TEASHA (TETE) Article: BROKEN

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BROKEN

posted by teashaC

TO: NYTE

nyte i was in l’amour with u ur my Angel my life then i look back ur gone out of my arms ur moved on ur taken im alone sad and sick to my stomach
i look at u and see u all happy with ur new life ur smiling ur just so happy i look down at the water i see me and no one near me but land nothin eles *looks up ccrying with tears hitting ground i want u back with me i do i never ment to hurt u ou do anything to hurt u i wanted to protect u from everything i sit down and holding my couteau in my right hand and looks at wrist and cries see i never wanted to do this to u but now that ur gone im alone and im in pain now.

how could u déplacer on so fast if u rlly loved me u would have gave me another chance u no u wont meet this ppl i will meet u they wont i no what ur life is i get ur life i might not live ur life i wish i did so u wouldnt get hurt anymore i would do anything for u anything to make u sûr, sans danger and alive *i look at the person in front of me saying déplacer on but i say i cant déplacer on im in l’amour with her my friend grabs my hand but she doenst want u though hun shes happy look at her shes smiling but i made her smile when she came on here *she says i no u did hun but listen u need to déplacer on ok*looks at my friend i cant and screams i want her back with me i want her back so bad

nikki5516, _Teasha_ and 1 other like this

Goth-Girl-36 Its Sad But Still Teasha

teashaC but nyte i love u so much

Cherry9090 moving,sad,loving....

teashaC its ok shes movin on while im stuck and shes happy*cries hard

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FADED

posted by teashaC

I can pretend that I dont see you,
I can pretend I dont wanna hold toi when you're around,
(When you're around)
I can say that nothing was right,
But we know if I looked in your eyes I'd break down,
(yeah, lets break down)

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
If I could, take toi there,
I wont let go, this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause toi wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars,

If I told toi that I l’amour you,
But Im doing alright without toi it'd be a lie, But...

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EMPTY INSIDE

posted by teashaC

*looks up seeing her fight this seeing that shes not happy she was happy with me
at least thats what she tells me,is she telling the truth i dont no,i feel nothin anymore.
so now when i look up at the sky,i see black and thats it,when i look at the herbe i see my own blood from my wrist,no one to stop me ou hold me,thinks to myself if i could wish what would that be,it would be havin her par me watching her sleep,watching her every move,seeing the light shine on her,watching her glow like a star,i grab her hand i take her and put her on me saying ur ok now baby im here and ur sûr, sans danger no one is goin...

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DIVIDE

posted by teashaC

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods traverser, croix the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the l’espace between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing...

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RAINING

posted by teashaC

SITS OUTSIDE ON SOME CHURCH STEPS PRAYS TO GOD SAYING I l’amour U SO MUCH PROTECT MY cœur, coeur PROTECT MY SOUL.ITS STARTS TO RAIN HARD AS I WALK accueil WALKING DOWN EVERY rue EVERY CORNER I FEEL SOEMTHIN COMING OUT OF ME I DONT NO WHAT IT IS THOUGH SO I KEEP WALKING.
BURNS
CRIES
STARTS TO DIE
I SIT ON THE GROUND AND SCREMA FOR HELP ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE THE WIND IS PICKING UP AND ITS COLD MY BODY TURINING PURLPE MY LIPS ARE TURING BLUE I ONLY HAVE A TANKTOP ON AND I HAVE SHOES ON AND SHORTS ON AS I SIT DOWN HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING I CUT DEP INTO MY WRIST I SCREAM LOUD AND I HEAR MYSELF.
BURNS...

New me..5 years later

posted by teashaC

Wow its like been 5 years since ive been gone..i miss my.family on here..im srry I lefy but I.just needed time I guess I needed 5 years..im happy now..i have changed sa lot.i am now 17 years old im turning 18 this year..my past is behind me..welcome to my bright future with my family and friends..i hope that my old Friends come back on because I miss them tones..hope ur all not mad at me cause I l’amour u.all very much

Ok so I a dit I would never leave u guys but life wad rough for me I have had.ups and my.downs..im growing from my mistakes everyday..im.healthy I have a.healthy life..and im so happy that some of u that r on my fb helped me through so much shit these 5 years gone..my life is on here and I will never ever let anyone go..im here for now.dont know for how long but im here.

