l’amour

I know how toi feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. toi dont want to laugh, because toi know it's not going to help, but toi dont want to cry, because it will just make toi feel worse.

You feel like your cœur, coeur is falling appart, but not only that, but toi know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. toi don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt toi so much, then why do toi still l’amour them. That's the confusing part, toi don't know why,...

I hope toi like it! Btw toi know how films have theme songs? Well if I could pick two they would be...
Coldplay's Lost
and
The Fray's Enough For Now
You may play them throughout the story as it goes on to many plus chapters.


3 Months later… I will not face anything.

The last jour of school and junior an was pure torture. Summer I could only hope being better but everything is just a blur. The only thing that sticks out now is riding my chevaux and the hillside.
“Hey there buddy want to go for a ride?” I spoke in a soothing voice to my horse. Billy nickered to me softly.
“Yea… Alright...