cancer in a new patient who had just come to see me. I had to tell this young, beautiful, vibrant woman that did not not have long to live, perhaps a few months. There was nothing I could do for her. All I could do was to tell her that I cared for her. I could montrer her my professional “love.” My consultation rapporter was faxed to the patient’s referring primary physician, and an heure later, the physician called me, in disbelief. Together on the phone, we could only share a sense of profound loss.

You might read this and think: l’amour is useless in this case. Love...