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LITTLE SOMETHING FOR MY GF <3

posted by teashaC

is sad and happy the same time, in love...not alone... but at the same time.. so lonely... missing the one person who can put a smile on my face rite about now miss her saying i l’amour u shes not here i miss her im crying im shaking i need protection shes needs protection she cant get it becasue i cant help but i want to help so and im afraid to help her what if i get hurt what if its a trap to get me and kill me im jsut afraid i l’amour ally so much shes my life i want her par me.

When toi look into my eyes, what do toi honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted...

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BROKEN PIECES

posted by teashaC

Wake up to a Sunny Day
Not a nuage up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But toi can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't toi stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat toi up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes toi who toi are
No matter how much your cœur, coeur is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But toi can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't toi stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Better days are gonna find toi once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken

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LITTLE WRITINGS I DID

posted by teashaC

Everything in my life is falling to pieces and I'm too broken to pick them up how do u pick up something when its been on the ground for so long getting stepped on.

wants to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even tho her cœur, coeur is broken and the 1 who always brightens your jour even tho she couldn't brighten her own i dont care about my days i care about my Friends days and how there doing fuck my life and my days they dont matter anyway counting the days donw as i go.

I'm gonna sit alone in a quiet room and cry until I cant cry no more. I am tired of all the pain inside and I am tired of all the tears falling from my eyes.im tired of bleeding im tired of life im tired of living im tired of fakers im tired of crying lonely with no one

is having one of those nights where she just wants someone to hold her close and tell her it's gonna be alright want someone to tell me how much they l’amour me and how much they need me and how much they want me

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DAUGHTER WANTING HER MOM TO STAY

posted by teashaC

He drops her suitcase par the door
She knows her mommy won't be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryin' to hold back time, to keep her holdin' on

And she says, "mommy, mommy, don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't toi see how much I need you??

?mommy, mommy, don't leave
daddys sayin' things he don't mean
he don't know what he's talkin' about
Somebody hear me out?

"Father, listen
Tell her that shes got a home
And she don't have to go
Father, save her I would do anything in return?

?I'll clean my room, try hard in school
I'll be good, I promise You
Father, Father, I pray...

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HATING LIFE

posted by teashaC

SHE SAYS GO GET RAPED AND GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? DO U LISTEN TO HER ou DO U JUST IGNORE IT? WHEN SHE TELLS U TO GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? GO KILL URSLEF ou IGNORE IT?ME AND HER STARTED TO FIGHT OVER DATING SOMEONE BECAUSE I l’amour SOMEONE AND SHE THINKS SHE KNOWS HER LIFE WHEN SHE REALLY DOESNT AND SHE LIKES THE SAME GIRL I l’amour WELL SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I NO A LOT OF SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I l’amour I NO WERE SHE LIVES I LIVE WERE SHE LIVES I NO THINGS SHE DOESNT EVEN NO ABOUT HERSELF.ASH DO U RLLY TRULLY l’amour NYTE ou IS IT JSUT TO GET BACK AT ME DO U RLLY WANT TO SEE HER ou JUST WANT TO HURT...

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DEATH OF A Angel

posted by teashaC

"AS I LOOK IN THE WATER AND SEE MY MOM IN HEAVEN WANTING HER BACK IN MY ARMS LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME TELLING ME IM sûr, sans danger BUT THAT WONT EVER HAPPEN SO I SIT OUTSIDE GETTING AIR TELLING PPL NOT TO TOUCH ME ou I WILL SNAP.AS I LOOK UP IN THE SKY I SEE MY MOM AND I SEE HER TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER FACE jouer la comédie LIKE SHES MAD AT ME.I SEE HER BEATIFUL FACE JUST LIKE MINE HER BEATIFUL BLACK HAIR COVERING HER EYES WITH HER GREEN EYES AS THE.I START TO CRY AS I CRY I GRAB THE couteau AND CUT MY WRIST SAYING ARE U HAPPY MOM I WILL KILL MYSELF SINCE I KILLIED U.SHE COVERS HER FACE AND AS I SCREAM I PUT MY KNIFE...

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LOOKING AT THE MIRROR

posted by teashaC

*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A couteau ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS...

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SET ME FREE

posted by teashaC

Where are toi now
When I need toi the most
Why don't toi take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

So,take my hand and walk with me,
montrer me what to be
I need toi to set me free

Where are toi now...

