Goodbye my love, my best friend, the father of my kits. I l’amour toi and miss toi with all of my heart. No one can ever replace you. My cœur, coeur is forever shattered. I will never be the same. If there was anyway, anyway at all, that I could bring toi back I would do it, I would give anything. I am sorry I couldn't save toi in time. Please forgive me. It is hard for me to continue my life without toi in it. I don't know if I can do it. toi were the one that kept me going every day. The kits miss toi too. Our family doesn't feel complete without toi here. There was no one in the world quit like you. No one can ever take your place. No one can ever mend my broken heart. I wish I could have a dit goodbye. I feel horrible saying it now, when toi are already gone...but it is the most I can do. I may not cry on the outside but on the inside I am mourning toi forever. I can never let toi go. No matter how much everyone says I have to. *tries not to get to choked up* toi were my everything. Now all I have left is the kits and my brother. Other chats may say they are here for me, but it's not the same. Nothing will ever be the same now that toi are gone. It is not the first time a feu has ruined our lives and divisé, split us apart. But this time it has damaged me beyond repare. I was lucky that fate brought me back to toi the first time. But now...*sobs*...it has torn us apart, possibly forever. I am so sorry...I just wish there was a way toi could come back... I l’amour you. Don't ever forget that. Goodbye...


-Nightbreeze