“Oh my god, I’m sorry!” A boy about your age says, truly apologetic. He grabs your hand and pulls toi up. toi find his eyes, and toi see how cute he is. He looks at you, stunned. “I’m… Really sorry.” He says as he stares into your eyes.
“It’s fine.” toi blush. “I would have fallen anyway, I’m clumsy.” toi say, brushing off your legs.
“Well if toi did, I’d catch you.” He grins. “Anyways, I’m Ponyboy. What about you?”
“(Y/N).” toi grin.
“I like that name. So.. Uh what brings toi to the camp?”’
“I l’amour the lake.” toi smile. “My dad used to call me The Little Mermaid. I’m all about water. Since dad died, mom really doesn’t know what to do with me… So she sends me here.” toi shrug.
“Oh.” He says with understanding. “I know how toi feel. I live with my brothers, sometimes I think they don’t know what to do with me.”
“That must suck.”
“It probably sucks for toi more, since it’s your mom.”
toi talk for the whole free time, but it seems like only minutes. toi seemed to learn everything about him, and he learned everything about you.
“I’ll see toi around, (Y/N).”
“Tomorrow?” toi ask.
“Tomorrow.” He smiles.
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The suivant jour at free time, toi met at the same place he had plowed toi over.
“Hey.” He grins, sitting on the picnic bench.
“Hey.” toi smile, sliding suivant to him. “Miss me?” toi joke.
“Actually, yeah. I really like spending time with you.” He smiles, putting his hand on your leg.
“Me too.” toi grin, blushing.
“Really?” He asks.
“Yeah.”
He leans over, and unexpectedly kisses you. toi give in, tongues dancing.
He pulls away, smile bright as the sun.
“Well, Little Mermaid, why don’t we go swimming?” He says, standing up and taking your hand.
“I don’t know…” toi start.
“Why not?”
“Well… I think I look fat in my bikini.” toi admit.
“You’re beautiful and definitely not fat.” He says giving toi a quick Kiss on the cheek.
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In the dining hall, toi feel someone grab your waist as your in the buffet line.
“Hey,” he whispers in your ear, nuzzling your neck.
“Hey… Calm it down on the PDA.” toi whisper.
“I know I know.” He laughs. “Meet me at the lake, tonight?”
“I don’t know…” toi start.
“Please? It’ll be a good time. Just me and you.”
“What time?” toi smile, giving in.
“1:30.” He smiles, giving toi a quick Kiss on the cheek, and darting away.
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The full moon was reflected in the clear, still lake.
He was sitting with his back to toi on the beach, looking out in the water. The muscles in his back were flexed and tense.
toi come up behind him, s’embrasser his bare shoulder.
He turns his head to smile at you.
“You came.” He says.
“I wouldn’t miss it.” toi smile.
toi lean in, mouths colliding. Tongues battling. Fingers running through each others hair.
He pulls away. “Wanna get in the water?” He asks, raising his eyebrows, flashing a grin.
“I didn’t bring a swimsuit…”
“You’ll look better with nothing on.” He blushes.
“Fine.” toi groan. As he gets in tot he water, toi slip off your chemise and shorts. toi put your toes on the edge of the water.
“Everything’s gotta come off.” He calls from the water.
toi give him a look. “Really?”
“Really.”
toi unclasp your bra and slip it off, throwing it with your other clothes. toi slide your panties off, putting it into the pile as well. toi see him bite his lip, eyes on you.
toi cover your chest with your arms as toi toi make your way through the shallow water.
toi meet Ponyboy when the water is up to just below your shoulder blades, arms still covering your bare chest.
He gently grabs your arms, pulling them off your chest.
“Don’t hide, you’re beautiful. I told toi that before.” He mutters.
He tilts your chin up, and goes in for the kiss. Your fingers running through his hair, toi balançoire, swing your legs up and emballage, wrap them around his waist, his hands supporting toi par your thighs.
His lips déplacer from your mouth to your neck, leaving bites and kisses all the way down. toi groan.
Without any warning, he lets toi drop a little, and rams into you.
toi gasp, not expecting it.
“You a virgin?” He asks, slightly out of breath.
Wow. Now he asks. “Guess not anymore.” toi say.
“Tell me if I hurt toi ok? I couldn’t live with my self I did…”
“I’ll be fine.”