Where are toi now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are toi now
When nothing is going right
Where are toi now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
montrer me what to be
I need toi to set me free, yeah yeah

I need you, to need me
Can't toi see me,
How could toi leave me
My cœur, coeur is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want toi here with me
To guide me, hold me, and l’amour me now

Where are toi now
Where are toi nowSo take my hand and walk with me
montrer me what to be
I need toi to set me free,

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anges CRYING

posted by teashaC

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if toi said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated l’amour like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural l’amour conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When toi and I a dit goodbye
I felt the anges cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the anges cry

C'mon babe can't our l’amour be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm...

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WHAT IS LOVE, l’amour IS.......

posted by teashaC

l’amour IS LIKE SNOW ou LIKE A BUTTERFLY.
WHEN IT SNOWS ITS BEATIFUL, AND COLD AND UR HAPPY AND ITS LIKE A BIG BLANKET ALL SOFT, WHEN U TOUCH IT BUT COLD SO WHEN U TOUCH IT UR cœur, coeur IS COLD INSIDE.LOVE IS ALSO LIKE A BUTTTERLFY IT FLIES AROUND U DURING THE SUMMER TIME THEN ITS GONE SO WHAT IS LOVE?WHEN U GET TO SEE IT ONCE A an ou NEVER AGAIN.IT MAKES ME UPSET WHEN PPL SAY THERE IN l’amour WITH SOMEONE AND THERE RLLY NOT IN l’amour THERE JUST SAYING THEY l’amour U.I HAVE BEEN cœur, coeur BROKEN FOR YEARS,WEEKS,DAYS,MONTHS BUT NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO BE STRONG WHEN MY cœur, coeur GETS BROKEN INSIDE.I...

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FIGHTING/CRYING/SCREAMING/SHAKING

posted by teashaC

sitting par myself today waiting to be saved
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i get up and look outside i see nothin its all black no one walking ou talking i see nothin its like im alone in the world
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i lean on the window i hear somethin in the distance outside so i go outside and walk slow because im a little nerves of what i might see ou feel
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i got closer to the sound i feel a breeze through my blond hair my blue eyes get big and they sparkle the light is so bright i fall on the...

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DREAMS/LOVE

posted by teashaC

WHAT IS l’amour IS IT A DREAM ou REAL WHO KNOWS NO ONE REALLY TRULLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS AT ALL BUT LET ME TELL U MY STORY ABOUT MY DREAMS KNOWING THAT THERE REAL BUT SOME ARNT REAL.I WAKE UP AND SIT UP AND SEE MY LOVED ONE SITTING par ME I FEEL HER EVERY TOUCH IN MY HAIR I FEEL HER HAND RUN UP MY BACK I LAY BACK DOWN LAUGHING AND GIGGLING. AS I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HER IN THE DISTANCE BUT I CANT OTUCH HER SHES LIKE NOT THERE BUT SHE IS AS I WAKE UP I SEE NOTHIN SHES NOT THERE SHES GONE SHE WAS NOT REAL BUT WHY DO PPL CALL IT l’amour WHEN l’amour IS NOTHIN ITS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR DRAMA,FIGHTING,DYING THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY BUT AS I SIT HERE I FEEL THINGS RUN THROUGH ME AND IT FEELS GREAT BUT I FEEL STUFF LIKE HATE AND THAT HURTS SO MUCH WHEN UR cœur, coeur STOPS AND U THINKING UR DYING

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THUNDER/LOVE

posted by teashaC

Loves thunderstorms. I can relate to them. The thunder is my anger. The rain is my tears. Just think of what toi did to me when the suivant storm comes by...because when the suivant storms come par i will be gone forever never goin to see me again at least when the storm comes i will be dead already knowing that u hated me.

i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits toi in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes toi crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.

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SHINE

posted by teashaC

I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one plus single day,
I've been here waiting,
for something to live and die for
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch
out of time,
Just get Lost without a sign.
As long as toi stay par my side

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine...

toi see my soul,
I'm a nightmare,
out of control I'm crashin'

into the dark,
Into the room,
into the world,
of our cocoon.

toi are the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine..

Dont let go!
Oh, no oh.
Don't toi know

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine..

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IM SORRY

posted by teashaC

Lately I've been thinking
About the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here,
If not for you

I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And toi should know that
I have never meant
To let toi down

Cause I, I
Wannna tell toi that I'm sorry
And I, I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me

Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You montrer me who...