The time between going to lit and falling asleep is the worst part in my day.. that is when all the things toi bury it deep comes to life, and toi are stuck there thinking about it till toi fall asleep.
jour 1.... Saturday
I wake up late .. with red puffy eyes from last night. i brush my teeth with a grumpy face and i don't forget to gargle my mouth like Dean. yesterday was.. i don't even know how to start to describe it . but it is over. and now i have to déplacer on. Summer with friends..I nodded my head trying to keep that thought in my head.
jour 2....Sunday
I had a dream that i was trying to talk Cass out of what he was doing. He kept saying he doesn't have a choice. and for the rest of that morning i was hearing his voice ringing in my head.I Don't Have a choice. " So much for moving on" i a dit it to my self with a smirk.my god i miss them so much.
jour 4 ....Tuesday
I jumped out of my lit with my alarm "Heat of the moment" ringing so loud. what is this montrer doing to me ?i I asked my self that as i reached for my glasses. i couldn't ignore this heavy feeling on my chest these days. my mom asks me what is wrong? i say with the best smile i have: oh ..nothing..I'm fine. what would she say if i told her i am all broken about a TV show?! i took a deep breath and head to my daily house work.
jour 5...Wednesday
Great time with my best friend , we went out shopping, tried all kind of shoes, laughed a lot, i sat down alone on a bench while she went to get us some ice cream. i went through my musique liste in my cellphone and i stopped on "carry on My wayward" par Kansas and like a slide montrer clips from the montrer went through my head. after a while from staring to my cell my friend nudged me and gave me my ice cream. " where have toi been? she asked with smile on her face , " no big deal .. just thinking about buying new pair of jeans" i lied.
jour 7 Friday
It has been a week, it plus felt to me like a month. funny how time goes. slow in pain and fast in happiness. i can't believe it is Friday. i feel like there is a whole in my schedule. i went to my laptop and started my daily surf in Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr. i found my self after a while digging in websites like Supernatural TV, the Winchester Family Business. and lire analyze articles about the finale. tried to tell my self that i needed this fix because i don't have an episode to watch. I closed the laptop and went to lit knowing that i will have another sleepless night.
I have joined the site altho In l’amour with the montrer for years. I'm almost afraid that killing off everyone wasn't such a good idea. I miss Bobby, Charlie, and Rufus all the characters that made those great to follow episodes are gone now. I was glad to see Roweena go and miss Crowly terribly! Ya'll have to either bring some of the good characters back with new stories cause the leviathens sucked and the new stuff doesn't feel quite as good, at least bring Bobby Ruby and Charlie back!!!! I watch the montrer it comes on tnt in my homestate of tn and everyday for the past 3 yrs anyway I have never missed a morning of watchn 3 shows back to back then the new ones. I have lung cancer and don't have a lot of time left Im 55 yrs old and not ashamed to say I l’amour both of those boys. I can sure die in peace watchn a new episode with some dead favs!!
