I don't know when it got this way
I don't know how long she's gonna stay
Every week it's the same in her room
That's why I came

Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be, I'll make this confession
Back in her lit for another goddamn session

I'll never learn
God knows I try
Keep coming back for session
And I don't know why
I'll never learn, I'll never see
Just tell me why these sessions got a hold on me

Some might say it's a fling
For all I know it don't mean a thing
Either way I can't complain
Ain't no strings
Guess I got it made

Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be
I'll make this confession
Back in her lit for another goddamn session

(I realise)
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty

(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah

(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted

(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is a dit and done
Now I'm back where I started

(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself

Yeah

Once toi a dit you'd stick to it until the end
I guess toi lied, they call it suicide
Now you're gone
What was so wrong that toi couldn't find a way to
carry on?
seconde guess
Did I do my best
There was a friend I had

Johnny was a weirdo
So what did toi expect?
I ain't no fucking hero
I'm just trying to survive myself

I should have known toi went through it alone
I wonder why did toi even try?
toi could have come to me
I would have helped toi see
toi could have found a way to carry on
seconde guess
Did I do my best
There was a friend I had...


'Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off,' they say
But I ain't no fucking savior
I'm just living jour par day

Little things, little lives hanging 'til the end
I say it doesn't really mean nothing
Telling truth, telling lies
I used to have a friend
I say it don't really mean nothing
And I can't let this feeling go
Let this feeling go
Let this feeling go

Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning

Burned at the stake
Inside I'm blistering
Not a whisper
Looking in you'd never know it
Miles below
I look up again
When toi snap they say
Before toi never montrer it

Someone a dit it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone a dit it's all right
Faster now, toi know I got no brakes

Fuses glow
Wounds of festering
Till the wind comes up
And takes it to the last pow
Back and forth
Staring at the wall
This room's a cage
I know that something's got to give now

Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning

Someone a dit it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone a dit it's all right
Faster now, toi know I got no brake

There was a time, looking through myself
Wanting to pretend
If I escaped, I could fill myself
I don't think toi can
Been far and wide
But that hole inside
Never really leaves
When I went away, what I really left
Left behind was me

It's telling me
To be on my way home
Million miles away
I can't stay

Each passing day, every passing face
Seems like such a blur
I long to be
Home, silently
Lying suivant to her
Just to get back, par her side is all
All I need to be
Cause I went away
But what I really left
Left behind was me

I need to be
Getting on my way home
A million miles away
Million miles away
I can't take

Anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
a dit anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say

'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Any old time
a dit I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want

Anytime I want
I got a right to say
No matter what they say
a dit anytime I want
I got a right to say
No matter what they say

'Cause I got a right
A right to say
Anytime I want
Any old time
'Cause I got a right
A right to say
Anytime I want

Anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
a dit anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say

'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Any old time
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want

I got a feeling
I got a feeling
I got a feeling
I got a right
I got a right
I got a right

salut Joe,
Where toi goin' with that gun in your hand?

salut Joe,
Where toi goin? with that gun in your hand?
Goin? down to shoot my old lady

toi know I caught her messing around with another man,
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
toi know I caught her messing around on me,

salut Joe,
I heard that toi shot your old lady down,
salut Joe,
I heard that toi shot your old lady down,

Yes I did, I shot her her
toi know, I caught that girl messing around town
Yes I did, I shot her her

toi know, I caught that girl messing around town
I took out my gun,
Then I shot her! I shot her!
salut Joe, Where toi gonna run to now?

salut Joe,
Where toi gonna run to now?
Where toi gonna go?

Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me,

Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me. (no one gonna)
Goin' way down south,
Way down to Mexico way

Goin' way down south,
Way down where I can be free

I'm gettin Edgy
All the time.
There's someone around me
Just a step behind.
It's kinda scary,
The shape I'm in.
The walls are shakin'
And they're closing in.
Too fast or
A bit too slow
I'm paranoid of people
And it's starting to show.
There's one guy that
I just can't shake
Over my shoulder
Is a big mistake.

Sitting on the bed
ou lying wide awake.
There's demons in my head
And it's plus than I can take.
I think I'm on a roll
But I think it's kinda weak.
Saying all I know is
I gotta get away from me

I tell toi something
Just ain't right.
My head is on loose
But my shoes are tight.
Avoiding Friends 'cause
They all bug.
Life is like a riddle
And I'm really stumped.
If toi reason,
Don't toi know
Your own preoccupation
Is where you'll go.
I think I'm being followed,
I look around
It's only my shadow
Creeping on the ground

Maybe in another life
I could find toi there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair

And it feels
Yeah it feels like
heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
the world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving fleurs on your grave
montrer that I still care
(But) black roses and hail marys
Can't bring back what's taken from me

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
and if I could trade
I would

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
(The) world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
Gone away

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
oh please let me trade
I would

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
(The) world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
Gone Away