I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock toi back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock toi back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
What would toi say if I lied about who I am?
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I l’amour them; and all my Friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only toi can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I l’amour them; and all my Friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only toi can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my cœur, coeur won't listen anymore.
What do toi mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. toi just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your cœur, coeur says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when toi close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever toi need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank toi for listening.
Thank toi for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on Facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.
The devise is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball, basket-ball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If toi like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If toi don't, simply montrer your support.
:) Thank toi for reading.
The devise is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball, basket-ball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If toi like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If toi don't, simply montrer your support.
:) Thank toi for reading.
l’amour hurts,
l’amour scars,
l’amour wounds and marks
Any cœur, coeur not tough ou strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
l’amour is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing ou two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
l’amour is like a flame It burns toi when it's hot
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
l’amour is just a lie made to make toi blue
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
l’amour is just a lie made to make toi blue
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
Ooo-oo, l’amour hurts, Ooo-oo
l’amour scars,
l’amour wounds and marks
Any cœur, coeur not tough ou strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
l’amour is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing ou two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
l’amour is like a flame It burns toi when it's hot
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
l’amour is just a lie made to make toi blue
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
l’amour is just a lie made to make toi blue
l’amour hurts,
Ooo-oo l’amour hurts
Ooo-oo, l’amour hurts, Ooo-oo
Happiness. What is that?
An emotion that makes toi feel better.
A feeling of pride.
ou more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when toi smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
toi make me happy.
toi are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always l’amour you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
toi are everything to me. :)
An emotion that makes toi feel better.
A feeling of pride.
ou more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when toi smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
toi make me happy.
toi are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always l’amour you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
toi are everything to me. :)