He starts sliding in and out, slow; than faster with each thrust. toi groan into his shoulder, fingers running through his hair.
toi were almost there.
“Hold out a little longer, babe.” He grunts.
Another thrust, and toi both hit your high, together.
toi bury your head into his collarbone to muffle your scream. The pain mixed with the pleasure have toi and adrenaline rush like never before.
He drops toi a little.
“You alright?” He asks, breathing heavily.
toi nod your head, catching your breath.
“Want to do it again?” He asks.
Before he’s even finished, your already sucking on his neck.
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toi aren’t exactly sure what you’re humming to… But it’s something.
“Hey, (Y/N), have toi seen my-” “THUD!” toi rip open the douche curtain to see your boyfriend had tripped over the doorway.
“Oh my god, Two-Bit, are toi ok?!?” toi gasp.
He looks up at you. “Oh my god you’re in the shower!” He yells.
toi yank the curtain back, covering yourself up.
“Two-Bit, are toi ok honey?”you ask.
“After seeing that I’m not.” He says. “Damn, your beautiful.” He says, blushing.
“What a pig.” toi laugh.
toi knew your boyfriend was there, and all his friends.
toi hated it when they fought.
Those stupid fights.
toi went over to lot, to make sure things weren’t getting out of hand. If they were, you’d definately call the police.
It would risk them getting arrested, but toi didn’t want any of them hurt; ou dead.
toi saw bodies going at each other, caked in mud and blood.
toi start to walk towards the fight (like an idiot) and are met with a coup de poing to the face.
toi fall into the mud, shocked par the blow.
“Hey! That’s my girlfriend!” Soda yells as he pushes the Soc over, and starts beating him repeatedly.
toi feel a hand on your shoulder as toi get up. toi grab the hand and flip him over.
“Hey,” toi thought. “This is fun.”
toi understood why they liked these so much.
“(Y/N), please stay out of this.” Darry says, eyes still locked on his younger brother.
“She has a point.” Ponyboy snorts.
“Don’t use that tone with me, young man.” Darry says, voice raised.
“Who went and made toi dad?” Ponyboy asked, shrugging his shoulders.
“You take that back.” Darry says, lunging for Ponyboy.
They start beating up on each other, nothing serious. Brothers will be brothers.
“Hey! Knock it off!” toi say, trying to separate them on the ground.
Smack!
toi fall back, the hit getting toi hard.
The boys freeze, realizing they’ve hit you.
“Ow!” toi say. “That was my boob!”
They burst out laughing.
“Oh my god, Steve. Your eye.” toi say as toi remove the ice pack.
“It’s just bump.” He grins.
“A bump? Honey, it’s a huge black eye. It’s plus like an egg.” toi say.
“Old Man can still pack a punch, huh?”
“Steve, toi need to get out of there.” toi say matter-of-factly.
“I got nowhere to go.”
“You can stay with the Curtises. ou me. I just don’t like seeing toi hurt.” toi whisper.
“I’d rather it be me than you.” He says.
“What?” He asks, glancing over at you.
“You’re gonna get pulled over,” toi say, rolling your eyes.
“Do toi think I’d care?” He laughed.
“Dallas Winston, I am shocked and appalled toi just a dit that to me and ran that red light.” toi laugh. “I’m horrified at your driving skills. Remind me not to get into a car with toi again.”
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Light cracked the sky open. The crash that followed jolted toi awake. toi sit up in your bed, wide eyed with fear.
toi had been afraid of thunderstorms since toi were little… something about it just frightened toi to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed toi down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” toi shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around toi pulling toi close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking toi back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” toi mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But toi were already asleep again.
toi had been afraid of thunderstorms since toi were little… something about it just frightened toi to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed toi down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” toi shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around toi pulling toi close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking toi back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” toi mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But toi were already asleep again.
this is the smartass Steve Randle
heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of toi
my tears were hot with l’amour
and affection for toi
i want toi so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with toi par my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish toi knew me
if only toi were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but rêverie isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish toi knew who i am
but your l’amour i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
toi suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, toi are the auteur of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of toi
my tears were hot with l’amour
and affection for toi
i want toi so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with toi par my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish toi knew me
if only toi were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but rêverie isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish toi knew who i am
but your l’amour i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
toi suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, toi are the auteur of your own life story
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