Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce toi husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my rose sweater that he'd donné me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss toi so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in l’amour with you. My memories keep looking for toi but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss toi so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in l’amour with you. My memories keep looking for toi but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The suivant day, after eating breakfast, toi and Randy go to the plage together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. toi and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the musique plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see toi with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle par Randy's father.
toi walk down the aisle, feeling your cœur, coeur beat so fast and hard that it could kill toi right there. toi look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets toi go and assigns toi a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. toi go back to the house and toi lie on the canapé with the whole family near toi just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god toi scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
toi and Randy are in lit together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were toi when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked toi so much those times and I have toi a chance to leave me before but toi didn't. Then when toi did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when toi left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor a dit it was ok. He sees toi sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits suivant to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for toi par breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
toi wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair suivant to your bed. toi look around and toi realize your in a hospital. toi can't remember anything that happened to toi before except the dizziness toi felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees toi go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The images of toi crying your cœur, coeur out, shouting that toi wanted to live, comes to his mind...